Probably 5 compared to most people. I dunno 你 that well but my mind isn't a pretty place to go into so 由 what I have seen of you. 你 are a -10 compared to me.
I mean alot of people are obsessed with horror 电影院 and things killing other things. That isn't unique 或者 special and probably the state of my mind isn't unique as well but trust me when I say this: 你 are not that screwed up.