People are always telling me to be a certian thing. 或者 a person. But it's always something. "Grace, be poised." 或者 maybe, "Grace, be lady-like." 或者 every once in a while, "Grace, do it like 你 mean it." I never get the chance to actually DO anything about it. I mean, I was born for a reason,wasn't I? I'm not just some 随意 person sitting on the face of the earth. My life must have SOME purpose. I feel like people don't really recognize me as a person. Now, I'm not saying that I'm a dog, 或者 a cat, I'm a person, but people neglect me. Act like I'm invisible. As though I'm a fly, buzzing around you, annoying you, but people don't do anything but swat, fuss, and kill me. And that somewhat describes what I feel. I feel dead inside.