alright well i had a dream the other night.
i'm sitting in my room it's 12:00 and i'm still up thinking about the wedding. "hey bells!"
i jump when i hear jakes voice from the other end of my room.
"o 嘿 jake wat r u doin here?"
"o nuthin. i was just really bored nd i just thought i'd come see 你 considering that tonight is your last night as bella."
"well 你 know edward might not change me right after the wedding i mean maybe later. who knows i might even come back from the honeymoon still human."he flinched at the word honeymoon.
"haha maybe."
"well wat's the gossip on the pack?" i asked
"nuthin' really it's been pretty boring ever since 你 stopped causing trouble with me." he smiled my smile.
"well those were the days huh?"
"yup. 嘿 你 know what would be fun to do one of your last single nights?"
"what?" i asked
"go cliff diving one last time.
"ya ya we should go cliff diving!" i don't know why i 说 that and that's when the dream took a turn for the worst.
"you ready?" jake asked. out of no where we wereon the cliff that i remembered drowning under almost 2 years ago.
"um i don't know anymore jake. i never thought about jumping before i jumped and i already got to thinking."
"THEN STOP THINKING!" jacob 说 as he threw me off the cliff.
i felt just like i did the last time i dove. i felt excited and powerful. but when i opened my eyes i realized that my jacob jusst threw me off a cliff. a cliff who's defecet was a group of big sharp jagad rocks and that's what i was headed for. i was plumeting to my death full of pain and all i thought about was 'why would jake do this to me?'. when i was about half an inch away from those sharp jagad rocks that would for surely kill me..... i woke up.
'why would my jacob do that to me?' i asked myself when i woke up crying. sobbing actually.
