Nobody knows the way I’m feelin’
I try to scream instead I smile
The world is strange
I must be dreamin’
How can I stop this just for a while
The morning rain will soon be falling
But I don’t care ‘cause I’ve already cried
Can’t see the meaning of this
But one thing’s certain
I’m afraid I’m loosin’ my mind
fooling myself,i feel myself very mess ,i like on guy ,but i dont wanna be with him ,same time i cant be without him. so i dont get it:D
Me and friends were out last night to club drinking and having a laugh, it was a random and great. so the alex song i am today is 'Funny Little World' - that matches me very well lol.
Today, I choose "Europe's skies"
Despite weekend, I have many work to do. Listening to energetic songs like "Europe's skies" will make me feel more refresh.
You're standing right in front of me
With a purpose I can't see
I wish I knew what's on your mind
But that's a key I'll never find
I wanna know what I did wrong
I really waited for so long
To be alone with you again
I bet your game will never end
Abandoned- cause my dad phoned me on friday telling me my mum has died, and now i am really struggling to cope and still at uni at moment, not went home yet. i dont have the strength to come to terms with it, i feel empty and alone. The feelings are overwhelming me x
Omg Rebecca! Please accept my deepest and sincere sympathy!
I really don't know what to say! Try not to be alone,but between your friends and relatives. It will help you a lot.
@elenikabouri Thnk you so much for your kind words, it means a lot. I am trying to get through each day with a smile on my face and to laugh at least once but it is really difficult andthe time i have to put on a charade to get through the day. My mum was my biggest support network and the person i would say i was closest too, we talked on phone evry day and she was always there for me and so understanding and supportive, i do not know wht to do know, i feel so alone and empty evn though i am surrounded by ppl who are there for me. Its like the light went out in my life and the enthusiasm for waking up each day has gone away instead the prospect scares me. Coming onto this site helps me cope some time, just reading some stories tht ppl have written and stuff posted abt alex, helps occupy my mind for short while and gives me a brief diversion away frm pain before it returns. x
