Door Of Pain
© Jennifer
In my life you're the one thing I fear,
And before 你 die, this 你 must hear.
Everyday we were out to play,
we'd laugh and joke, and together we'd stay.
Even Saturday's we'd go to the mall.
our great rapport was never to fall.
We had our 最喜爱的 restaurants and we loved to eat,
in our famous foot race, I was never to be beat.
We’d get in your truck and drive off to town,
I was so happy my face was never to frown.
And as years past bye your 胡桃, 山核桃 trees grew higher,
and our relationship bond grew tighter and tighter.
Something felt wrong and I hoped it wouldn’t happen.
But it did and I face it each 日 of my life,
I got to be strong I’ve got to put down the knife.
What 你 did was so wrong and disgusting might I say,
you'll never understand how I felt that day.
When people walk 由 and they start to wonder,
I feel like the rain in a dark cold thunder.
I'm slowly coming down from this misery I'm in,
I'm taking back what 你 have 给 because I'm giving in.
I can go to psychiatrists and spill out my thoughts,
they can prescribe me pills and say I've been taught.
They can look at me and say "It's ok I Understand"
But they will never feel the fear of a,
'Grandfather's Hand'.
你 don't look back on what was begun,
your losing your self in who you've become.
Now your gone to where 你 think its safe,
where no one knows about the pain that I face.
Its so sad that your neighbors have no clue,
all the people around 你 don't really know you.
Well Congratulations for fooling the world,
but shame on 你 for hurting this girl.
Don't worry too much but a 日 will come,
when revenge will be 给 for the damage you've done.
For right now I'll sit in the back of your mind,
while 你 remember how I used to be kind.
And later on in your old pathetic life,
you'll see me and how badly 你 ruined mine.
你 soon shall feel what I have felt for years,
My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears.
Now before 你 die I hope 你 comprehend it,
The pain 你 left now that its ended
I hope your new life is better mine
I'm sure your going on like everything's fine
And the 日 it hits 你 … what 你 didn’t see before,
Will be that final 日 that I close that door
No 更多 ……..
© Jennifer
In my life you're the one thing I fear,
And before 你 die, this 你 must hear.
Everyday we were out to play,
we'd laugh and joke, and together we'd stay.
Even Saturday's we'd go to the mall.
our great rapport was never to fall.
We had our 最喜爱的 restaurants and we loved to eat,
in our famous foot race, I was never to be beat.
We’d get in your truck and drive off to town,
I was so happy my face was never to frown.
And as years past bye your 胡桃, 山核桃 trees grew higher,
and our relationship bond grew tighter and tighter.
Something felt wrong and I hoped it wouldn’t happen.
But it did and I face it each 日 of my life,
I got to be strong I’ve got to put down the knife.
What 你 did was so wrong and disgusting might I say,
you'll never understand how I felt that day.
When people walk 由 and they start to wonder,
I feel like the rain in a dark cold thunder.
I'm slowly coming down from this misery I'm in,
I'm taking back what 你 have 给 because I'm giving in.
I can go to psychiatrists and spill out my thoughts,
they can prescribe me pills and say I've been taught.
They can look at me and say "It's ok I Understand"
But they will never feel the fear of a,
'Grandfather's Hand'.
你 don't look back on what was begun,
your losing your self in who you've become.
Now your gone to where 你 think its safe,
where no one knows about the pain that I face.
Its so sad that your neighbors have no clue,
all the people around 你 don't really know you.
Well Congratulations for fooling the world,
but shame on 你 for hurting this girl.
Don't worry too much but a 日 will come,
when revenge will be 给 for the damage you've done.
For right now I'll sit in the back of your mind,
while 你 remember how I used to be kind.
And later on in your old pathetic life,
you'll see me and how badly 你 ruined mine.
你 soon shall feel what I have felt for years,
My head will turn, as your eyes fill with tears.
Now before 你 die I hope 你 comprehend it,
The pain 你 left now that its ended
I hope your new life is better mine
I'm sure your going on like everything's fine
And the 日 it hits 你 … what 你 didn’t see before,
Will be that final 日 that I close that door
No 更多 ……..
so my moms really strict about me being "not too emo" so im not allowed to have full 情绪硬核 hair- but ToDaY my school had an "era day" where we had to dress 80s, 90s, and 2000s. I did 2000s - and it looks soooo- ugh <3 I'm really happy with it- I have 2 studded belts over black skinny jeans, kandi braclets and black and white striped arm warmers. i have my mcr 衬衫 i bought at the concert, and i clipped my hair into an 情绪硬核 style with a skull clip then teased it and sprayed 粉, 粉色 stripes- smeared on some heavy eyeliner and BAM literally its the reason a really cute girl talked to me- she though i was cool... and i was about to spontaniously combust.. ANYWAYS i like it- time to convince my mom it looks good :)