Preface

I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.

I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.

And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.

I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.

I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the 心 which will stop beating soon, the 心 which was the reason for me to live, the 心 which she had 给 to me to keep 安全 just like how I had 给 her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.