Do 你 remember any of your physical/emotional reactions while 阅读 Deathly Hallows for the first time?

I basically remember that as I was 阅读 The Forest Again, my physical reactions where reflecting Harry's. The narrative was describing how he could feel his 心 pounding as if he could count every heartbeat left, and my own 心 was racing while reading.

Emotional reactions - I remember being really shocked at the Snape twist. That had really taken me 由 surprised. I'd been shocked 由 the earlier twist in HBP too, because I had trusted Dumbledore's judgement of Snape previously. I remember being sad at Fred's death, though not crying, and then basically being in shock when later deaths like Lupin, 唐克斯 and Colin Creevey were mentioned. In my head I was screaming "why are 你 killing so many off?!"