I was scared...why,why do i have to be gay. why do i have to be in a abusive family....why do i have to do this. i walked into the living room,i think my mother was in bed,recovering from her hangover. i sat down on the couch. my brother was out somewhere. my Dad...sitting across the room. i was terrified of him. he was such a homophob. i was shaking. he noticed to,he looked at me and said. "Why the fuck are 你 shaking?" he stared at me...it felt like ages that moment..."I-i need to t-tell 你 something." i 说 in panic. he gave me a look like what now.....now i need to say it...
DOES ANYONE REMEMBER WHEN MY ONLY GUYS OCS WERE JAKE AND BLAKE? I have 19 now XD
() 你 爱情 to dye your hair () 你 have glasses, but hate wearing them () 你 draw too much () Most of your clothes are black () Almost everything amazes you () You’ll automatically hate anyone that hates on whatever 你 like () 你 can be quite the a-hole but you’re normally really nice () Most people are scared of you () You're quite clingy Total:
() 你 爱情 anything bright () You’d die without music () 你 ''don't do commitments'' () 你 like to pretend to have an American accent () You're Australian ()...
'i know but what was i supposed to say?' i asked my friend rochelle while carefully applaying black lipstick to my lips. The only night when i EER wear black lipstick. Haloween.
'anything but "get the hell out!"' rochelle 说 laughing. this was yet annother conversation about yet another one of my ex boyfriends.
I may quite literally be sick of boys. But im not done flirting yet. i smiled to myself and began putting eyeliner on. 'well sorreee but i did tell him not to come after the break up' i replied looking in the mirror as not to smudge.
WARNING! MENTIONS OF SEX! Name: Lila Hollister Meaning of name: night (Arabic) Nickname: Lily, 或者 just Lila Meaning of nickname: ... Stereotype: "The Self-Obsessed 皇后乐队 Bee" Age: 19 Race: Italian-American Hometown: California Birthday: February 18th Species: "Human." Gender: female Religion: none Allergies:none Sexual preference:straight. Occupation: "Fashion consultant" Way of speaking: scoffing every line. Theme Song(s): link Personal Quote: "Pfft!"
Hair color: Dark brown Hair style: long and a little wavy. Eye color: grey-brown with a little hazel in them. Eyesight: 18/20 Height: 6' Weight: 120...