I'm tired of working on something like an article, a video, a poll, an 编辑 for a picture, 或者 whatever and just not getting any attention for my hard work. I don't get any 评论 或者 feedback for my hard work and when I do, I just get simple and empty 评论 like "Good job" 或者 something to that degree. I miss the old days on 潮流粉丝俱乐部 where you'd get A LOT of 评论 and a lot of them would be detailed. Those were the days.
posted 一年多以前
Yikes, I know the feeling. Maybe if I come across some of your stuff I'll make sure to drop 由 :)
Covid-19 The upper 1% That America is a festering cesspool of corruption That the company is run 由 corporations and monopolies Just tiered of politics and corruption in general
On a 更多 mundane note I'm tired of Cold weather That its always cold in my bedroom in particular Them fucking ants People talking about sex and making everything sexual all the time (like sexual humor is fun in moderation but it gets tiresome to me)
posted 一年多以前
Ugh, Covid -_- I used to ask myself when it would be over and done with, but nowadays its kinda hard to see where things are going when it comes to that. As for the upper 1%, fuck'em. They're part of the reason that shit's a 垃圾箱, 垃圾站 火, 消防 if anything.
Politics are just bad business all around. Senators, fucking Congressman, Democrats, whatever the hell. They're all different sides of the same coin with the same goal of fucking over the people.
COVID-19 Not being able to see my friend Having literally no one to interact with other than immediate family Feeling like my life isn’t going anywhere My aunt My cousin This fucking summer weather Internet Ads My entire existence
I’m not even joking. Like, as much as I do try to be productive, it just feels really pointless. I can barely concentrate half the time. And then my aunt tells me that she’s going to get back with another job coach soon, so it looks like I’ll be job-hunting soon. Hopefully she forgets about it.
Because that’s just another thing that adds to me stress, and hopelessness. So, what, I can’t hang out with my 老友记 but yet I’m allowed to find a fucking job? Seriously????
Neither am I actually, for once. Like when I bought my tickets to the Netherlands only to find out about the travel ban it just made me feel like there is no point in trying because even when I work hard and reach my dreams, it turns out that I actually don't... I also majorly feel 你 on the job hunting thing. I'm between what happened with my brother and what I 说 earlier, I just am not motivated to do it. But like I'm still trying. :v It's just ugg.
And so far, my aunt hasn't brought it up again. Maybe she'll forget about the job shit and actually let me chill out. Because it's clear that COVID isn't going anywhere anytime soon
Thank you. And best of luck to 你 as well. Nagging is annoying as hell and is highly insufficient tbh. Like it doesn't make 你 feel motivated, it just makes 你 feel like nothing is ever good enough. But I hear that. Having a job always makes pressure even worse. Anyhow, I really hope things get better for you.