17: Wheel in the Sky

Dying is not what most people think it is-nothing flashes before your eyes, there’s no white light 或者 what have you. The only thing I felt was pain, the blood flowing through my 衬衫 and fingers, making them sticky and beginning to form a 涂层, 外套 on my clothes. I couldn’t see much beyond the few feet in front of me, the sun had long such set and darkness had fallen on 迅速, 斯威夫特 wings. There was one sound: my blood pulsing like it was right in my ears. Eventually I made it to the 草 爬坡道, 小山 where I fell, too weak to walk another step.
While I lay there, certain I was destined...

I didn't realize that, while I was 阅读 the letter, I started to clutch my chest. I thought for a moment that I was hyperventilating. I shook my head, this was a dream, no, a nightmare. This was not true. Emmett was not about to... kill himself. I fell on my knees when I realized he was really going to do it. For some reason I gasped for breath.

'Rosalie!' Bella bent down immediately and helped me to stand up again. 'R... Rose, a... are 你 a... all right?' Bella choked out, I knew she was trying to hide that she was sobbing, but she failed awfully. 'R... Rose?' Bella squeaked. She pulled...