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posted by -Xantona-
They danced.
They laughed.
They hugged and kissed and cried.
Their universe revolved
around their small, small world.
The world of them.
The two of them.
They talked to their hearts' content.
The arms of an angel
carried them through.
It was love.
It was perfect.
It was them.
All things temporary:
Just like them.
As they danced,
her dress began to tear
at the seams.
As he ran towards her love,
his 衬衫 began to rip
at the seams.
And so they were.
Were.
And are no longer.
The hopes, the fantasies--
gone.
She couldn't understand.
Maybe she didn't want to.
He couldn't comprehend.
Maybe he didn't need to.
All they had ever...
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posted by imsexymatt
Putting my feelings into words-
Impossible.
For my feelings for 你 are-
Incomprehensible.
If I could let 你 see the effect 你 have on me,
你 would be blinded.
For if 你 did the darkness would fade,
Shadows were no longer.
For I am in love,
更多 in 爱情 than I have been for a long time.
I 爱情 你 is all I can say,
But my 心 says more,
There is much 更多 to my love,
Dreams, Hopes, Fantisies,
That all can become realities.
For with 你 I am a new me,
A me that shouldn't leave.
In these few words I hope 你 see,
How much 你 mean to me.
In Life, 爱情 and Spirit,
I want 你 to hear it,
I 爱情 you!
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posted by -Xantona-
May 16, 2013

Dear Diary,
OMG! He's legit falling for me too. :DDDDD OMG! OMG! He legit likes me too omg this is the best 日 of my life I was gonna write this earlier but when I got 首页 I was so tired om I'm so excited I can't even breathe!!! God bless Sam Albert. If Danny knew I was I a trans he would probably blow my entire country up. Well...I guess he'll find out eventually. O.O Oh well... Point is HE LIKES ME HE LIKES ME AGHHHH OMG. I can't even right now. I'm boucing off walls. I'm so fucking euphoric right now. OMG HE LIKES ME :D I feel like Superman...except I don't even know who I fucking...
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We are born.
We live.
We die.
But what if I never lived?
Have I always been dead?
Or did I just live not knowing
what life is?
Is the world really round?
What is the reality
of my life?
...of your life?
...of anything?
How do we know
what life is supposed to be?
Is it suffering?
Or is it pleasure?
If it is suffering
then I have lived.
I lived the life of a
lost man.
If it is pleasure
then I have not lived.
I never lived.
Does that mean I was never born.
Walking down the paths of my life
I breathe.
I see.
I hear.
I feel.
But I do not speak.
It is not my turn.
This is not what I was made for.
I do not live to have life.
So...
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even though I still hate u xante I thought I would do this(this is no sign of friendship!)
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"Pfft," scoffed Matt, "Who goes to stores?"
"Um...I do. I also do other things." I winked seductively at him. He instinctively sat on 最佳, 返回页首 of me and chuckled. "Oh, I see how it is, muthadude."
"What's that babe? I'm so wrapped up in 你 that I don't have time to listen to your voice."
"Oh shut your face."
He kissed my neck and whispered, "I can't heeeaaar youuu..." I couldn't helped but giggle. Again. Like I always do. "OMG BABE 你 GIGGLED AGAIN! Why are 你 so cute?" He looked at me with his big, blue, 小狗 dog eyes.
"Matthew Lucien Lake...marry me..." I 说 as I laid back down on the bed. He...
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I woke up groggily on Sunday morning with a headache. "Ugh, every single day...I hate migraines," I complained. It was almost true. Then there's the almost. I was dizzy, still tired, and pretty hungry.
"What happened?" asked Matt as he yawned sleepily. "Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I just have a headache." I buried my head on the pillow, 下一个 to him.
"Aww, want me to get some aspirin and water?" I shook my head. I can't take aspirins on an empty stomach. I laid back a bit 更多 and relaxed my body. I was so tense and frustrated. He put his arm over my chest and kissed my neck. "I think you'll...
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posted by imsexymatt
I 爱情 his soft brown eyes
and the way that he catches me 由 surprise and he never has to wear a disguise.
I 爱情 the way that he kisses me
and the way that he misses me.
I 爱情 the way that he 说 that I 爱情 你 first. But baby I really 爱情 你 the most.
I 爱情 你 the way that 你 just 爱情 me and only me. This is how life is suppose to be me loving 你 and 你 loving me. I know this is meant to be and that is what 你 told me. Baby I 爱情 你 and this is true. I 爱情 你 更多 than words, can ever say, I 爱情 你 更多 when 你 take my breath way. I thank God for 你 everyday.
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