Alone, because on the rare occasion that I DO cry, im basically letting out all the fear, anger, frustration, and sadness, and if someone is woth me while i'm in that state, let's just say theyre in danger if im within reach of anything sharper than a pillow.
I'm guess 你 means crying! 或者 praying for me alone I like to calm down 由 myself So I can think things out in my mind about what has happend. as for praying alone!
I hate crying in front of others, it makes me feel like a child. (I think 你 meant crying, because the lack of grammar in that sentence made it confusing)