I lie awake driving myself crazy thinking of you. I made a mistake when I let 你 go. I drive myself crazy, wanting 你 the way that I do.

You've still been avoiding Randy as much as possible, yet yearning for him 更多 as days pass by. It's been a 月 since 你 and Randy haven't 说 a single word to each other.

**Randy's POV**

I'm such a mess! Look at me! Tossing and turning in my bed. It's been 5 hours since I've tried to go to sleep. **gets up and goes to the living room, watching TV** Ugh all these stupid soap operas. Isn't there anything good on? ...man...I was such a fool. How good was...

After a few weeks pass, you've been getting much sicker. 你 can feel it and 你 can see it. Whenever 你 look in the mirror, 你 see a pale face, small dark circles, and white lips. Your rosy cheeks have turned to paleness and nothing but paleness. You've been feeling much weaker and you've been sucking at 篮球 lately. Your coach notices and he talks with 你 about it.

Coach: So Jamie. How is it?
Jamie: ...you should know coach...I'm losing it.
Coach: What can 你 do Jamie? 你 need to rest. 你 can't play.
Jamie: What? But...but I 爱情 playing. I can't just stop.
Coach: Then at least you...

Chapter 11: Baby Boom

Jamie was nine months; Landon was working at a drug store and going to school.

One 日 Jamie walked to her father 's house.

Jamie knocked on the door and Camilla opened the door.

"Hello Mrs. Carter" 说 Camilla

"Hello Camilla 你 look nice today" 说 Jamie

"Thank you, your dad have been waiting for, please come in," 说 Camilla

"Thank you" 说 Jamie entering the house.

Jamie looked around the house some things changed and some things remained the same.

Jamie looked at the 厨房 there was Hegbert making 汤 for lunch.

Jamie moved and she stands there watching her father...