I read Romeo and Juilet like 1000 times. But why am I so nervous? Was it that 表演 was a new thing for me? 或者 was it that I am afraid people will laugh if I mess up? In my mind probably a bit of both. The good thing is I am doing this with Edward. He promised me; that he will guide me through it. Lets hope it will work. We done 更多 and 更多 rehersals as time went by. I learned my lines a little better, (thank 你 Edward,) and I am not scared. But when it's time, seeing the curtains go up and all the people staring... I hope I don't faint 或者 drop dead. To ease my mind Edward was making me feel happy, complimenting me on my costume and giving me quick kisses before we start rehersing because when we 吻乐队（Kiss） in the play, it feels strange;... not passionate. I have been trying to back out saying to him " do we have to do this?" And Edward keeps replying, " yes my 爱情 because it would be a shame to waste all that hard work."
I am getting tired of it. I will be glad when it ends....
Edwards POV
I am not stupid, and even though I can't read Bellas mind, I can tell she is tired and wishes the play to be over. It is filling me with dread and concern. But the play is in 2 weeks, and then it will be over. Then; me and my Bella will be back in our meadow and I can whisper in her ear " what soft through light yonder window breaks, it is the east and Bella is the sun." It might sound corny but Bella loves how I tell her I 爱情 her in different ways. It makes her so happy.
So when the meadow idea hit me, I told Bella " I have a surprise for you, but 你 will have to do the play first." After struggling with words to reply she finally 说 " that is blackmail, so unfair." But to make her give in I flashed her the crooked smile; she knows and loves. Then that made her say " fine. But I am not happy about it. " I know she was joking. Thankyou to my charm to make her give in. It's so easy. When we finished our chat we went to spanish class. Suddenly, Mike grabbed my hand willing to say something threating...
