Peaceandlove67 Article: It's Hard Being Asexual

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posted by Peaceandlove67

I didn't intend on 写作 this originally, but I just felt like venting, so here I go. Being asexual isn't easy, but it's part of who I am. I can't exactly change that. What's hard is some people can't accept it.

I thought that I wouldn't be bullied once I was in college. I still get bullied for being asexual. It's indirectly, unlike when I was in high school. At least, I'm not getting beat up for it.

I overheard one person saying that the reason I'm asexual is that I can't get a date. I could if I wanted to. I have been asked out 由 a few people, but I turned them down. They just weren't my type. One of them didn't even like rock and roll. That's a deal breaker for me.

For the longest time, I've actually been afraid to date. When I was in high school, there was one guy who told me that I would like sex if I tried it. He then told me to meet him after school. I did not meet with him. I went straight home. I'm sure if I had met with him, he would have raped me. After opening up to some of my 老友记 here about it, Layla pointed out to me that I shouldn't let just one incident make me afraid of dating. I'm not currently looking. I'm waiting for romance to find me.

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BingoPB I'm sorry you're having a hard time, Antonia. I hope those people who make fun of you don't have any friends. They don't deserve them, especially not a wonderful friend like you. Only a few people know about me being asexual, and I think I'll keep it that way.

80smusiclover1 I agree with Kayla. Those bastards are just losers. Remember that you are very special no matter what they say about you. *Hugs*

Rubyrings They don't get it, that's all there is to it. And they don't deserve to have you around. I can't believe they assumed that just because you haven't had any dates means you "can't" get any.

Peaceandlove67 *returns hugs* Thanks, everyone.

Roldan13 Antonia, don't pay them any mind. They just don't know anything about anything. You're a great person. Remember that.

Peaceandlove67 Thank you, Jill.

ktichenor I'm so sorry that happened. Those people are just jerks! Tbh I went through some of the same things with so called friends while I was struggling to figure out what I was so I understand. Just remember you're a strong and great person and we're here for you, always. *hugs!*

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The Devil Wants a New Religion Part 4

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Some time passed, and although Paul still missed his father, he got better. One day, when the members of New Religion and the members of The Devil Wants Peace went into the studio, Paul was in a really good mood. At one point, he said, "You know what I don't get?" Erin said, "What, Paul?" He said, "I don't get why people say getting a tattoo hurts like hell, yet they got back for more. I never told anyone to 冲床 me in the nose again!" Everyone laughed. Lola said, "He's back!" After recording a few songs, Paul 说 into the microphone, in an amazingly realistic British accent, "Thank 你 all...

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The Devil Wants a New Religion Part 3

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When Paul hung up from his phone conversation, he let out a heavy sigh. "Is everything okay, Paul?" Erin asked. He said, "No." Carl asked, "What happened?" Paul said, "My father 迷失 his battle with cancer." Lola said, "Paul, I'm sorry." Erin, Carl, and Lola hugged Paul. John said, "I'm sorry for your loss, Paul." Allen said, "I 秒 what John said." Peter said, "I third it." Paul wanted to laugh, but he was in a lot of pain, not the kind of pain that occurs when 你 twist your ankle, 或者 the pain that occurs when 你 hit your funny bone, no, the pain was deeper. Stan put his hand on Paul's...

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The Devil Wants a New Religion Part 2

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The members of The Devil Wants Peace and the members of New Religion met in the recording studio that day. They began 写作 a song together. They began brainstorming a title. Paul said, "I have an idea. We should call it 'Stink Bomb'!" Erin said, "Paul! I'm going to wash your mouth out with soap!" John said, "That's a little harsh. He didn't even swear." Carl said, "That's just the two of them kidding with each other. Erin would never do that to Paul." They finally settled on "Feeling Saxy", because it was the first time in five years that John played the saxophone. Peter said, "I've missed...

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The Devil Wants a New Religion Part 1

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One day, after the members of New Religion had finished their breakfast, Mark, their manager, came to visit. He said, "I have some exciting news. A band from Portland has heard about you, and they want to collaborate on a new album with you." Carl asked, "Portland, Oregon 或者 Massachusetts?" Mark replied, "Oregon." Paul asked, "Which band is it?" Mark said, "They're called The Devil Wants Peace." Lola said, "Oh, I've heard about those guys. I have their album, Out of the Dark Ages." Erin asked, "How did they find out about us?" Mark said, "Apparently, their bassist stumbled across one of your...

