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posted by teashaC
' Once upon a time
We swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us
And we changed
Then 你 sat alone in pride
And I sat at 首页 and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round
Til' we knocked 爱情 out
We were laying in the ring, Not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of 你 and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make 你 pain like I do
Still can't shake 你 off
I can't wait to break through these emotional changes
Seems like such a 迷失 cause
I can't wait to face you
Break 你 down so low there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you
oooh...
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posted by teashaC
I've been stranded on a lonely street
Got 迷失 in the shadows
Fell hard in the battle
Heard crys and the suffering
Walked through the darkness Left broken and heartless
I'm calling out, can 你 hear my voice?
I'm gonna find 你 through all the noise
You know there's nothing that I wouldn't do
Shine your light as I reach for 你

My 心 beats for 爱情
My 心 beats for love
It's the sound that I hear
Tells me not to give up
It breathes in my chest
And it runs through my blood
My 心 beats for 爱情
My 心 beats for love

I've been told at least a thousand times
It's not worth the struggle
The hurt or...
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I shouldn't 爱情 你 but i want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see 你 but i can't move
I can't look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so 你 know
This feelings takin control
Of me and i can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let u win now
Though 你 should know
I've tryed my best to let go of you
But i don't want to
I just gutta say it all before 你 go
Just so 你 know

It's gettin hard to
Be around you
Theres so much i can't say
And do 你 want me to hide the feelings
And look away

And i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
Cause i don't...
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posted by teashaC
Runaway love
Runaway love

Now nyte is only 18 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all alone and ain't never met her family
daddys always 首页 and she never met her mama Part of her is missing and nobody will listen
daddy is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing 首页 girls at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneaking in her room while the girls is knocked out
Trying to have his way and nyte says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
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posted by teashaC
Molly and me been on and off,but this time its different,all we had to do was take the fake ppl out of our lives,well here is a poam for my girl.

Cute
Beautiful
Hott
Everytime I see 你 there is always something else to say to you.your cute to be with,we look amazing together,ive been with ppl but there nothing like you,all this time we were 分裂, 拆分 up,all I wanted was to get back with you,i didnt know how to say"molly can we be 更多 than friends" because truth is I was afraid 你 say no,but 你 说 yes and my 心 was pounding in my chest.

The way I feel is overwhelming

Cries
Hurts
Pain
I cry cause...
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posted by teashaC
is feeling down, but trying to look up. but why look up when u see a family memeber lookin at u so i just look down so im not scared as i feel his breath 由 my head saying i lov eu an di miss u and nyte so much i cry so much as i grab nytes hand crying makin sure shes ok i look over and shes crying saying i 爱情 my brother and he was so depressed because of her he killed himself *i stare at nyte babe im here i miss him so much and yes he loved her with his whole 心 would have done anything for her.Be a 星, 星级 in some ones sky.as i am foreced to look up at the sky i see a 星, 星级 and i take a...
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posted by teashaC
im trying new writings now so hope u all like it.

