"sighs" Listen 你 might be going through some issues. I get that. But the fact of the matter is. 你 need to get a 秒 opinion on things before 你 make rash decisions and opinion about yourself and things/people in your environment. Which 你 have failed to do any of that quite often since the time we all on 随意 had a glimpse to know something about you.
你 really shouldn't above all self diagnose yourself. because what if you're horrible wrong. 你 need to understand that facts are a thing and 你 gotta have some sort of basis for your conclusions. For an example hating men because of what a few did. 你 need to understand why that is stupid to think that way. Same in reverse to females.
IF in fact 你 are honestly in need of assistance. 你 need to get off this computer and talk to your folks and maybe resolve this instead of rambling on the internet about a problem that 你 seem to be too immature to deal with.
Everything 你 说 so far screams. "IDK what to do. I have problems. Why won't anyone help me in someway" 你 need to tell someone irl that can actually help you. Otherwise if you're doing this for attention 你 need to stop. That is the long and the short of it.
Its not a good idea for so many reasons relevant to how it can mess with your life and other people's lives that I can go on and on and on about.
If 你 are that concerned that 你 might have something 或者 think 你 might please consult a professional about it 或者 at least a doctor 或者 something.
If 你 have been professionally diagnosed, apologies for this but I just need to emphasize that in the case 你 havent that 你 shouldnt assume 你 have it off of what 你 may have read online.