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The Story of River the Husky

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Hello, everyone! Since April 6 is my dog, River's, birthday, I decided to include her full story. I mentioned her in an autobiographical 粉丝 fiction briefly, but I never told her full story. Here it goes.

River was born on April 6, 2017 in a 小狗 mill in Alabama. She was shipped from Alabama to a pet store in Tennessee. A man a purchased her on the intent of giving her to his son as a birthday gift. However, the boy did not want to play with her 或者 anything, and he threw her against the wall.

Later that day, the man happened to come to our doorstep. I heard my uncle say, "I'll get it!" The...

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Secret Tears Final Part

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Some time passed, and Leah and Shaun were virtually inseparable. Leah and Emily were still close friends. Emily later met a better guy named Bradley. This time, Leah didn't have feelings for the guy who chose Emily. Leah remained fond of Shaun. Shaun was really fond of Leah and valued Emily as a close friend. Even when they graduated high school, the 老友记 were still together. It seemed that nothing could tear them apart. Leah never forgot what Shaun told her about not throwing away a perfectly good friendship over romance.

THE END

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Secret Tears Part 6

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The 下一个 day, Leah and Shaun went to visit Emily. Emily 说 to Leah, "Shaun told me what happened yesterday. Are 你 okay?" Leah said, "Yeah, I'm fine." Emily said, "You look awful." Leah said, "Don't worry; it's not as bad as it looks." Emily said, "Oh, this is all my fault. If I had never dated Ralph, I..." Leah interrupted. "No, Emily. It's not your fault. It's mine." Emily asked, "What do 你 mean?" Leah said, "I was dumb enough to confront him." Shaun said, "It wasn't either of you. It was Ralph's fault." Emily said, "Yeah, it was Ralph's fault. He manipulated us." Leah said, "I think...

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Secret Tears Part 5

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One day, when Leah and Shaun were having lunch with Ralph, Leah 说 to Ralph, "I know Emily has been really sick through the weekend. I tried to call her this morning, but I couldn't get an answer. Have 你 heard from her?" Ralph said, "I haven't talked to her since Friday when she first got sick." Shaun said, "Wait a minute. 你 say 你 care about her so much, but you've only talked to her once since she's been sick?! What kind of a boyfriend are you?!" Leah said, "Shaun, calm down." The 钟, 贝尔 rang, and Leah took Shaun 由 the hand before he could try to beat Ralph up. Leah didn't have feelings...

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Secret Tears Part 4

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After lunch that day, Leah and Shaun's study hall teacher decided to take the class outside. It was unusually nice for November. Leah got out her iPod and put on some Beatles music. Shaun started humming along. Leah said, "You like the Beatles, too?" He said, "Like them? I 爱情 them!" She said, "I 爱情 them, too." He asked, "Who is your 最喜爱的 Beatle?" She said, "I really like John. He's just so dreamy. He had that smile." She sighed and looked away dreamily. Shaun then said, "John was a cool guy." Leah then asked, "Is he your favorite?" Shaun said, "He runs a close second, but I like Paul...

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Secret Tears Part 3

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The 下一个日 at school, Leah was getting some of her textbooks out of her locker. Emily said, "Leah, I have some exciting news!" Leah asked, "What is it?" Emily said, "Ralph and I had our first 吻乐队（Kiss） last night!" Leah said, "I know. I saw from my bedroom window." Emily said, "Oh, I didn't think anyone was watching." Leah said, "Don't worry about it." She was holding back tears. Emily said, "I'm sorry if I offended you, Leah." Leah said, "No, really, it's all right!" Emily said, "If 你 say so." Ralph then came and said, "Hi, Emily. Are 你 ready to go to class?" Emily said, "Yeah." He then said,...

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Secret Tears Part 2

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Leah was initially happy for Emily and Ralph in some ways. At the same time, Leah felt a deep hurt. Emily and Ralph didn't do anything wrong. Leah knew that, but she loved Ralph. The fact that he didn't 爱情 her back hurt her very much. Still, she knew that getting revenge on him and Emily was petty. One day, Emily 说 to Leah, "Guess what!" Leah said, "What?" Emily said, "Ralph asked me to the homecoming dance. How great is that?!" Leah said, "That's great." She then looked away. Emily asked, "Are 你 okay?" Leah said, "Yeah, I'm fine." Emily asked, "Are 你 sure?" Leah said, "Yeah. I just...

