thanks for all the reasons why I should keep on writing, but when my mom read them she 说 I made 你 guys write that so she doesn’t believe me and I don’t know nay other way to make her change her mind. Can 你 guys help me plz?
jake sat 由 me and held my hand. Not like a friend, but maybe more. What am I thinking, I just broke up. This is insane. My life is like being written, everything is changed all the time, first 你 think something is going to last, and then it changes its weird, but I cant change it. 或者 can i?
“ness 你 act like It was just a joke” my mother told me.
“it was a joke I was just getting too attached to it that’s all, I should have known that something so nice couldn’t be real, but I guess time will pass and I will get used to it, right jake?” I asked him and smiled at him. he looked confused, and I laughed. I didn’t even know why I was laughing. That was really weird.
“yeah sureeeee” jake 说 confused. My mom 或者 my aunt didn’t understand anything. My uncle, well he never understood anything anyway. He was like a rock, 你 can talk to him ask his questions, and he wont answer because he doesn’t know what you’re talking about.
“so what are 你 going to do next?” my aunt asked,
“don’t 你 know already?” I asked her.
“apparently, I cant see it, so the wolfs are going to be with you” she sad looking at jake.
“well I was planning to go and look for an apartment but….now since everything is good I’m not going to do that anymore.” I told her.
“ness really 你 thought ill let 你 get ur own apartment and ill never see you?” my uncle asked me. “ I would never let 你 get an apartment not my 最喜爱的 neice” he added I smiled at him.
“thank 你 guys, 你 know what to say to make me feel better” I told them.
“of course we do, wanna fight now?” I uncle 说 excitedly. I got a 枕头 and threw it at him.
“I guess that’s a noo” he said. I nodded. So now since my life was out of drama, I didn’t know what to do next, ivan wasn’t here, everything was ok with me and the pack. Except between me and my father. I didn’t want to fight with him, but it brought it, so I fought it.i got it that he didn’t like jake, but not letting my mother see me was not his choice to make. We kept on talking, forgetting about Ivan little 由 little, but jake was only looking at me which was a little weird, but ill get used to it. Then my dad came in the door. I looked up and saw his angry face. That was a good thing, because im going to make it angrier. I got up and saw my uaunt, mom and jake look at my father. He went into the woods and I followed him.’ he grabbed my arm and made me look at him.( oh yeah and her arm healed really faast)
“what dod 你 think you’re doing?” he asked me with an angry voice.
“what am I doing?” I asked him innocently. Because I really didn’t know what I was doing wrong.
“you cant be in a relationship pwith the wolf” he told me.
“well its not your choice” I told him and took my hand away from his.
“you have a father and I make the choices since youre not old enough to make them yourself”
“I have a mther too” I tld him. “ a mother that 你 don’t 爱情 anymore, 你 ruined her life, now you’re trying to ruin my life, well its not going to work, and not letting my mother see me at home, doesn’t get 你 anywhere 由 the way,”
“don’t speak to me like that!” he yelled at him. I gave him the saddest eyes I could.
“why are 你 yelling at me, what happened with 你 these couple weeks, its like somethinginside 你 got changed, and 你 don’t even care about it, 或者 is it because 你 don’t care about everyone around you?”
“this is the real me so get used to it”
“well there is a real me and 你 don’t want me to use it against you”
“you cant do anything against me”
“im a wizard…..i can do whatever I want against you, just what 你 do against me, from now on im going to make 你 feel everything I feel and you’re not going to like it I promise” I told him and turned around and went to the hosue. My father was left in the woods again, but I didn’t give it much thought.