I woke up 下一个 to Asad "Hey, lover." I whispered, gently nibbling on his earlobe "Hi, Nesha. That tickles." He giggled as I stopped as I got up and cooked some breakfast "No work today?" Asad asked as I chuckled "I wish. After work I'm gonna visit a friend of mine." I put his plate on the 表 while I did the same. When I was done , I drove to the jail where Michael was and signed a paper to go in and talk to him. I walked in and there were inmates talking to there parents and loved ones. They were crying to them, begging, and pulling their hair out because of the point in there lives now "Hey Nesha." He hugged me as I did the same "Hi Michael. Lovely to see you." I looked into his eyes and the flame in my 心 started to burst into a full 火, 消防 "So how are you?" Michael 说 as I smiled "Great now that I got a job as a journalist for New York Times newspaper." "Wow that's nice. I'm sorry about what I 说 on the phone." Michael admitted as I held his hand "That's okay Michael, I moved on." I 说 as he smiled "Who's the lucky fish?" He laughed as I blushed "His name is Asad. A real sweetheart. We had sex." I 说 as he looked at me with the eyes saying:Are 你 serious "I just wanted to let 你 know so 你 won't get any ideas." I 说 "What kind of ideas?" Michael asked in a deep voice, looking at me with nasty thoughts as we laughed "Wow Michael. Still dirty in a funny way." "Yeah I know. But I have to be a good boy for the officers so I can get out of here early." Michael joked as I chuckled "So, when are 你 coming back?" "On your birthday. But in 1996." We were having a great conversation with each other and caught up on a lot of things. Even though Michael was in jail , he was the same loving, kind, and open hearted boy I used to know. It was like he never changed and no one could ever change him "I miss 你 a lot, Nesha." Michael looked into my eyes and my knees trembled. Oh God , how could he torture me like this? I still had something for him...Those 蝴蝶 fluttered again! I was open for him. 耶稣 why? "Oh." That was all I could spit out "Oh?" Michael worried as I quickly apologized "Sorry. I miss 你 too hubby-I mean Michael." He started to do that sexy thing with his bottom lip and raised his eyebrow "Hubby? Is there still something in 你 with me?" I looked at the floor and shamefully answered yes. Michael got up and left "Don't be ashamed. I jack myself off for you." He whispered as I giggled "Michael why?" I laughed as he laughed with me. He left as I went on my way to work.
Michael still wanted me. I still wanted him. Oh my goodness! I just can't do it but I want to. I realized that I still yearn for his....oooh so sweet affection and the way he was so protective of me. The way he held me, spoke to me, treated me, and 爱情 me. Michael was the best thing yet. But Asad is who I want to be with. I 爱情 them both, but I just don't know. Asad throws me off. But, Michael seems to do 更多 than that.
My mind is so bipolar at the moment of choosing the man I want. Bad boy 或者 boy scout. Lord why? Just why? I can't leave Michael alone in my thoughts. I drove back 首页 and called in sick at the job. I laid down feeling so confused "Hey babe. 你 called in sick?" Asad walked in as I answered his question. I looked up to see that he was wearing nothing but his boxers. I groaned and fell back into the 长椅, 沙发 "Why do 你 have to be so sexy?" I asked as Asad laughed "I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep my body in check. Meaning that I can keep a six pack." He took a bite of his 苹果 as I smiled then took a bite myself "I can keep one too." I joked. I took a nap and dreamt of Michael once again. But this dream was so hot and steamy. Whoa! I was making 爱情 to him and his moans filled me up with butterflies. They released into the climax Michael produced inside me. I woke up and sighed "Michael why? Why do 你 torture me like this?" I buried my face in my hands. Boy oh boy was I frustrated with my feelings.
My 日 was beginning to be the most frustrating days of my life. Asad sat right 下一个 to me then held me "I 爱情 you, Nesha." He whispered, his lips coming closer to mine. We kissed passionately. Now I'm seriously intoxicated 由 Asad and Michael. I feel like I needed to be gay enable to not feel this way "Asad, I 爱情 你 too." This moment wasn't going to be the last. I was 接吻 him forever but I was still thinking about Michael. I was really trying to get him out of my mind but he crept into my mind everytime.
I don't know who I want.
Michael 或者 Asad? That was the 问题 that crawled around my brain like a bug.
