Ever since I could remember
Everything inside of me
Just wanted to fit in (Oh oh oh oh)
I was never one for pretenders
Everything I tried to be
Just wouldn't settle in (Oh oh oh oh)
I slam the bathroom door. I walk in front of the counter and put my head in my hands while leaning on the counter. I tried to to pretend like I didn't care what I said, but it's impossible.
What have I done?
I looked up in the mirror at my myself.
What is wrong with me?
Musa told me that she was offered a 演出, gig at a very 流行的 club around the corner. I wanted to say “Congratulations.” but instead I said,
“Pfft, yea right. 你 can’t even sing.” We got into another big fight.
I don’t know what I was thinking.
If I told 你 what I was
Would 你 turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous
Would 你 be scared?
I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me
I look back in the mirror. This time I see nothing but a man that put down their own girlfriend when she got her dream job. I don’t know why such a thing would come out of my mouth, 或者 even pop into my brain. I feel some tears roll down my face. A sorry won’t fix what’s going on inside of me.
I'm only a man with a candle to guide me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger
I walk out of the bathroom and see that Musa is gone. I grab a piece of paper and a pen then sit down at my desk.
Dear Musa,
I don’t know why I 说 what I did. I’m so sorry I 说 that to you. I’ll be sure it never happens again. I 爱情 you. I fold the paper up and put it in an envelope then place it on her desk. I grab the keys to my car. I get in and I head to the docks. I am no human being. the countless times I’ve put her down. I am a monster. A letter won’t make Musa forgive me for what I said. I cannot let myself hurt her anymore.
Can I clear my conscience,
If I'm different from the rest
Do I have to run and hide? (Oh oh oh oh)
I never 说 that I want this
This burden came to me
And it's made it's 首页 inside (Oh oh oh oh)
I don’t know what else will help me forget what I’ve 说 besides going to the docks. I don’t know what to do to...to get rid of the monster inside of me. I just know that it is destroying me and if I try to ignore it won’t do anything but become worse and hurt 更多 people I hold dear to me. That monster isn’t coming out, it’s embedded in my heart. I drive to the bridge and stare out to the water… the solution to all of this. I roll the windows down and take a deep breath.
I'm only a man with a candle to guide me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger
I'm only a man with a chamber who's got me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger
I slam my foot on the gas. The car speeds on the dock. I know some people may call this crazy. But if I can’t get rid of the monster inside of me, I must get rid of all of me. The car goes off the bridge and plunges into the water. The car immediately starts to fill with water, and starts sinking.It’s the only way to save Musa from myself.
I cannot hurt 你 anymore my Musa.
Everything inside of me
Just wanted to fit in (Oh oh oh oh)
I was never one for pretenders
Everything I tried to be
Just wouldn't settle in (Oh oh oh oh)
I slam the bathroom door. I walk in front of the counter and put my head in my hands while leaning on the counter. I tried to to pretend like I didn't care what I said, but it's impossible.
What have I done?
I looked up in the mirror at my myself.
What is wrong with me?
Musa told me that she was offered a 演出, gig at a very 流行的 club around the corner. I wanted to say “Congratulations.” but instead I said,
“Pfft, yea right. 你 can’t even sing.” We got into another big fight.
I don’t know what I was thinking.
If I told 你 what I was
Would 你 turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous
Would 你 be scared?
I get the feeling just because
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me
I look back in the mirror. This time I see nothing but a man that put down their own girlfriend when she got her dream job. I don’t know why such a thing would come out of my mouth, 或者 even pop into my brain. I feel some tears roll down my face. A sorry won’t fix what’s going on inside of me.
I'm only a man with a candle to guide me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger
I walk out of the bathroom and see that Musa is gone. I grab a piece of paper and a pen then sit down at my desk.
Dear Musa,
I don’t know why I 说 what I did. I’m so sorry I 说 that to you. I’ll be sure it never happens again. I 爱情 you. I fold the paper up and put it in an envelope then place it on her desk. I grab the keys to my car. I get in and I head to the docks. I am no human being. the countless times I’ve put her down. I am a monster. A letter won’t make Musa forgive me for what I said. I cannot let myself hurt her anymore.
Can I clear my conscience,
If I'm different from the rest
Do I have to run and hide? (Oh oh oh oh)
I never 说 that I want this
This burden came to me
And it's made it's 首页 inside (Oh oh oh oh)
I don’t know what else will help me forget what I’ve 说 besides going to the docks. I don’t know what to do to...to get rid of the monster inside of me. I just know that it is destroying me and if I try to ignore it won’t do anything but become worse and hurt 更多 people I hold dear to me. That monster isn’t coming out, it’s embedded in my heart. I drive to the bridge and stare out to the water… the solution to all of this. I roll the windows down and take a deep breath.
