(I found a song that goes GREAT with this chapter, and its called NO GOOD 由 KATE VOEGELE, and then there is also KINDLY UNSPOKEN 由 her too! And for CHAPTER ELEVEN, at the very end of chapter ten and throughout chapter 11, HALLELUJAH 由 KATE VOEGELE works AWESOMELY with that! Check them out, and enjoy CHAPTER 12 ~BuffyFaithfan1)

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CHAPTER TWELVE: Its Gotta Be This One...
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I always wonder if this is truely me u know? I've been thinking of this lyric from a song called NO GOOD 由 KATE VOEGELE. The lyric goes: I NEVER FEARED THE UNEXPECTED! UNTIL I FOUND MYSELF IN THIS PECULIAR PLACE! UNAWARE WHERE I WAS HEADED! OH IT TURNS OUT IT WAS YOUR FOOTSTEPS I HAD CHASED!
And what if its right? I didnt really see Edward pushing me away when I asked him back. Okay, I pushed him away after we saved Renesmee, but that was different! 你 gotta' believe me! Anybody on Team Bella out there? If so, 你 know what I mean! And now that I want him back, he doesn't want me back QUITE YET! I have to make him take me back ASAP! So, after he 说 NO to the TAKE ME BACK thing, I told myself to fight for your right to party, FIGHT like a brave, FIGHT THE POWER! And now, I relaized a couple years back, I FOUGHT for Edward back in my arms, and got it. So, I need to fight for my husband: Edward Cullen! Once Again!
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I
told myself to fight back for Edward. And now I will.
"Edward!" I 说 and turned to face his eyes. "Dont! Dont just act like the pain can go away! Someone once told me that! And I had 心 aches, and I wanted SO bad to cry for you! But I couldn't and 你 know why? Cause I made the choice of becoming a Vampire. Just like you. We got married! Had a BEAUTIFUL daughter named Renesmee! And I have a WONDERFUL husband named Edward, who changed me RIGHT after I had our daughter! So, 你 can slam the door on my face just like I did, but I still and ALWAYS WILL 爱情 你 Edward! Believe me on that one! But if 你 want us to be apart for good, then I wont stop you!" I 说 and started to leave with tearless sobs, bust just as I reached for the door knob Edward 说 my name and grabbed my arm. He pulled me around to face him.
"Dont think I ever stopped loving and missing you!" He 说 and threw me into a kiss! I wrapped my arms around his beautiful body, and he held me tightly to him. I didnt let go, till he forced me too.
"Am I forgiven?" I asked him.
"Only if I am!" He said.
"Well, 你 are forgiven." I 说 and he smiled.
"Then 你 are too!" He 说 and pulled me ontop of him as he layed down on the bed.
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His
arm was wrapped around me, as he held us together.
"I have been thinking!," I 说 and he loosened his grip to let me turn over to face him.
"Yeah?" He 说 and I shook my head yes!
"Yes! I think we should 移动 back in with Esme and Carlisle and the others just until Ili is Dead And Gone!" I 说 and he got to his feet.
"I think youre right! So, when are we going? I'm thinking as soon as possible!" He 说 and I nodded in agreement, and he threw open the bedroom door to grab the phone and then I realized Jasper was still in the house.
"EDWARD WAIT DONT GO!" I 说 but too late.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!" I heard Jasper scream from the living room. I then heard him say, "What the hell man!?" And then he ran out of the house, and ran all the way home. Edward came back in with the phone, and started to laugh. I thought it was embarrising, but then I started to laugh so hard I fell off the bed.
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Okay, we shall never speak of what just happened!" Edward 说 as we started to drive towards home. I couldn't help but laugh as he 说 that. I know it wasn't a good thing for him to know 或者 see. But it was just so damn funny! Edward started to laugh, and that made me laugh harder. He pulled into the driveway, and we got out laughing. Renesmee came out of the house, and throwing us in BIG hugs! We let her scamper back off into the house as Alice came out to hug me and Edward seperatly. We went back inside, and just as the sun sank into the horizon, I knew that today 或者 tonight started out crappy...but ended happily!
I layed down on the bed, as Edward went to cover the whole thing Jasper saw as we knew he spread it around the house like 花生 牛油, 黄油 on bread. I smiled and laughed at it again, and Edward came in just then and smiled. He layed down 下一个 to me after lightly shutting the door. He kicked off his shoes, and pulled me into his chest. I stopped laughing, and I looked at him. He looked at me, and I kissed him. It was so intesne, and so...powerfully romantic that I couldn't let this one slide.
"Is the door locked?" I asked Edward.
"Yes, yes it is!" He answered.
"Good!" I replied and ripped off his shirt!