Michael still wanted me. I still wanted him. Oh my goodness! I just can't do it but I want to. I realized that I still yearn for his....oooh so sweet affection and the way he was so protective of me. The way he held me, spoke to me, treated me, and 爱情 me. Michael was the best thing yet. But Asad is who I want to be with. I 爱情 them both, but I just don't know. Asad throws me off. But, Michael seems to do 更多 than that.
My mind is so bipolar at the moment of choosing the man I want. Bad boy 或者 boy scout. Lord why? Just why? I can't leave Michael alone in my thoughts. I drove back 首页 and called in sick at the job. I laid down feeling so confused "Hey babe. 你 called in sick?" Asad walked in as I answered his question. I looked up to see that he was wearing nothing but his boxers. I groaned and fell back into the 长椅, 沙发 "Why do 你 have to be so sexy?" I asked as Asad laughed "I don't know. Maybe it's because I keep my body in check. Meaning that I can keep a six pack." He took a bite of his 苹果 as I smiled then took a bite myself "I can keep one too." I joked. I took a nap and dreamt of Michael once again. But this dream was so hot and steamy. Whoa! I was making 爱情 to him and his moans filled me up with butterflies. They released into the climax Michael produced inside me. I woke up and sighed "Michael why? Why do 你 torture me like this?" I buried my face in my hands. Boy oh boy was I frustrated with my feelings.
My 日 was beginning to be the most frustrating days of my life. Asad sat right 下一个 to me then held me "I 爱情 you, Nesha." He whispered, his lips coming closer to mine. We kissed passionately. Now I'm seriously intoxicated 由 Asad and Michael. I feel like I needed to be gay enable to not feel this way "Asad, I 爱情 你 too." This moment wasn't going to be the last. I was 接吻 him forever but I was still thinking about Michael. I was really trying to get him out of my mind but he crept into my mind everytime.
I don't know who I want.
Michael 或者 Asad? That was the 问题 that crawled around my brain like a bug.
Asad or Michael?
The dress Janet gave her and let her wear :)
This one shows how sorry Invincible was on the terrace.
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Sources tell TMZ Janet Jackson was so "blown away" 由 the positive reaction to her appearance on the "American Idol" finale that she's "seriously entertaining" a 音乐会 tour ... that could begin before the end of the year.
Janet was amazing on Wednesday's "Idol" -- performing "Again," "Nothing," and "Nasty." We're told as of today a 音乐会 tour is now on the front burner.
Miss Jackson -- who has only toured once since 2002 (and a bulk of that tour was canceled) agreed yesterday to appear at the Essence 音乐 Festival in New Orleans on July 2.
Janet was amazing on Wednesday's "Idol" -- performing "Again," "Nothing," and "Nasty." We're told as of today a 音乐会 tour is now on the front burner.
Miss Jackson -- who has only toured once since 2002 (and a bulk of that tour was canceled) agreed yesterday to appear at the Essence 音乐 Festival in New Orleans on July 2.
(Originally 发布 May 6th 2010 12:23 AM PDT 由 TMZ Staff)
Dr. Arnold Klein's office manager -- who claims he was Michael Jackson's lover -- is facing such intense death threats that he's moving from place to place ... hiding out from angry MJ fans.
A 来源 close to Dr. Klein and Jason Pfeiffer tells TMZ incensed Jackson 粉丝 have walked right up to Pfeiffer's 首页 and knocked on his door -- and they've also tracked him down at his friends' houses.
Since Jason went public last week with allegations of an affair with Michael, we're told violent and homophobic threats have poured into Dr. Klein's office 由 phone, fax, and email. According to the 来源 one voicemail said, "I'm gonna put a bullet in your heads."
Klein and Pfeiffer have hired bodyguards, and reported the threats to the FBI. We're told Pfeiffer is currently at a private location with friends.
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Dr. Arnold Klein's office manager -- who claims he was Michael Jackson's lover -- is facing such intense death threats that he's moving from place to place ... hiding out from angry MJ fans.
A 来源 close to Dr. Klein and Jason Pfeiffer tells TMZ incensed Jackson 粉丝 have walked right up to Pfeiffer's 首页 and knocked on his door -- and they've also tracked him down at his friends' houses.
Since Jason went public last week with allegations of an affair with Michael, we're told violent and homophobic threats have poured into Dr. Klein's office 由 phone, fax, and email. According to the 来源 one voicemail said, "I'm gonna put a bullet in your heads."
Klein and Pfeiffer have hired bodyguards, and reported the threats to the FBI. We're told Pfeiffer is currently at a private location with friends.
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