I'm only a man with a candle to guide me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger
I'm only a man with a chamber who's got me
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me
A monster, a monster
I've turned into a monster
A monster, a monster
And it keeps getting stronger
I slam my foot on the gas. The car speeds on the dock. I know some people may call this crazy. But if I can’t get rid of the monster inside of me, I must get rid of all of me. The car goes off the bridge and plunges into the water. The car immediately starts to fill with water, and starts sinking.It’s the only way to save Musa from myself.
I cannot hurt 你 anymore my Musa.
[Author's note] there will be swearing in this and a tint of blood and violence, just letting 你 all know now.
Icy, leader of the Trix led the way into a dark room. A male voice 说 "about time 你 showed up." Stormy was about to make a reply but Darcy stopped her. Darcy replied "sorry to keep 你 and Lust waiting, we had some things to do." Lust asked "did 你 find Fullmetal?" Icy shook her head and replied "no, but don't worry. We will find him." Envy 说 "but don't kill him he's an important sacrifice." Darcy rolled her eyes and 说 "we need to make a deal." Lust nodded and replied "we will help 你 destroy the Winx once and for all, but 你 can't let them help the brat find The Philosopher's Stone." The Trix nodded and Icy 说 "Don't worry we help you." Icy shook Lust's hand and the deal was made.
[Chapter one will be longer than this]
Icy, leader of the Trix led the way into a dark room. A male voice 说 "about time 你 showed up." Stormy was about to make a reply but Darcy stopped her. Darcy replied "sorry to keep 你 and Lust waiting, we had some things to do." Lust asked "did 你 find Fullmetal?" Icy shook her head and replied "no, but don't worry. We will find him." Envy 说 "but don't kill him he's an important sacrifice." Darcy rolled her eyes and 说 "we need to make a deal." Lust nodded and replied "we will help 你 destroy the Winx once and for all, but 你 can't let them help the brat find The Philosopher's Stone." The Trix nodded and Icy 说 "Don't worry we help you." Icy shook Lust's hand and the deal was made.
[Chapter one will be longer than this]
Hey there! I didn't know where I should write this story, so I'll do it here, 'cause it has probably something to do with fairies. Hope 你 enjoy!
Sometimes I wish I never went to that 花 shop. But 花 are my passion. I was always the first to know if there was a new store in town. And so I did go. For the flowers. And now I'm here. Without flowers. Without having any idea where here is. Without something that's alive. Only darkness. I feel like I wilt, like my 最喜爱的 rose when my mother had put him in the basement. As I think of it, it was that rose. White as snow, but his scent .... It reminded me of darkness. And now I sit here in the dark. No light, no trickle. I wilt. Wither my mind. What happened?
If 你 guys like it, I'll continue. But first I need to finish Faries, Witches, Specialists And 爱情 and finish my homework. Lot to do. Maybe see y'all in the 下一个 chapter, 或者 in another story.
xxx
Sometimes I wish I never went to that 花 shop. But 花 are my passion. I was always the first to know if there was a new store in town. And so I did go. For the flowers. And now I'm here. Without flowers. Without having any idea where here is. Without something that's alive. Only darkness. I feel like I wilt, like my 最喜爱的 rose when my mother had put him in the basement. As I think of it, it was that rose. White as snow, but his scent .... It reminded me of darkness. And now I sit here in the dark. No light, no trickle. I wilt. Wither my mind. What happened?
If 你 guys like it, I'll continue. But first I need to finish Faries, Witches, Specialists And 爱情 and finish my homework. Lot to do. Maybe see y'all in the 下一个 chapter, 或者 in another story.
xxx
hi guyes it florajames here well I have lots of debates here so im going to exsened the compation tto November 22 ok so let me just reminde 你 what 你 have to do
the compation is to wright an adventure flora and helia story and ill pick the winner and the prize is I will copy it and post it to be 发布 and I will take pictors of the published story and 你 will receve a copy signed 由 me and the publisher so enjoy and thanx for helping me with my family problems I realy apecate it thanx 你 so much
the compation is to wright an adventure flora and helia story and ill pick the winner and the prize is I will copy it and post it to be 发布 and I will take pictors of the published story and 你 will receve a copy signed 由 me and the publisher so enjoy and thanx for helping me with my family problems I realy apecate it thanx 你 so much