the funniest thing is, that I don't know why it took me so long to write this chapter. I didn't wanted to write today, but when I read all the comment's, I changed my mind. So... hope 你 like it :)
Still Edward POV (when Bella leaves)
It took two 秒 to understand what Bella said. And one 秒 to stand up and follow her.
The trees where merged, I saw only face on Bella, in front of me. My subconscious was playing with me. I could not understand what is real what is not.
I suddenly stopped. I took a deep breath, trying to smell Bella. But I only 冶炼, 闻到 animals, and their blood.
Panic took control of me.I tried to run to the opposite side, when to the right 或者 left. Finally I found myself in meadow, kneeling and sobbing.
She was gone...
So was I ..
I feel myself slipping 更多 and 更多 every 秒 without her..I fell as though i am drowning in the inky black darkness that seams to strangle me.
I shut my eyes, I stop struggling, I let darkness overwhelm me.
I felt like shadow.. Empty..
"Edward?" I heard Alice voice, "What's wrong?" she panicked, "what's wrong?" I tried to speak, but nothing came out. "Answer me" she begged "I don't see anything.. what's wrong?"
Hard to answer the 问题 "What's wrong" when nothing is alright.