Oh no, I'm so sorry to hear that sweetie :( I know how hard it can be to make new friends... I'm 28 and I barely have any REAL friends, 老友记 that I can count on... One of my best 老友记 in the world is one of the boys I used to take care of. He's 20 now and in his sophmore 年 of college. I never imagined back when I was taking care of him and his brother, that we'd end up so close ♥
Aside from him, there's my lifelong best friend, but we don't get to spend that much time together.