I hold tears back...
The thought of such a close friend
Leaving you
Is horrible.
It feels like life is over,
Like...there's no point in living anymore,
If your best friend is gone,
There's no one to keep the warmth
With 你 anymore.
What's the point of life
If 你 don't have any friends
To share it with?
It's all over,
All of it.
No one's coming to calm me down,
And I'm not going to let them either.
I want to remember my closest friend...
But it's not easy,
If 你 have to leave them.
She will always be in my heart
She was an amazing friend to me,
She brought me so much joy
And happiness,
Even in the darkest of nights,
I still could see...
Because of her.
It...feels like betrayal to me,
Even if I know it isn't.
It feels like my closest friend
Had not seen any light inside of me,
And for that, she left me.
Sometimes,
Even in the darkest of nights,
I could still see light,
Because of my closest friend...
Without her,
All I see is pure darkness today.
Time to 移动 on now,
But it's not going to be easy.
After being with her for all these years...
Now, I have to leave her.
As we say our last parting words...
I hug my best friend
In earnest,
Allowing my tears to drip on her face,
The tears of friendship.
The thought of such a close friend
Leaving you
Is horrible.
It feels like life is over,
Like...there's no point in living anymore,
If your best friend is gone,
There's no one to keep the warmth
With 你 anymore.
What's the point of life
If 你 don't have any friends
To share it with?
It's all over,
All of it.
No one's coming to calm me down,
And I'm not going to let them either.
I want to remember my closest friend...
But it's not easy,
If 你 have to leave them.
She will always be in my heart
She was an amazing friend to me,
She brought me so much joy
And happiness,
Even in the darkest of nights,
I still could see...
Because of her.
It...feels like betrayal to me,
Even if I know it isn't.
It feels like my closest friend
Had not seen any light inside of me,
And for that, she left me.
Sometimes,
Even in the darkest of nights,
I could still see light,
Because of my closest friend...
Without her,
All I see is pure darkness today.
Time to 移动 on now,
But it's not going to be easy.
After being with her for all these years...
Now, I have to leave her.
As we say our last parting words...
I hug my best friend
In earnest,
Allowing my tears to drip on her face,
The tears of friendship.
Wednesday
First 日 of summer and I'm already bored. I'm not bored enough to want to back to school. I'm just lonely bored. L. J called me several times this morning wondering if I was okay and if I wanted to go some place with him. I kindly rejected him. If it wasn't Jennifer 或者 Tammie calling then I don't want to hear. Velvet signed me up book club thing. I do like to read 图书 and she thought that maybe I could meet some new 老友记 that have something in common with me. I think she is full of baloney. Velvet made me promise to go to the first meeting tomorrow. I don't know. We'll see how my mood is 由 tomorrow.
First 日 of summer and I'm already bored. I'm not bored enough to want to back to school. I'm just lonely bored. L. J called me several times this morning wondering if I was okay and if I wanted to go some place with him. I kindly rejected him. If it wasn't Jennifer 或者 Tammie calling then I don't want to hear. Velvet signed me up book club thing. I do like to read 图书 and she thought that maybe I could meet some new 老友记 that have something in common with me. I think she is full of baloney. Velvet made me promise to go to the first meeting tomorrow. I don't know. We'll see how my mood is 由 tomorrow.
After much debate, I have decided to try my hand at 写作 a mystery novel. I've always loved mysteries, especially the original "Sherlock Holmes" stories, and shows like "Monk" and "Twin Peaks". The summary for the story I'm 写作 is in the in the section below. If 你 like the idea, let me know, because I'm really excited for the story!
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Summary:School's out and fifteen 年 old Harold McCormick is headed for his annual summer getaway at Science Camp, but when an accident occurs, Harold is detirmened to prove it is murder, despite the doubt of the police and everyone around him believing otherwise, and in order to save the camp, Harold must find someone who believes him, crack the case, and bring the culprit to justice before he strikes again.
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Summary:School's out and fifteen 年 old Harold McCormick is headed for his annual summer getaway at Science Camp, but when an accident occurs, Harold is detirmened to prove it is murder, despite the doubt of the police and everyone around him believing otherwise, and in order to save the camp, Harold must find someone who believes him, crack the case, and bring the culprit to justice before he strikes again.