Chapter 4
Once we get to the house, I looked around everywhere. Making sure Charlie 或者 anyone is not around hiding on the outskirts of my home. After I made sure it was safe, I unbuckled and gathered my stuff ready to blot inside my 安全 home. Edward got out of the car, I noticed. He was opening my door for me. I gathered all of my 破烂, 垃圾 and was ready.
    “Are 你 alright to walk?” he asked. While he asked the questionable question, He grabbed all of my things out of my arms. I didn’t answer. “Are 你 okay to walk, Bella?” He asked again, after a few minutes. I just nodded my head. I got up out of the car to have my knees give out and fall into 2 very strong, comforting arms, which belong to my beloved, Edward.
    “Now, I guess the klutz Bella from awhile 以前 is still here. Go figure. Now are 你 going to let me carry 你 或者 are 你 going to be stubborn and force you?” He asked calmly. He was hiding the fact that he was about to start laughing at any moment.
    “Stubborn. There is no way I am going to allow 你 to carry me up the stairs. I can walk myself thank 你 very much.” I sighed. “Plus 你 have all of that stuff in your arms. We wouldn’t want everything to fall down while going towards the building. Now would we?” I said, smiling. I feel as though I won though the feeling was soon taken away.
    After a few seconds, he took at his cell phone dialing a number and pressed send. I just stared at him and he just smiled at me, telling me I just lost.
    “Hey, Emmett.” He 说 into his phone. He listened to whatever Emmett 说 and answered his question. “Yes, we are outside. Though I kind of need your help bring up some of this stuff from the party.” He said. He listened to what Emmett 说 while still smiling at me. “Well of course I have Bells with me. No the reason why we haven’t gone up yet is because Bella is having a hard time walking without falling. That is why I need 你 to bring up the stuff, while I grab her.” He said, obviously very annoyed. He listened to everything Emmett had to say then he hung up his phone with a quick bye bro.
    After a few 分钟 Emmett came down stairs with a huge smile on his face. He grabbed everything out of Edwards’s arms and 更多 from the car. Emmett took off right after taking the stuff. I got no hug, no 嘿 bells. Nothing. It kind of hurt that my teddy bear, my sort of older brother didn’t say hi 或者 even see me here. Though before I could over think anything Edward grabbed on to my legs and my lower back and lifted me up against his chest. He picked me up like I weighed nothing instead of 102 pounds. It was kind of scary but in not a frightening me way. On the way I fell asleep from all the stress and break downs today in my safety place.
    
    I woke up a couple hours later with the noise of two people talking out in the living room. They weren’t very loud but my house echoes from not having a lot of stuff around. I started to figure out the voices better they were Emmett and Jasper. Though where were Edward and the girls? I felt the 床, 床上 移动 and I froze automatically thinking it was Charlie. I was afraid to look scared that it will be the one person I scared of most. That is until the person started to talk and pulled me into their arms and I felt 安全 automatically like a switch.
    “Bella, my sweet innocent Bella.” A smoothing voice spoke. “Why must 你 go through so much pain?” He spoke with pain that mirrors my own. “Why didn’t 你 tell me?” he spoke. “Why did 你 keep it from me?” He spoke again “Bella, I could have helped you. I could have stopped Charlie” Spoke the voice; I would know my whole life. I decided then to “wake up” from my pretend sleep.
    “Edward?” I asked my voice full of sleep. “I am sorry.” I said, full of sadness. “I didn’t mean for 你 to find out the way 你 did” I said, regret filled my tone. “I wanted to tell once we got home, not when I fell asleep” I said, I really need to stop sleep talking. He looked at me with a small amount of tears covering his eyes and cheeks. I reached and wiped them away for him.
    “My, Bella, it is fine. Though I would liked to of known when this was going on and not 2 years after. Though, I would still like to hear the rest of the story if 你 are still willing to tell me.” He sighed and I sighed. “So I can help.” He said, looking up at me with nervousness covering every inch of his eyes. “Bella, my sweet Bella. 你 scared me today and it made me believe that I need to man up and finally tell 你 how I feel. I 爱情 你 Bella. I have for a very long time. I just couldn’t spit it out every time I was going to tell you. I 爱情 你 Bella.” He stated, he looked almost scared, like I was going to reject him. I sat up and took his hand into mine and I simply kissed him with everything I had.
    After a few 分钟 we 分裂, 拆分 up trying to breath. He looked happy and I am very positive that I have the same look on my face and I don’t care what I look like. I am happy
    “You don’t know how long I have been waiting to 吻乐队（Kiss） and for 你 tell me” I stated after I caught my breath. “I guess the saying Better late than never woks right now. I have loved 你 ever seen moved to forks, Washington all those years ago.” I said, my tone full all the 爱情 I feel for this man sitting 下一个 to me. “As for telling 你 the whole story, I can do that but your parents need to know. So that they can know why their kids were always lying to cover for me.” I said. I felt horrible for not telling 你 them and for endangering their kids all those years and even now I am still endangering them.
    “God am I glad 你 说 that.” He said. He pulled me into his lap and picked me and started to carry us out to the living room. I was about to reject about it and that I could walk but for once I didn’t. I felt 安全 and protected and loved. The right kind of love, it feels so unmoral and foreign to me but I like it.
    “Let’s go into the living room and 厨房 to figure out who is here and who isn’t. Then I will tell my infamous story of my child hood.” The part that haunts me every 日 of my life and that is my whole child hood.