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Secret Tears Part 1

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Leah and Emily were friends. They first met in the 秒 grade and had been 老友记 ever since. They were opposites of each other. Emily was bubbly and loved being the center of attention. She was also very kind, if a bit slow-witted. Leah was quick-witted and preferred keeping her nose in a book. She was incredibly loyal, if a bit shy. Nevertheless, Leah and Emily enjoyed each other's company. When they reached their teenage years, they began to notice boys, as most girls do. One day, they met a handsome boy named Ralph. Ralph was very friendly and highly intelligent. He was also very charming....

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Ten Problems of Being a Rock 音乐粉丝

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Hello, everyone! Antonia here, and I had a 民意调查 on which 最佳, 返回页首 ten 列表 my 粉丝 would like to see most. This was the winner, so I'm doing it. Don't worry. I'll do the other choices at some point. Before I begin, I will say that I 爱情 being a rock 音乐 fan, but it's not easy to be one sometimes. Let's get started, shall we?

1. People assume you're depressed, especially if 你 listen to grunge 或者 heavy metal.
I don't listen to heavy metal that much, but I do listen to grunge quite a bit. One of my schoolmates actually blamed my self-harm on the fact that I listen to grunge. I told her that I did...

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The Devil Wants Peace on Tour Final Part

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It was the final night of the band's tour. John, Allen, Peter, and Stan found it bittersweet. Backstage, John said, "It's been a great tour." Allen said, "Yes, it has. It went 由 so quickly." Peter said, "Yeah. I can't believe that this is the last night of our tour." Stan nodded in agreement. John said, "Well, it's time to get up there. Let's give it all we got!" The Devil Wants Peace gave an astounding performance. At the end of the concert, Allen said, "We have come to the end of our concert. 你 were all so wonderful. Thank 你 for your 爱情 and support. Thank 你 and good night!" Peter...

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The Devil Wants Peace on Tour Part 4

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One night during the tour, the members of The Devil Wants Peace were performing one of their classic songs. John was particularly excited about performing it, because they had not performed it during the 前一个 tour. In his excitement, he forgot that there was a hole on the stage. Suddenly, it happened. John fell into the hole. The audience let out a horrified scream. Stan was the first to notice that John had fallen. He said, "Come on, guys! John's fallen! He might be hurt!" Allen, Peter, and Stan rushed to look into the hole. "John?" they called. They could see John lying there, and he...

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The Devil Wants Peace on Tour Part 3

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One evening, when the members of The Devil Wants Peace were in Massachusetts, they were backstage preparing for their concert. Just then, they were informed that someone named Grace wanted to see them. John said, "Let her in." Grace came in, and she got hugs from each band member. "What brings 你 all the way to Massachusetts?" Stan asked. Grace said, "Well, I've actually been touring colleges that offer music, and I was thinking that I'd like to be in one of the New England states." John said, "To each is own, but I have to ask. What's so special about New England, Grace?" She said, "I really...

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The Devil Wants Peace on Tour Part 2

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The 下一个 day, the members of The Devil Wants Peace went to a different part of the state of New York. After they performed, there were some lucky 粉丝 who got to meet them backstage. One of the 粉丝说 to John, "It's nice to meet 你 Mr. Wilde." John smiled and said, "Please, it's John. My father was Mr. Wilde." The 粉丝 said, "All right, John. Do 你 mind signing this?" She had a copy of their latest album. John said, "I'd be happy to sign it." Meanwhile, Peter was 展示 off his 低音 to a 粉丝 who was interested in taking up bass. The 粉丝 asked, "Is 低音 hard to learn?" Peter said, "It's...

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The Devil Wants Peace on Tour Part 1

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The Devil Wants Peace had just finished recording their latest album, their self-titled album. Lenny, their manager, made a tour schedule for them. John, Allen, Peter, and Stan were all excited about their upcoming tour. The 下一个 day, they all got ready for their flight to New York, the first stop of their tour. Although John feared heights, he was okay with flying. Usually, someone else would sit 由 the window. Once they arrived in New York, they decided to go to their hotel. John said, "Today has been a long day, and I think it's best to rest for tomorrow." Allen said, "It's especially essential...