Dear MGK,

I honestly know 你 probably don't read these but 你 have saved my life... I think about suicide, I blast your music. I feel like self harming, I blast "See My Tears". 你 have changed my life Sooooooooooo much that honestly, I owe 你 one. 你 are the only person that I listen to that is pretty much keeping me alive. Without you, I probably wouldn't know about you, 或者 even be here 写作 this for you... I think that I need to check my life over and see if I'm going down the right path... but then again, I always end up doing something stupid... so I don't do anything to check my life over again. I think to myself that everyone might like me if I'm being me, but apparently no one where I'm living likes me for the way I am... I am "emo" as people call it. But I'm normal and I delegate 或者 have suicide thoughts... I can't change that unless I get help but I don't want the help that everyone thinks I should get... I honestly need your music... Without it I probably would kill myself...


~Kendrah~ "Alexis"