a little sad fic for matt.
Mello had always been your best friend.
The only one to see 你 cry, the first to make 你 smile when 你 arrived, the only one to welcome 你 as a friend.
He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights
The one who knew what 你 feared,
What made 你 laugh,
And what made 你 hurt.
The one person that actually cared for 你 and 你 cared for him.
Like brothers, just closer.
And now that hes gone, you're breaking.
Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.
你 blame yourself.
If 你 hadn't 迷失 your temper, if 你 had just listened to what he was going to say, 你 would be with him where ever he is.
你 know 你 cant live without him.
The one 你 grew to know, like and maybe even love?
A single tear falls from those 翠, 翡翠 green eyes.
The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave 你 alone.
He wasn't usually a liar.
But where is he now?
You're alone.
Again.
Something he promised would never happen.
你 cant take it much more, as 你 stand on the balcony.
A faint smile appears through the tears as 你 remember the 日 he demanded the 最佳, 返回页首 appartment.
It soon fades though.
Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.
With another sigh 你 give up.
Just another step and its over.
Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.
你 curse the fact he brought 你 to do this.
你 hit the sent button on your phone.
The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.
I will always 爱情 you.
Always.
xxxxx'
Knowing he wont read it, why would he?
你 do it.
Taking a last breath.
Taking a last step.
You.
Say.
Goodbye.
Mello had always been your best friend.
The only one to see 你 cry, the first to make 你 smile when 你 arrived, the only one to welcome 你 as a friend.
He was the one who whispered 'its okay, i'm here' through the tear filled nights
The one who knew what 你 feared,
What made 你 laugh,
And what made 你 hurt.
The one person that actually cared for 你 and 你 cared for him.
Like brothers, just closer.
And now that hes gone, you're breaking.
Disappearing in the early morning then not returning.
你 blame yourself.
If 你 hadn't 迷失 your temper, if 你 had just listened to what he was going to say, 你 would be with him where ever he is.
你 know 你 cant live without him.
The one 你 grew to know, like and maybe even love?
A single tear falls from those 翠, 翡翠 green eyes.
The ones he looked right into that night and promised never would he leave 你 alone.
He wasn't usually a liar.
But where is he now?
You're alone.
Again.
Something he promised would never happen.
你 cant take it much more, as 你 stand on the balcony.
A faint smile appears through the tears as 你 remember the 日 he demanded the 最佳, 返回页首 appartment.
It soon fades though.
Slow drops of rain hit your face, darkening your mood even more.
With another sigh 你 give up.
Just another step and its over.
Taking a deep breath, closing your eyes.
你 curse the fact he brought 你 to do this.
你 hit the sent button on your phone.
The last message.
'Goodbye Mello.
I will always 爱情 you.
Always.
xxxxx'
Knowing he wont read it, why would he?
你 do it.
Taking a last breath.
Taking a last step.
You.
Say.
Goodbye.