chapter 1 ~ i thought that my life was normal easy clear stable but life is change a lot .... when 你 got that change the fear control s every cell of your body the fear of the future 你 would never give the thought of it will be better a change for good i think !.....~
my mother and i never did agree On one thing in all my life she always think that i am the liability promising future since the 日 i came to this life i stop her planes for the future . we fight a lot i start to think to leave 首页 live alone some were she was the 秒 wife of chief 天鹅 but she got divorced after she got some money when her father dead she 爱情 big city life
i live in hell every 日 she tell me that i was the worst thing she got ohhhhhhhhhhhh my god help " casy " my mother sally called " yes mom " i 说 i run to the setting room " what is it mom " i 说 " i ve been thinking i will get marry " she 说 " again " i wandered my mom " castiala behave i am your mother "she snap at me i don't want an other man in my life to act like " a father " damn " i don't think it gona be good idea " i 说 angry " i don;t think this is any of your business " she 说 wave her hand " mom " i 说 she stop me with her both hands " i got an idea if 你 don't want this 你 can go stay with your father charlie " she 说 my mouth full open i look at her like she was crazy " but what would he say "i 说 smiling i got this escape away form this hell i don't care new town new 老友记 new life " he was already want 你 he talk to me 更多 than once i think tell 你 first " mom 说 " yes " i 说 laugh " hell ya " i 说 laugh again i call my dad for the first time in my life tell him that i am come to live with him he was happy me too i got a fahter asister too that was great forks is small town all green 海滩 oh god thank god 海滩 when my flight land down i find the chief car dad & bella my sister waiting for me " 嘿 casy how are 你 " dad 说 he hugs me for a 分钟 " 嘿 dad " i 说 " 嘿 i am bella " bella 说 " i know 嘿 " i 说 i hug her too . when we get 首页 i notice that i am a liability again there is no room for me i like to sleep on the 长椅, 沙发 i put my stuff on the 长椅, 沙发 " no way 你 can't sleep here " dad 说 in so lovely tune " no realy i got no problem its ok dad " i 说 smiling " what ever make 你 happy " dad 说 finaly someone understand someone give me my freadom to do what ever make me happy i 吻乐队（Kiss） his cheek " thanks dad " i 说 bella don't look like me in her house something in her face make me worry i wakeup first one in the house i was so exaited so happy i make the breakfast for all of us " good morning dad " i 说 " 嘿 what all that " he 说 " good morning baby " dad said
we eat the break fast together in silance " see 你 girls I got to go "dad 说 we both set in silance for like 3 分钟 " so how we will go to school "i ask her
" my bf edward will drive us to school " she 说 " don't tell dad ok " she add i shook my head i lock my lips she smile when the silver volvo get to the door " edward this is casy my young sister " bella said
casy this is edward my bf "

she add i sheck his hands it was so cold " nice to meet 你 " i 说 " nice to meet 你 too " edward 说 in really smooth voice the school 日 was boring i got no 老友记 i follow bella where ever she gose
i think she did
n't like that so i set in the car till she came dreaming about the 海滩 she promise me we will take awalk on the 海滩 the cullens are so cool but i am don't think the like me anyway
, when the school 日 end edward take us to the 海滩 i can smell the salt from here " thank 你 " i 说 but he was so mad he didn't answer me he just drive away i looked at bella " is he mad at me " i ask " no he is mad at me cos i am here to see jacob " she said
" so isn't jacobk is your friend " i ask " yes but he kind of had acrash on me 或者 something " she 说 i just shut up & enjoy the see the sand everything i take all 日 on the 海滩 bella told me about the edwrad & jacob they are not like each other
i just listen no coment when we get 首页 dad was here but he wasn't alone a big dark man on awheel chair " 嘿 girls did 你 have fun " dad 说 i nodded " yes " bella 说 " 嘿 bily " she 说 " 嘿 bella how are 你 " he 说 back " casy bily black is my best friend " dad 说 " nice to meet 你 " i 说 sheek his hands
" nice to see 你 too " he 说 he realy look freandly " i was on the 海滩 where is jacob bily " bella ask " he really wan to see 你 too but he is alittel bust rightnow " bily 说 bella nodded after 晚餐 dad talk to bella about jacob alot , so now what bella got admires might be i fell sleep so fast
in the moring i had to stay with bella friend the cullens they are all beautiful like 模特 " casy ' "edward 说 " yes " i answer " did 你 have fun on the 海滩 yesterday " he ask it feel like he fors himself to talk to me " yes i did i am going to 日 too " i 说 " have fun then " he 说 " thankx " i said
bella take mush time to say goodbye to edward i can't blame her he is so beautiful . lapush was the perfict plce for me sand 海滩 green every where
i can spend all the 日 here bella watch me 迷失 in the see " this is " i 说 " beautiful " she 说 she chukels someone came out of the woods very big boy tall his skin was amazing rust he wave to bella " 嘿 bella " he call her " jake " she 说 when he got closer i can see his muscles now & he got beautifl hazel eyes
jacob gives bella a 熊 hud " jacke this is casy my sis " bella 说 " casy this is jacob black " she 说 " 嘿 " i 说 i reash my hand to shek his when jacob look ate me he was still smiling he have breath taking smile " he,,,,,,,,,, " he 说 & broke he look t me with crazy eyes like he have ever seen agirl befor he was the blind man who see the sun for the first time
he didn't speak iwas still extend my hand few sec pass bella look at jacob black " jacob " she 说 he look t here then he shak my hand finaly " i am jacob " he 说 "i know nice to meet 你 ? i 说 then he broke again 星, 星级 at my eyes bella pulled himtoward the forst " 你 enjoy the view " she tell em while she walk away " i know 你 爱情 the see very mu " she was gonne
i just did ewaht she 说 i enjoy my fave view
jacob black book two
bella take me so far away in the forst " why bella what is it " i 说 " are 你 crazy " bella 说 " what was that jacob " she snape
'" i think .. ithink i am imprint on casy " i 说 i still think about here beautiful spanish eyes 嘿 smile & her smell like the most deliouse tging on earth
" jack " bella screamed " what " i 说 " she don't know about 你 about all this 你 can't just tell her " she 说 i looke at her like an iduts " she is like a smal baby get everything for the first time
你 think she can take something like this now " she 说 " pls jake let me tell her first step py step
she 说 calm now " bella " i 说 " she is not ready pls kacob " sje inseast
" what " i snap " 你 can't ask me to stay away bella 你 can;t ask me that " i 说 still angry
" just give two 日 if i didnt' 你 can do what ever 你 want ok " she 说 i nodded " ok " i said

