Hmmm HI everyone.! I'm currently in my closet. I don't want anyone to see my cry...I found one intresting fact about myself..!! when I cry tears only come out of my right eye sometimes!!That's awkward don't 你 think!? Today at school...it was funny :D stupid CJ he was 表演 like he didn't know me! he just gave me a O.O look That fucker! HE KNOWS EXACTLY WHO I AM! and when I went to band he 说 hi there! im gonna hit him tommorow! hes kinda c...nevermind! aww..something is wrong with me! VERY VERY WRONG!! I WANT TO BUY A JUSTIN BIEBER 衬衫 N WEAR IT AROUND PROUD!!O.O ok enough of this! MY CHEMICAL N BLACK VEIL BRIDE TIMEE!!! sam is such a cocky 屁股 mother fucker! wait...can 你 cuss on articles? well if u cant sorry!! Because I'm going to(: I will c everyone later! I'm going to go to sleep in my closet.... If 你 text me and I don't answer...I'm sorry IM not ignoring yyouhh im just...sad? anywhore..byeee!! (: xoxo
-Love the freak...

Hi everyone.. How is it going?! I feel funny...and I dont like this feeling...I actually slept last night...thanks to my friend Avery. XxRedHeadxX oh come on! ughh that song!-.- ughh its the song that was playing when he first..nevermind...I have to many memories...and idk wtf to do! I had a dream that he had gotten shot...i ran to him n held him in my arms...i was crying my 心 out screaming for him to stay with me and he died in my arms...i couldnt handle it....so the person that i am i ran to my house...got a gun ran back to his body n shot myself in the head...i woke up right when i pulled the trigger...If that happened in real life would i do that? YES!! i 爱情 him to death!! and it would be soo hard to let him go now...:/ ICH LIEBE DICH? i have my black eyeliner now...so i guess im happy...(not) im going to lay down in my closet...so uhm laterz...if your 阅读 this thn this is to u "I 爱情 you"....
-Love his freak..

hi everyone!! i guess im going to be doing journal entries so u cn knw how much of a fucked up life i have(: so lets c...im in love? im mad...sad...i have problems...i bearly figured tht out..both mentally and physically!! FML! FML!
im kinda scared...my mom is txting me..n i knw she wants something from me...IM NT GOING TO GO VISIT HER IN COLORADO!! -.- unless she comes down to New Mexico grabs me 由 the neck shoves me in the 树干 of her car drives to colorado n keeps me there! wow tht sounded violent:/ so if ur intrested about how much of a freak i am ask me questions! 随意 ones idc! keep me from going emoo!!!(: hehaha n 由 the way... IM NT EMO! I JUST HATE MYSELF(: hmm...have to get ready i have dance today...OH EM GEE! WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DAM PHONE?! holy crap idk where it is! errg FML! FTW! well byeee!!!:/ need to go find it...
-Love his freak..

i want to knw what 你 guys think of me...im curious...n i want to knw...if u wanna knw what i think of myself in "good terms" i think i am mysterious someone u will never meet...someone tht may keep to herself but opens up to someone she loves...i write poetry..no one would ever think i did tht..but i do i 爱情 it i may suck at it but i 爱情 it..i like romantic 电影院 but no mushy shit..everyone classifies me as tomboy/emo but i dnt knw...i knw this is a long 文章 哈哈 but i wanna knw what u guys think i am 或者 who i am...you will never knw me if u never get to knw me..i may b big on the outside but on the inside its someone i dnt knw...someone different i have many sides n i want everyone to knw who/what i am