I'd always had some hope inside me, hope that shined like the brightest star, because that was just me. Yuri Satomi. I knew there was hope; that little light at the end of the long tunnel that kept someone walking, that hand always pulling 你 up when 你 don't know what to do anymore?
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I 说 I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. 你 were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced 由 wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he 说 that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just 说 it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my 最喜爱的 teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He 说 that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He 说 that he didn't care about me. He 说 that he would 由 happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You 说 you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did 你 say that to Kiyuri?"
"I 说 I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if 你 didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are 你 okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do 你 expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't 你 believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all 你 are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all 你 want, power. 你 don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And 你 know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if 你 go away, if 你 disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he 说 seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If 你 want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with 更多 emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I 说 I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. 你 were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced 由 wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he 说 that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just 说 it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my 最喜爱的 teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He 说 that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He 说 that he didn't care about me. He 说 that he would 由 happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You 说 you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did 你 say that to Kiyuri?"
"I 说 I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if 你 didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are 你 okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do 你 expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't 你 believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all 你 are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all 你 want, power. 你 don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And 你 know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if 你 go away, if 你 disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he 说 seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If 你 want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with 更多 emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
justin:oh hello finale 4 it looks like today we will be trying out costumes
courteney:ok hot justin
justin:but still finale 4 lets all go to my closet and pick out some of my moms old clothes
bridgette:heres my outfit justin
justin:thats awesome bridgette
linsay:here hanna
justin:my names not hanna IM justin and thats a pritty cool costume
courteney:here justin
justin:that is an awesome costume courteney next
gwen:here justin
justin:thats sweat gwen
(IT looked like justin thought every costume was pritty hot but one he thought was pritty uncool)
justin:ok finale 4 who is 安全 is bridgette and gwen and its courteney vs linsay and the last name IM going to call is....................courteney
linsay:oh goodbye
every girl:have a nice trip linsay
linsay:well bye
justin:well well well if it isint the finale 3 gwen,bridgette,and courteney
THE END TLL 下一个 TIME
courteney:ok hot justin
justin:but still finale 4 lets all go to my closet and pick out some of my moms old clothes
bridgette:heres my outfit justin
justin:thats awesome bridgette
linsay:here hanna
justin:my names not hanna IM justin and thats a pritty cool costume
courteney:here justin
justin:that is an awesome costume courteney next
gwen:here justin
justin:thats sweat gwen
(IT looked like justin thought every costume was pritty hot but one he thought was pritty uncool)
justin:ok finale 4 who is 安全 is bridgette and gwen and its courteney vs linsay and the last name IM going to call is....................courteney
linsay:oh goodbye
every girl:have a nice trip linsay
linsay:well bye
justin:well well well if it isint the finale 3 gwen,bridgette,and courteney
THE END TLL 下一个 TIME
justin:the last name am going to call is leshawna
leshawna:ya babbey and that's how I roll!
justin:beth 你 have to walk the dock of shame because 你 were not my type
beth:ok just take me 首页 I'll tell my dad I 迷失 you
justin:ok then now the 下一个 challange is a 接吻 contest who ever is not a good kisser to me has to walk the dock of shame first up is eva
(justin had alot of fun with his girl's 接吻 and all that but justin did find one bad kisser!)
justin:ok then the names that get to stay is lashawna,bridgette,katie and sadie,izzy,gwen,courteney,lindsay,ok then this is a shocker heather against eva and the last name I'm gonna call is..............................
THE END TILL 下一个 TIME
leshawna:ya babbey and that's how I roll!
justin:beth 你 have to walk the dock of shame because 你 were not my type
beth:ok just take me 首页 I'll tell my dad I 迷失 you
justin:ok then now the 下一个 challange is a 接吻 contest who ever is not a good kisser to me has to walk the dock of shame first up is eva
(justin had alot of fun with his girl's 接吻 and all that but justin did find one bad kisser!)
justin:ok then the names that get to stay is lashawna,bridgette,katie and sadie,izzy,gwen,courteney,lindsay,ok then this is a shocker heather against eva and the last name I'm gonna call is..............................
THE END TILL 下一个 TIME