nessie's pov
noah wasn't here ........
pain in my 心 was horrible
how many days have i been in our room crying ???
but now i was so hungry i needed to eat noah wouldn't like that i starve myself...
i went downstairs everybody had a pain look in there faces
jake had come the 30 日 but he went back to la push he has extremley surprized when he found me crying so hard , he thought it was just a crush with noah ....
i went to the 厨房 i eat everything from the frige and the donated blood they had
"honey i know it's hard but you'll see things will get better" my granma 说 hugging me
but i fetl so dizzy and sick i push her i ignore her hurt face and run to the sink and throw up
my dad and mom where with me in a flash
after i finish throwing up
"angel whats wrong" my dad ask appresive
"i don't know "i 说
maybe am too sad i thought i didn't say it so i wouldn't worry mom
my dad nodded but 说
"i don't think that is nessie mmaybe carilse should check you"
ok i thought i didn't had the energy to say it i miss my noah
***
after grampa run all his studies
it was funny to me i throw up once and they get all worry but well i had never throe up in my life
carlisle 说
"nessie i think , well in know 你 are pregnant"
my dad and mom gasp
i touch my stomach i was having a baby of noah my 心 filled with joy ....
but then jake step into the house he run to hug me
"o babe i was so worried im glad 你 are ok now "
o shit jacob and my baby was of noah but noah wasn't here i miss him how could i tell him but jake he is going to be so hurt what was i going to do
but although i had to resolve all this problems my 心 felt such a warm that make the problems small ,insignificant
but i still miss noah will he ever know he will be a father????
noah wasn't here ........
pain in my 心 was horrible
how many days have i been in our room crying ???
but now i was so hungry i needed to eat noah wouldn't like that i starve myself...
i went downstairs everybody had a pain look in there faces
jake had come the 30 日 but he went back to la push he has extremley surprized when he found me crying so hard , he thought it was just a crush with noah ....
i went to the 厨房 i eat everything from the frige and the donated blood they had
"honey i know it's hard but you'll see things will get better" my granma 说 hugging me
but i fetl so dizzy and sick i push her i ignore her hurt face and run to the sink and throw up
my dad and mom where with me in a flash
after i finish throwing up
"angel whats wrong" my dad ask appresive
"i don't know "i 说
maybe am too sad i thought i didn't say it so i wouldn't worry mom
my dad nodded but 说
"i don't think that is nessie mmaybe carilse should check you"
ok i thought i didn't had the energy to say it i miss my noah
***
after grampa run all his studies
it was funny to me i throw up once and they get all worry but well i had never throe up in my life
carlisle 说
"nessie i think , well in know 你 are pregnant"
my dad and mom gasp
i touch my stomach i was having a baby of noah my 心 filled with joy ....
but then jake step into the house he run to hug me
"o babe i was so worried im glad 你 are ok now "
o shit jacob and my baby was of noah but noah wasn't here i miss him how could i tell him but jake he is going to be so hurt what was i going to do
but although i had to resolve all this problems my 心 felt such a warm that make the problems small ,insignificant
but i still miss noah will he ever know he will be a father????