CHAPTER TEN:
The Wind Beneath My Wings PART ONE...
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I walked across the sand, and then stood in silence for the longest of time. I watched the waves roll off eachother, and then devour eachother till 更多 waves came and splashed against rocks. And then repeating there first move. As if they didnt have a life to live. 或者 a brain to use. I crossed my arms, and held me tight as the chilly wind blew in. I then noticed something different. My eyesight was different. Not like Vampire eye sight, but human. I ran to the edge of the water washing in and out of the sand in the same old pattern. I saw my reflection, and I was human. I gasped, and I then realized this was bad and good in weird ways. It was good, cause I dont have a child yet, and dont have to go through the pregnancy pain. Bad because Renesmee is gone, and I'm not as close to Edward as I am.
"AS 你 WERE!" A voice boomed out of the water.
"Hello!?" I asked and my arms were at my sides.
"YOU ARE NOT AS CLOSE TO ME AS 你 ONCE 或者 EVER WILL BE EVER...AGAIN!!!" The voice 说 and out of the water, Edward came. He was shirtless, with scrathes across his body. Blood was oozing out of the cuts, and he bashed and brused. I stared out at him, and wanted to reach for him.
"Oh Edward!..." I 说 and reached out to him.
"DONT! DONT THINK THAT 你 CAN MAKE THIS PAIN GO AWAY! I MAY BE A VAMPIRE, BUT I'M NOT STUPID!" He 说 and walked towards me. I backed away, and walked into a rock. It was holding me there, as Edward came to me looking mad as ever. He reached out and I flinched at first, and he hesitated. Then he touched my arm, and looked like he was about to cry.
"I loved you, Bella!" He 说 and he pulled me into his arms. "I. . . .Loved. . . .You!" He repeated, and then he pulled my hair out of the way. He bent my head to the side, and he let his fangs fall. "But there is a first time for everything isnt there?" He 说 and dug his fangs into my human neck. I gripped his arm, and felt the pain and the burning all over again. I felt his teeth and my blood going into his mouth. It was like us back in the ballet studio, but this time he was doing it on purpose. Not because I was dying. 或者 was I? Was I dying without Edward? Was I dying without his hand in mine?
"YES!" He 说 and took his lips off my skin, and pulled his teeth out of my neck. Why did he stop?
"Because 你 cant live without me!" He 说 and he could read my mind. "I can!" He 说 and losened his deadly grip around my shoulders. I wonder, is this a dream?
"Vampires cant dream...or sleep in that matter!" He 说 and laughed. I turned and he let go of me. He was normal. No cuts 或者 bruses. No blood, and was wearing a shirt. Then, the sky went black, and everything that happened rewound to the begining.
I walked across the sand, and then stood in silence for the longest of time. I watched the waves roll off eachother, and then devour eachother till 更多 waves came and splashed against rocks. And then repeating there first move. As if they didnt have a life to live. 或者 a brain to use. I crossed my arms, and held me tight as the chilly wind blew in. I then noticed something different. My eyesight was different. Not like Vampire eye sight, but human. I ran to the edge of the water washing in and out of the sand in the same old pattern. I saw my reflection, and I was human. I gasped, and I then realized this was bad and good in weird ways. It was good, cause I dont have a child yet, and dont have to go through the pregnancy pain. Bad because Renesmee is gone, and I'm not as close to Edward as I am.
"You are!" A voice whispered in my ear. My arms dropped to my sides, and Edward's arms held me to him. I smiled.
"Am I?" I asked and he kissed me. I took my lips away, and turned to face him. He took his hands away, and he looked at me serious.
"Of course 你 are!" He 说 and I laughed.
"Are 你 sure?" I 说 and I grabbed him 由 the neck, and I let my fangs drop this time. I then noticed he looked different. Not the Edward we all knew. I didnt care at this moment. I pushed his head to the side, and sank my fangs into his neck. I could hear something. Murmering. Whispering. Talking. I listened, and heard:
Bella? Is this Bella? Is she really killing me? When did she become a Vampire?
"You turned me 你 idiot!" I 说 and lifted my mouth away from his neck. He then began to realize that I could hear his thoughts. So:
Why did she stop? Why did she stop killing me? If she stops, then I wont become a Vampire. I wont become a part of her. I wont get as close to her as I should.
"You already are!" I 说 and my fangs went away. He turned, and I dropped my arms. He looked normal agian. The Vampire Edward we all know! I smiled, and I ran to the water, and saw my Vampire self. This was it, I need to get back together with Edward! And fast! I kissed Edward once, and everything went white!
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I rubbed my eyes at the sudden bright light Alice turne on. I then focused on everything in the room.
"Bella? 你 okay?" She asked me holding Renesmee's hand.
"Yup! I manage! I need to see Edward!" I 说 and I jumped off the bed. I pulled my Wedding Ring out of the wall, and slipped my finger into it after blowing the Dry 墙 of of it. I then skipped out of the room, and didnt stop till I got to the car. Alice came running out, and she said.
"You are gonna need these!" And she threw me the car keys. Renesmee waved, and I waved back. I got into the car, and off to Edward's house I was bound.