你 walked around the fair with your 老友记 as they pointed out different rides they wanted to go on. 你 got very easily distracted thinking about Johnny. 你 guys had been dating for about a 月 and he promised to take 你 to the fair, since it was your favourite place to go. But, 2 weeks before summer vacation, he told 你 he was leaving to go visit his family in Florida. A few of your 老友记 boyfriends come and 加入 你 guys, and 你 just sigh and sulk about how Johnny isn't there. 你 guys decide to line up for a ride, and each of your 老友记 cuddle up to their boyfriends while 你 just stand there. Then, all of a sudden, 你 hear someone yelling your name "Aviana!" 你 turn your head to see Johnny walking with Pony, and your face lights up. 你 run to him and he opens his arms lovingly as 你 jump up and hug him. "I thought 你 weren't coming!" 你 exclaim. "Are 你 kidding? I wouldn't miss this for the world!" He says back. 你 two 吻乐队(Kiss) for about a 分钟 and then he grabs your hand and pulls 你 to the Ferris wheel. In line, 你 lean against him occasionally and he hugs 你 and never let's 你 go. Once 你 two get on, your inseparable. When your at the very top, he turns to you. "Aviana," he begins. 你 nod and he continues. "I've been wanting to tell 你 something for a very long time, and now seems like the perfect time." He takes a deep breath. "I 爱情 you." Your face lights up at the words 你 have been waiting to hear for so long as 你 lean in to 吻乐队(Kiss) him "I 爱情 你 too."
“Yeah?” He says, looking over at you.
“I found this in the attic.” 你 say, tossing it over to him.
It was his baby blanket, a dark blue color.
He looks at it wide eyed, just taking in the memories.
“What about this?” He asks, still looking at the blanket.
“Well I thought our baby would like it.”
“Planning ahead huh?” He grins.
“Only 8 eight months ahead.” 你 smile.
He looks up at 你 in surprise.
“You’re pregnant?” He asks, standing up from the 长椅, 沙发 to face you.
你 just smile.
He scoops 你 up into a giant hug.
How were 你 going to tell him 你 got laid off?
Y’all needed money… 你 had just bought a house, and money was short.
So of course 你 had to lose your job.
你 walking into your house, and flop onto the couch. 你 were pretty much done with all the stress.
Darry walked out of the bathroom, towel around his waist.
“What’s up babe?” He said, chuckling at the sight of 你 sprawled on the couch.
“I got laid off.” 你 mumble.
He’s silent for a second, taking this in. “I’ll pick up another shift.” He says.
“No, no.. 你 don’t have to…” 你 start.
“No.. I’d make 更多 money than 你 would. It’s gonna be fine I promise.”
你 turn around to see your boyfriend Steve grinning wildly, another snowball in hand.
“It’s so on,” 你 laugh, as 你 lean down to scoop the snow.
你 are hit with another snowball, right in the shoulder. 你 火, 消防 back, hitting him in the face.
Instead of picking up snow to make another snowball, he sprints towards you.
And tackles 你 into the snow.
“Oww Steve!” 你 laughed.
“It was needed.” He joked back.
你 were lying on your backs in the snow, looking up at the stars.
你 start to shiver.
He looks over at you. “Babe, are 你 cold?”
“Yeah.” 你 nod your head, teeth chattering.
He scoots closer to you, and wraps his arms around you. “Warmer?”
“Yeah,” 你 smile.
He picks up the naked two 年 old and plops him into the bath. “There. Your in. Stay in.”
你 were holding baby Stephanie, who would not stop crying. Why did 你 and Dally even agree to watch Johnny’s kids? This wasn’t a great experience.
“Hey, (Y/N), look at this,” Dally grins.
你 look in the bathroom to see Josh, sitting in the tub, his hair greased back, smiling like a maniac.
你 can’t help but burst out laughing, only making the baby cry more.
“Stephie, shut the hell up!” Josh says from the tub.
“Josh!” 你 scold. 你 glare at Dally.
“It wasn’t me!” Dally says.
“Yeah right.” 你 say, rolling your eyes.
“In my opinion, we are the greatest babysitters ever.” Dally said, smiling.
“Hey,” Dally whispers in your ear.
“Hey,”you whisper back.
“You’re parents home?”
“Yeah, they’re asleep.”
“So nothing fun?”
“Dally, 你 pig.” 你 laugh.
“Nah, I 爱情 just cuddling with you.” He says, snuggling closer to your body.
You’re silent for awhile, feeling the heat of his body.
“I 爱情 you.” 你 whisper.
“Not as much as I 爱情 you.” He squeezes you.
“Are 你 crying?” 你 ask as he walks in.
“No.” He mutters, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
“Yes 你 are, 你 big softie,” Ponyboy grins.
“Is she all ok?” Soda asks, still sniffling.
“Yes, she’s in perfect condition.” The doctor grins. ” 6 pounds, 9 ounces. 你 want to hold her?” He asks Soda.
Soda just nods his head. The doctor hands him the baby.
(OK INSERT SODA BABY IMAGINE HERE TO GET SODA FEELINGS)
Soda just smiles.
“Hey, Grace.” He says softly. “Hey.”
“She looks like you.” Ponyboy says to 你 as he looks over Soda’s shoulder at his niece.
“Pretty, just like her mom.” Soda glances at you.
I had it all ready.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
My parents wouldn’t care.
It would be a blessing for me to be gone.
I take a deep breath and take a final look in the mirror. My dark skin. Even darker eyes. The black hair I could never keep back. The scar on my cheek.
I run a hand through my hair, exhale, and open the mirror to see the different bottles of pills glaring at me; tempting me.
It would hurt the least. Less than the blade. But it might take longer. The rope would be quicker.
I reach for a bottle, twist the cap, and pour a few pills in my hand. I take another bottle and do the same.
I take a look at the drugs in my hand. I sigh, tilt my head back, and drop the pills in my mouth.
“JOHNNY!” I heard my drunk mother screech.
I spit the pills back into my hands.
I wouldn’t do this in front of my mother. Even though she was awful, she still is my mom. Im still her son.
“Oh?” 你 ask.
“Yeah… Uh 你 know.” He shrugs.
“I don’t know,” 你 laugh.
“You’ll see,” he grins.
你 walk into his room, and your jaw drops.
Your panties were all on his floor.
“Oh my god Dally!” 你 say.
“You obviously didn’t get the message.” He says laughing.
你 look closer at the piles of your underwear. It spells out “PROM?”
“Oh my god,” 你 laugh.
“Is that a yes?” He grins.
“Yes!” 你 say still laughing.
“I just need 你 to help me out with something…”
“What?” 你 ask.
“I’m missing the dot under the 问题 mark…”