castiala book 1
the sunset on lapush is diffrent i 爱情 it few mins then bella came out the wood i open my arms woder what is going on " don't care about jacob he is a crack up lets ok its geting dark " she 说 i follo her i want to stay 更多 i want to ask her but she is not gonna do either so i get in the car with no ward
jacobb black book 2

i saw bella take her away from me till they both dissaper i felt cold fro the first time on mylife halow & stupid to agree to that stupid idea that bella came with but maybe she is right
i get to the house then i thought it would be better to go in round 或者 two around charlies hous just in case
may be i could see her once again
when i get to the house i try to sneak peak in to see her once " 嘿 brother your shift " paul 说 " now ok i will be in sec " i run as fast as i could . push my anger to the ground
chapter 5 castiala book 5
my night was not comfortable i couldn't sleep well the idea of bella layng to me & hid things & secrite it make s me annoying iwant to know what is it i hate it
i writ ia note for my dad" i will go to the 海滩 i wount be long casy "
i look at the sun rise from the sea

" why so seriuos " i husky voice 说 behind me it scared me to death i jumed i was sure i was alone " oh " " i am sorry i didn't mean to scare 你 sorry " jacob black 说 " your face was so angry it make me cerious " he 说 smailing his smile take my breath away forget what he was asking
i shook my head to answer " i was thinking about bella " i saID well he know her well maybe he help me to know waht is happening maybe i can help her
he smile waidly know 展示 his teeth its feel like the sun break out of the clouds jacob freindly smile make him so easy to talk to
" what about bella " he ask then he start to walk he want me to walk with him a walk on th a 海滩 with the most beautiful guy i have ever seen in my life i loat in his face i know he was waiting for my answer but it didn't look s bother him he was looking at me like someone who witness on amirecal i just 说 what ever on my mind about bella what ever keep me sleepless last night " casy " he 说 my name with lovely voice " yes " i said.. he pause then he talk adeep breath " look the world not as simple as 你 think it is ok maybe its better to keep this things to make it better some how " jacob 说 what are 你 talking about i 说 " there is stuff in this world 你 never know it was there there is old stories & legends " he 说 part of me know that he was kidding me the other part his face was so serious " what legend " i 说 breathless " stories about 吸血鬼 blood suker like the cullens " he 说 " what are 你 ... bella ' i said
" don't worry bella know that " he 说 it sounded like he hat tha"dont' worry they don't kill human " he 说 i can't understand what he was saying " there is others like werewloves like me & my pack " he 说 i coulden't breatht he looks worried i don't know what my face looked like " are 你 ok " jacob ask me hold my shoulders his hands was so hot like he just get it out of 火, 消防 " god casy 你 are freazing " he 说 " pls don;t be afraid there is 更多 that what matter now pls i will never hurt 你 ok " he 说 " the 狼 got something like the 爱情 of the first sight its not bad thing its very good its 更多 than 爱情 its imprinting " he contnue " what " i 说 with very week voice