<3
BLEEDS
RUNS
HIDES
GRABS THE 刀 RUNS IT INTO MY WRIST DOENST HURT THOUGH SO I LAUGH SINCE I FEEL NOTHIN AT ALL I SEE THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY WRIST ITS A LOT OF BLOOD I SEE SOEMTHING IT LOOKS VERY SCARY BUT I FEEL NOTHING,LIKE I 说 IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER TO THE PERSON 或者 THE MONSTER,AS I WALK UP TO IT I SEE THAT ITS MY GF I SEE HER BODY WITH BLOOD ALL OVER IT IM CRYING BUT WHY AM I CRYING IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER AND I TOUCH HER SHOULDER BUT ITS SO COLD IM FREEZING MY 心 IS STOPPING BUT WHEN I LOOK AT...
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posted by teashaC
people tell me they 爱情 me, but do they really 爱情 me, 或者 do they hate me, i feel worthless and i dont no why but there was this person that i loved with all my 心 and he broke up with me i sit here wondering why he did break up with me did i do somethin 或者 did he just not 爱情 me like i loved him,i sit in my house lookin at a 墙 crying ppl dont no i cry because i hide it so no one knows thats how i am though, i dont tell my sister about my life because she says its just a screen and the ppl behind the screen r just ppl that u dont no, but when i look at my screen i see ppl and i rlly...
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posted by cutiegirl01
In my life i grew up in pain a agony. I was only 2 或者 3 when i was first hit. then i got hit again over and over. another time i was hit was when i didn't take a 淋浴 the morning after i took a shower. i was late 4 school and had cuts and bruses, one went from my shoulder to the middle of my upper arm. no one asked what happened beacause no one cares what happens to me. They wouldn't even care if i died. my dad even 说 "if 你 died i would want to know right away because then i would go buy a boat" (that is what he 说 because if i died he would get all the money from insurence) even when i broke my leg my dad hit my leg on the 表 3 times then took me to the e.r. it turned in to surgery. i was in a wheelchair and on cruches for 3 in 1\2 months. now i have a scar that goes from my left ankle to just below my knee. now i didn't cry because i dont care to cry.(i do cry but rarly) My life sucks worse every 日 and i have been planing to run away. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
posted by teashaC
I can pretend that I dont see you,
I can pretend I dont wanna hold 你 when you're around,
(When you're around)
I can say that nothing was right,
But we know if I looked in your eyes I'd break down,
(yeah, lets break down)

If I could, for just one night, to be with you, to make it right,
And what we were, and what we are,
Is hidden on the, in the scars,
If I could, take 你 there,
I wont let go, this I swear,
You wont have to wonder what we are,
Cause 你 wont have to look to far,
Its in the scars, Its hidden in the scars,


If I told 你 that I 爱情 you,
But Im doing alright without 你 it'd be a lie, But...
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posted by teashaC
*looks up seeing her fight this seeing that shes not happy she was happy with me
at least thats what she tells me,is she telling the truth i dont no,i feel nothin anymore.
so now when i look up at the sky,i see black and thats it,when i look at the 草 i see my own blood from my wrist,no one to stop me 或者 hold me,thinks to myself if i could wish what would that be,it would be havin her 由 me watching her sleep,watching her every move,seeing the light shine on her,watching her glow like a star,i grab her hand i take her and put her on me saying ur ok now baby im here and ur 安全 no one is goin...
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posted by teashaC
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods 交叉, 十字架 the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the 太空 between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing...
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posted by teashaC
SITS OUTSIDE ON SOME CHURCH STEPS PRAYS TO GOD SAYING I 爱情 U SO MUCH PROTECT MY 心 PROTECT MY SOUL.ITS STARTS TO RAIN HARD AS I WALK 首页 WALKING DOWN EVERY 街, 街道 EVERY CORNER I FEEL SOEMTHIN COMING OUT OF ME I DONT NO WHAT IT IS THOUGH SO I KEEP WALKING.
BURNS
CRIES
STARTS TO DIE
I SIT ON THE GROUND AND SCREMA FOR HELP ITS RAINING SO HARD OUTSIDE THE WIND IS PICKING UP AND ITS COLD MY BODY TURINING PURLPE MY LIPS ARE TURING BLUE I ONLY HAVE A TANKTOP ON AND I HAVE SHOES ON AND SHORTS ON AS I SIT DOWN HAVING A HARD TIME BREATHING I CUT DEP INTO MY WRIST I SCREAM LOUD AND I HEAR MYSELF.
BURNS...
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posted by teashaC
Wow its like been 5 years since ive been gone..i miss my.family on here..im srry I lefy but I.just needed time I guess I needed 5 years..im happy now..i have changed sa lot.i am now 17 years old im turning 18 this year..my past is behind me..welcome to my bright future with my family and friends..i hope that my old 老友记 come back on because I miss them tones..hope ur all not mad at me cause I 爱情 u.all very much

Ok so I 说 I would never leave u guys but life wad rough for me I have had.ups and my.downs..im growing from my mistakes everyday..im.healthy I have a.healthy life..and im so happy that some of u that r on my fb helped me through so much shit these 5 years gone..my life is on here and I will never ever let anyone go..im here for now.dont know for how long but im here.