Chapter 18
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i 说 and tanya's thoughts
edward do 你 really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he 说 展示 me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever 你 are doing"tanya 说 to him,jacobs thoughts changedso 你 dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever 你 say let me go cheak on her"he 说 and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she 爱情 a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never 爱情 me
"Edward,be good"alice 说 and kissed me on the head,all of the 狗 are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any 更多 she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps 显示 us where to go"he 说 and ran out side and changed
i looked at the 照片 on the shelf there was bella smiling 下一个 to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i 说 and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left 你 would not have gotten hurt and fell in 爱情 with him"
i 说 she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell 你 about the other stuff"she 说 and sipped the drink
"Bella do 你 know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause 你 didnt want to petend to be human any 更多 and 你 didnt 爱情 me any more"she 说 looking down at her drink
"I lied"i 说 and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would 你 do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt 你 anymore,and the 更多 things that happened to 你 stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected 你 from her"i 说 and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like 你 wanted me too,i fell in 爱情 and dont call him a dog"she 说 to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I 爱情 you"i 说 she looked at me
"I would slap 你 right now but it wouldn't do 你 any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever 吻乐队(Kiss) me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i 爱情 你 so much,what 你 just did hurt like hell"i 说 she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when 你 left me in the woods and 说 hurtfull things and back off 或者 ill tell jake"she 说 and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That 你 think jacob could hurt me"i 说 and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did 你 stay?did 你 just stay to tell me 你 loved me,well i loved 你 along time 以前 not anymore,now i 爱情 alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she 说 and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't 爱情 me any 更多 but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her 心 ill be here for her,ill allways 爱情 her for ever
"Bella i 爱情 你 and always will,and if he ever breaks your 心 或者 dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i 说 with a warm smile
"Why?edward 移动 on,come on go with tanya she is so in 爱情 with 你 and 你 dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes 你 think i would choose 你 anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad 你 left 或者 i would never have fell in 爱情 with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive 你 and thank you"she 说 and smiled,gosh i 爱情 that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and 吻乐队(Kiss) her
"Now edward will 你 移动 on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and 移动 on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i 说 i know she's in 爱情 with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she 说 and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i 说 and looked around the room bella laid on the 床, 床上 and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she 说 i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but 你 have to stand right there"she 说 and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the 长椅, 沙发 and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i 说 and 说 it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth 说 with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to 你 he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 年 old"Jacob 说 and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth 说 with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell 你 how she will react"jacob 说 walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont 你 wish 你 never left her"he 说 and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so 你 know"i 说 and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got 你 was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth 说 i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he 说 and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran 首页 to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor 迅速, 斯威夫特
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper 说 but got cut off 由 alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice 说 with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"
"Ill watch her"i 说 and tanya's thoughts
edward do 你 really think thats a good idea
"Like i would trust you"he 说 展示 me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched
"Stop what ever 你 are doing"tanya 说 to him,jacobs thoughts changedso 你 dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow
"What ever 你 say let me go cheak on her"he 说 and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she 爱情 a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never 爱情 me
"Edward,be good"alice 说 and kissed me on the head,all of the 狗 are out side changed and waiting for jacob
jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any 更多 she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls
"Come on vamps 显示 us where to go"he 说 and ran out side and changed
i looked at the 照片 on the shelf there was bella smiling 下一个 to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning
"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i 说 and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face
she flinched
"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me
"But if i would have never left 你 would not have gotten hurt and fell in 爱情 with him"
i 说 she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head
"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell 你 about the other stuff"she 说 and sipped the drink
"Bella do 你 know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me
"Ya,cause 你 didnt want to petend to be human any 更多 and 你 didnt 爱情 me any more"she 说 looking down at her drink
"I lied"i 说 and she choked and her drink
"Why the hell would 你 do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell
"Cause i didnt want to hurt 你 anymore,and the 更多 things that happened to 你 stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward
"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected 你 from her"i 说 and she walked over to me and stood in front of me
"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like 你 wanted me too,i fell in 爱情 and dont call him a dog"she 说 to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back
"I 爱情 you"i 说 she looked at me
"I would slap 你 right now but it wouldn't do 你 any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever 吻乐队(Kiss) me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more
"Bella i 爱情 你 so much,what 你 just did hurt like hell"i 说 she just looked at me
"I felt hurt when 你 left me in the woods and 说 hurtfull things and back off 或者 ill tell jake"she 说 and flinch and chuckled
"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad
"That 你 think jacob could hurt me"i 说 and laughed,she walked away
"Edward why did 你 stay?did 你 just stay to tell me 你 loved me,well i loved 你 along time 以前 not anymore,now i 爱情 alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she 说 and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't 爱情 me any 更多 but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her 心 ill be here for her,ill allways 爱情 her for ever
"Bella i 爱情 你 and always will,and if he ever breaks your 心 或者 dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i 说 with a warm smile
"Why?edward 移动 on,come on go with tanya she is so in 爱情 with 你 and 你 dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes 你 think i would choose 你 anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way
"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad 你 left 或者 i would never have fell in 爱情 with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive 你 and thank you"she 说 and smiled,gosh i 爱情 that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and 吻乐队(Kiss) her
"Now edward will 你 移动 on and ask tanya out?"she asked me
"ill try and 移动 on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i 说 i know she's in 爱情 with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella
"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she 说 and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i 说 and looked around the room bella laid on the 床, 床上 and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she 说 i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her
"nope but 你 have to stand right there"she 说 and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the 长椅, 沙发 and waited
3 hours later
Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands
"You imprinted on a baby."i 说 and 说 it with alot if distaste
"Shut up"seth 说 with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby
"Seth dont let it get to 你 he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 年 old"Jacob 说 and laughed
"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth 说 with hurt in his voice
"i dont know,i cant tell 你 how she will react"jacob 说 walking in to his room,then came out
"Like my room it nice and big,dont 你 wish 你 never left her"he 说 and when and got bella's monster and finshed it
"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so 你 know"i 说 and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes
"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got 你 was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth 说 i winced
"She did?"jacob asked
"Duh"he 说 and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added
"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled
i walked out and ran 首页 to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor 迅速, 斯威夫特
"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy
"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper 说 but got cut off 由 alice
"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice 说 with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was
Well, alot of 你 know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the 链接 tab 或者 a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the 问题 is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if 你 have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do 你 guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtobe have 视频 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed 由 Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtobe have 视频 saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed 由 Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)