Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came 由 to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to 你 first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. 或者 about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want 你 back, I still 爱情 you. I see how much I need 你 now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want 你 though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't 你 see how much you're hurting him? I know I 爱情 you, but 你 chose him, so 你 should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and 你 apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. 你 are too bad for me, and I really don't want 你 anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I 爱情 you."
"But, I don't 爱情 you, not anymore."
She looked down, 更多 tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to 包, 换行 my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant 更多 to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are 你 okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind 阅读 thing."
"Mind 阅读 thing?.... Oh, 你 mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if 你 don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if 你 can forgive me, I don't like having 你 mad at me. I want to tell 你 how much 你 really mean to me, but I don't want 你 to leave, I don't want 你 to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even 你 I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know 你 think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure 你 won't really have it until you're a vampire, if 你 become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, 你 didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. 你 on the other hand, 你 didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means 更多 to me than Bella did. I think that is 更多 than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, 你 should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do 你 still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in 爱情 with you, and I never want 你 to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do 你 want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make 你 some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since 你 make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. 你 are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I 说 cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to 你 Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I 爱情 to shop, maybe I can get 你 a present, since I 爱情 你 and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for 你 too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she 说 jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
"I just came 由 to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to 你 first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. 或者 about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want 你 back, I still 爱情 you. I see how much I need 你 now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want 你 though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't 你 see how much you're hurting him? I know I 爱情 you, but 你 chose him, so 你 should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and 你 apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. 你 are too bad for me, and I really don't want 你 anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I 爱情 you."
"But, I don't 爱情 you, not anymore."
She looked down, 更多 tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to 包, 换行 my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant 更多 to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are 你 okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind 阅读 thing."
"Mind 阅读 thing?.... Oh, 你 mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if 你 don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if 你 can forgive me, I don't like having 你 mad at me. I want to tell 你 how much 你 really mean to me, but I don't want 你 to leave, I don't want 你 to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even 你 I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know 你 think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure 你 won't really have it until you're a vampire, if 你 become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, 你 didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. 你 on the other hand, 你 didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means 更多 to me than Bella did. I think that is 更多 than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, 你 should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do 你 still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in 爱情 with you, and I never want 你 to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do 你 want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make 你 some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since 你 make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. 你 are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I 说 cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to 你 Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I 爱情 to shop, maybe I can get 你 a present, since I 爱情 你 and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for 你 too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she 说 jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
edwards pov
' rachell u look beautifull i 说 ' then she blushed ' i 爱情 u' i 说 scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and 说 'i 爱情 你 two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i 说 i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 分钟 later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and 说 stand over there ok she said.
' rachell u look beautifull i 说 ' then she blushed ' i 爱情 u' i 说 scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and 说 'i 爱情 你 two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i 说 i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 分钟 later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and 说 stand over there ok she said.
ok here are 10 reasons to hate him
1. he is rude
2. he dosent know what persanal 太空 is
3. he makes bella chose
4. he fights dirty
5. he kisses her
6. he feels no shame
7. he breacks her hand (well his face is to hard)
8. he insulets edward
9. he is full of him shelf
10. he imprints on a 2 分钟 old
ok 10 reasons to 爱情 jacob black
1. he dident leave
2. he is sweet
3. he always runs around half naked
4. he is tall
5. he has a hot bod
6. he trys to protect her
7. he loves her
8. he forgives bella
9. he is hot
10. he is and always was her freind
ok i hate jacob black but i 爱情 jacob black tell me what 你 think
1. he is rude
2. he dosent know what persanal 太空 is
3. he makes bella chose
4. he fights dirty
5. he kisses her
6. he feels no shame
7. he breacks her hand (well his face is to hard)
8. he insulets edward
9. he is full of him shelf
10. he imprints on a 2 分钟 old
ok 10 reasons to 爱情 jacob black
1. he dident leave
2. he is sweet
3. he always runs around half naked
4. he is tall
5. he has a hot bod
6. he trys to protect her
7. he loves her
8. he forgives bella
9. he is hot
10. he is and always was her freind
ok i hate jacob black but i 爱情 jacob black tell me what 你 think
I promise to remember Bella
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
When ever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlie's sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my 心 fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
When ever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rosalie
When ever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice
When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Renesmee
When I see that beautiful bronze hair.
And I promise to remember Esme
When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper
Whenever my stomach isn't curled
And I promise to remember the Volturi
When someone speaks of dominating the world
Yes I promise to 爱情 Twilight
Wherever I may go
So that all may see my obsession
Because I know what the Twilighters know.
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
When ever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlie's sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my 心 fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
When ever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rosalie
When ever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice
When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Renesmee
When I see that beautiful bronze hair.
And I promise to remember Esme
When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper
Whenever my stomach isn't curled
And I promise to remember the Volturi
When someone speaks of dominating the world
Yes I promise to 爱情 Twilight
Wherever I may go
So that all may see my obsession
Because I know what the Twilighters know.
I have all the Twilight books, but I 迷失 Eclipse and really want to read it. Does anybody know a website 你 can read the whole book on? I've been dying to read past the first chapter 你 get from New Moon. It sucks I really want to read it, and I can't do that. Please help me with this. From a 粉丝 to a fan. 你 know how great the book is so help me, a person who wants to read it. Please just find the website and post it to me. Thank 你 so much! I hope 你 already know one, 或者 can easily find one. Thank you!!
Golden brown eyes, like hardened syrup in a pool like shape of a continuance lifetime of some burdened sadness.
Lifeless he is, like a beautiful statue, numb to the world around him.
Only the silent whispers of feeble minds he hears.
The red seductive toxin running through their veins, of which he hungers for… his ‘own personal brand of heroin’.
His thirst for normality is torturous to his eternal, tormented soul.
A secret torture for this masochistic lion,
This old face holds many secrets, some unable to tell but all not forgotten.
Lifeless he is, like a beautiful statue, numb to the world around him.
Only the silent whispers of feeble minds he hears.
The red seductive toxin running through their veins, of which he hungers for… his ‘own personal brand of heroin’.
His thirst for normality is torturous to his eternal, tormented soul.
A secret torture for this masochistic lion,
This old face holds many secrets, some unable to tell but all not forgotten.