How could he? The 爱情 of my life, now ready to rip the thing I feel I MUST keep away from me. I could hear sobs outside the door. I could hear sobs inside this room. We were both hurt. Before he closed the door, I threw something unthinkingly at him. It's now outside with him right now. It's something that probably hurt him 更多 than anything else in the whole world. It was my ring. I was now crying. I felt naked without it. My 心 felt ripped to shreds. It felt like a werewolf clawed at it. It probably looked like the half of Emily's face, only it may never heal.
I started to cry. Not those sissy boo-hoos, but actual tears. Even Rosalie couldn't say anything. She just stood there like a dumb blonde. I had no rude remarks in me, and she soon left. Jasper wasn't even going to try to interfere. Emmett just stayed downstairs. even he couldn't joke around at this time. I wouldn't look up to see what 食物 was on the tray Bella brought up. I wasn't hungry. Edward patted my shoulder, and whispered something I forgot now. It was probably along the lines of, "At least 你 tried."
Four hours later, my eyes were dry, and I heard Renesmee hiccupping in her sleep. The 汤 and crackers Bella left for me was cold. I couldn't hear anything from downstairs. The Cullens have left. Billy wasn't around. He must have been visiting Charlie and Sue. I remember how surprised the lucky couple was when we visited to say congradulations. Charlie was even 更多 surprised when I came up without Renesmee, but came with a ten-year-old girl with bronze hair and 浓情巧克力 brown eyes. We had to explain everything to him. Sue did most of the talking.
Renesmee hiccupped in the room behind me. That brought me back to the present. I felt a pang of guilt rip at my heart. I could've told her, and she would still scream at me. I went downstairs and fixed up lunch. When I looked at the clock, it 说 3:30 PM. I looked at the various 食物 items in the refrigerator. Taking out a sandwich, I placed it on a tray along with water and Renesmee's 最喜爱的 cookies. Then I wrote a note and placed it on the tray 下一个 to the cookies.
I was soon at Renesmee's door. I put the tray on the floor, and started to walk away. I stepped on something hard. Bending to pick it up, I saw it was a 金牌 ring. Not just a 金牌 ring, it was Renesmee's proposal ring. My 心 tore itself in two. I placed it on the tray with the note. Then I ran outside to the dark forests of La Push. I left my clothes on the porch and took off running. Soon, I was on four legs. I kept running until I felt a strange power sweep over me. I stopped running. I could see Renesmee wake up, and bury her face in her hands at finding me gone. Even though I was miles away, I could capture every detail as if I was in the room with her. I saw the door open to the tray, being held 由 Billy. I saw him enter, and roll his chair to the side of her bed.
"I hope Jacob comes back soon. I certainly don't want to miss watching my soon-to-be-daughter-in-law take care of my grandchild," Billy said.
"You don't care?" asks Renesmee.
"I definately don't have a problem with it. I think it's your mother's experience that's gotten everyone all upset. But I can't wait to have a little child sit on my lap again."
Renesmee giggled. If only I were there to really experience this. Then I realized I had turned around and was heading home.