Now isn't this a bit confusing . Now obviously 你 believe in god and obviously 你 爱情 him . But isn't the faith to live a life in the goodness so that 你 can die to live enternity with god ? So technically 你 don't live for god , 你 live to be with god in his place of ruins . 你 die for him to become like others who have passed . God sends 你 a life to test 你 , but all in all life doesn't really matter if it is vs enternity in heaven with god .