posted by groovychicklisa
(B) Edward, 你 never told me what happened! (B) She started grabbing my wrists. I quickly turned away, she could see i wanted to change the subject but I knew she wouldn’t give up. Before I could say anything. (B) I’ll just ask your parents! (B) She stated. (E) Bella, I will tell 你 but under no circumstances can 你 blame yourself… (E) (B) Okay? (B) (E) when 你 left, I couldn’t deal with the pain I had put 你 through, I couldn’t handle life, living, without you. I was empty. *tears begin to well up in both their eyes* So the night 你 left, after I had read the letter when 你 told me 你 were In 爱情 with me too after all this time I felt physically sick. The only way I could make the pain disappear, was, I-I slit my wrists but my Mum found me. (E) we were both physically sobbing now. (B) Eddwwarrd, 你 did th-this because of meee…? (B) Damn I knew I shouldn’t have told her this. (E) Bella, 你 can’t think like that! It wasn’t your fault! (E) I cried. Suddenly she stood up. (B) This, us we can’t do this im sorry I, we can’t! (B) The colour drained from my face, I couldn’t lose her again. (E) What do 你 mean? I can’t, I won’t live without you! (E) I screamed. (B) That’s exactly my point! 你 were willing to ki- hurt yourself because of me. This is the only thing I can do too prove how much I 爱情 you! I can’t put 你 in danger! Even if it’s to save 你 from yourself! (B) She whined. (E) Bella, please, please don’t leave me again. Third time may not have been lucky but I’ll make damn sure fourth is.(E) (B) Yo-uuu attempted three times!? (B) She sobbed. (E) Yes, that’s when Mum and Dad admitted me too rehab. I was only released a week and a half and 你 returned. (E) I stated in a matter of factly tone! (B) Wait, wait, wait! 你 attempted suicide 3 times, 你 were admitted to rehab! Anything else 你 want to share…? (B) she asked sceptically. (E) No that’s about it! I haven’t been leading a very exciting life! (E) I couldn’t hold back my laughter. (B) Im sorry 你 think this is funny? (B) she asked kinda pissed. (E) Well yeah it is, if someone would have told me last 年 that I would try to kill myself because the girl I 爱情 left me, I would have laughed. (E) (B) 你 know what? I am so, arghh! Im going home! (B) (E) Bella, please don’t go? (E) (B) Edward I ……..
Sorry its short and if im being honest probably one of the worst ive ever written but 你 know comment, become a 粉丝 etc thanks for reading!