One 月 以前 the girl I loved left to 星, 星级 in a big movie. I am 迷失 without her and feel like I have nothing left, I am happy for her because she wanted this role so bad; but without my 花 I am not alive. All of my 老友记 have tried to cheer me up; but I tell them until she comes back nothing will make me happy, and in reply they say 你 know she won’t be back for 11 更多 months. I know this but a 年 without her right 由 my side will be extremely hard to deal with; but maybe I should go back to before her audition so 你 can feel what I went through. I mean after I get her back from her disappearance she has to leave again; so reliving my pain should be a fun ride.