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OMG! KASEY! T.T I don't know how losing someone 你 爱情 feels, but i do know that things always get better, and 更多 if 你 believe on it. 你 are a great person, and i know that the peron 你 迷失 will always be around, in your heart, so please smile, 你 will see everything will get better. If 你 smile at the world, the world will definitely smiled back at you. 爱情 你 <3

when u say 迷失 u mean passed on, correct. ive 迷失 many of my best 老友记 so i do not have best friend anymore and never will again. but they are always there in every thiught and every idea, and what would they say if they could pass the words to u, get up and get back to work, u have ur life before u, if u have to dedicate something to me, but im with the one that created all, there is no pain only love. remember me and smile, for i am nearby, i want the world to f\see your smile as i did, it made my world, and everyones that did have a chance to see it, no matter what!!!!!!! and why cry for me, im nearing a part of the 下一个 life, that God has chosen, and i cant get there if someone is holding me and them back. ur tears will stop, and feel proud as i am of u, i hope to touch ur hair 或者 flick it omehow, but u have to get back on the job, we are counting on you, dont go councelor, as they will write it all down and use it against u it a later date. u r stronger than them, just sad at moment. enjoy all of life and make our names count for something, your life is worth LIVING, unless u want to give up so u can do some LEAVING. but waht a waste , and wwaht a mess family will have to clean up. animemaster time to get back in to it, and smile that smile i 爱情 你 always,if 你 need to go out back to night, and light candle for me,for tomorow is a new 日 and we need u in control, thanks, ;-]

Living and dying is all part of life. Whether 你 live to a ripe old age and die in bed, 或者 die in an accident 或者 even 由 suicide. Our paths are chosen for us, and yet we have the choice to say no 或者 yes.
In my religion we believe death is just another doorway in the spirits life, something we all have to go through before we can be born again, into a new world and a new life. This may sound corny, but your friend is now a 10 月 old baby, somewhere on this planet maybe, learning to talk and walk again. He'll have a great life.

It's good you've tried to get your feelings out on paper with your poetry, but have 你 tried other things to stabalise the feelings in you? 写作 a book about your time together, a bit like a story 或者 a song, paintings, arts and crafts such as beading 或者 knitting. All these things can help as 你 need to concentrate to complete them.
Just because your friend isn't there to see 你 grown up in the flesh, doesn't mean he doesn't know. Scientifically, we all have a psychic link, something so versatile we're stil studying it. But it's known that the closer some people are, the stronger the link and once passed over, that bond still remains. Your friend will know how 你 are, and i doubt very much he will wish to see 你 wallow in self pity at your loss instead of getting on with your life, growing up as 你 say and making the best of your life, with 或者 without him.

Do 你 refuse to see a professional for fear there maybe something wrong other then depression? 你 should at least go to your GP and ask for anti-depressants to help 你 a little, and councelling isn't all that bad. It can help.
When i first started councelling, all my therapist and i seemed to talk about was everyday stuff. It's a way of helping people get back into the real life, leaving their old life behind them so they can start again. It also helps to confide in someone 你 trust, who 你 know will never speak out of turn 或者 tell of thier finding and everything 你 say to them is kept confedential.
Just take it one step at a time.

And yes, life is still worth living. If i were your friend i would want to shake 你 由 the shoulders and scream in your face "just because i'm gone doesn't mean 你 have to aswell. get back on track, do the best 你 can in life. Don't let me die in vain."

I understand how 你 are feeling Kasey...I have the same effects too when it comes to loosing someone 你 truely 爱情 and admire a lot in life. The best thing for 你 to do is try relaxing and think about yourself for a second: everyone knows sucidal won't work because we all need 你 in this world. Secondly of all, I understand how it feels to cry and feel hurt about loosing somebody who means the world to you. I went through the same phase when I realized most of my good 老友记 did not like me 或者 wanted to 移动 on. Look into your future and see what great things lie ahead. It's always okay to think about the past and someone 你 never forgot, but it's always good to look at what is bright ahead in your future. It is okay to feel hurt and sad at times because we all go through it. But as long as your family is there and 你 have 老友记 that care about 你 and mean the world to you, it is all 你 will ever have and need. Hope this 建议 helps 你 Kasey...love 你 lots. *hugs*

OK your in a bad place but trust me when I say time heals. For some its days for others years. Now I dont know who 你 迷失 but my nan died 31 years 以前 I can tell 你 the 日 and probably the time 给 a moment to think about it. I was three. I still miss her and probably think about her once a week even now. OK here is what I do every 年 on the anniversry I go into a church that does prayer candles and I light one for nan and I whisper to her all my thoughts and problems and ask her to help if she can and I always finish with saying I 爱情 her. When I walk out of church after that it feels like a weight has been lifted and then the rest of the 年 I can get on with life. Sounds like 你 have not moved on 你 need a way to close the door so 你 can look 前锋, 期待 to the future. Do something to remember them 由 what ever seems appropriate. Also 你 would benefit from talking to someone about it. I hope this helps feeling sad all the time is bad and also very tiring.