Warning: RATED T for Sexuality/Romance and Angst
Noah just sat there, on his 床, 床上 looking at the covers...confused. 'What the hell happened last night?' He thought to himself.
Flashback:
Cody and Noah were both sitting on Cody's 床, 床上 in his suite, watching the movie 'Far From Heaven' on the T.V.
Noah reached for the 爆米花 in the bowl on Cody's lap, at the same time that Cody was doing as well. Noah accidently grabbed Cody's hand...he couldn't let go...
They looked at each-other, their faces were just inches away.
Noah started to lean forward, so was Cody.
Noah turned his head slowly to the left, Cody just slowly closed his eyes, a light blush creeping to his cheeks.
Noah softly kissed Cody, both their lips were parted.
Suddenly, Noah had the erge, a feeling in his stomach and a hard flop in his mind. He brang his arm and hand up and pressed Cody's head hard.
Noah opened his mouth, Cody did as well.
Noah 迷失 control. Cody didn't care.
Noah's tongue ventured Cody's mouth, Cody did the same to Noah as Noah's feeling began to grow...he didn't know what it was...it was like his body was 'begging' not for him to stop...but to continue.
He then brought the other hand up Cody's shirt, Cody tried to fight back a moan but it pushed itself out as Noah slid his hand around Cody's waste and down to his lower-back.
Cody's moan made Noah feel the erge grow even bigger. He bit the smaller boy's lip and started to 吻乐队（Kiss） Cody's neck.
'N-N-Noah...' Cody moaned.
Noah started to suck on Cody's shoulder and brought the hand back up Cody's chest, wrinkling Cody's 衬衫 up.
Noah took the hand that was through Cody's hair and set the popcorn-bowl on the floor, once he did, he laid Cody onto Cody's bed. Noah started to 吻乐队（Kiss） him again, just as hard.
Cody put one of his hands in Noah's hair and the other inside the brown-eyed bookworm's 衬衫 and on his back.
Just as Noah was slowly reaching down to pull Cody's 衬衫 off...
they heard a knock on the door.
'Dude! 你 gotta see this! Courtney just JUMPED Duncan!' They both heard Geoff's laugh through the door.
Noah and Cody lean back...their faces still close...but to Noah...much too far.
Cody quickly looked into Noah's eyes then to his lips then back into Noah's eyes...Noah kept his eyes away.
'I umm...I gotta...go...' Cody 说 softly and got up. Noah just laid there, gazing at the covers. Cody jogged to the door, reached for the handel...right when he was turning it...he stopped.
Noah didn't dare to look back...Cody hadn't stopped looking at the knob...then he turned it again...this time, he left.
Noah felt tears sting his eyes, he quickly wiped them away...'What did I do?'
Out of flashback and back to Noah on his bed.
Noah was crying, thinking back to the night before...it seemed sureal since he had only DREAMT of 接吻 Cody like that.
Why did Cody 吻乐队（Kiss） him back, though?
Why didn't Cody push him away?
Why didn't Cody turn back, at least to say 'You're sick!'?
How did it happen?
Did Cody feel the same?
These 问题 and 更多 were traveling through Noah's brain...
He moved to the side and got out of his bed. Only in his boxers and a tank top.
He walked to his bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror.
There were small bags under his eyes, his hair was greesey and messy, his frown looked 更多 like a scowl not to mention towards himself...and there were tears staining his face from the night before and just a 分钟 ago.
He turned on the sink and splashed water onto his face. He took his toothbrush and put toothpaste on it and started brushing.
He spat into the sink and turned the water on once again to wash it all down.
Once he turned it off he walked out and back into his room. He opened his dresser droor and found his old cigarettes, he kept them just in-case he had another mood-swing.
He looked at them longingly...
'I'm such a pity...' He thought. He grabbed one and went to the balcony. He lighted it up and took a drag. He stared off to the ocean and sighed. He leaned against the rails. 2 秒 later, he took another drag.'Where has the mercy gone? Where has your wings flown off to? Why has that once shining glow above your head faded away? And please tell me, where have 你 misplaced my 心 to once again my love?'
He repeated in his head from 阅读 that saying in the book he was 阅读 the week before 'The 天使 That Guided Me'.
He continued his gaze till he heard a knock on his door. 'Noah?'
Noah's eyes widened. 'Cody...'
Noah just sat there, on his 床, 床上 looking at the covers...confused. 'What the hell happened last night?' He thought to himself.
Flashback:
Cody and Noah were both sitting on Cody's 床, 床上 in his suite, watching the movie 'Far From Heaven' on the T.V.
Noah reached for the 爆米花 in the bowl on Cody's lap, at the same time that Cody was doing as well. Noah accidently grabbed Cody's hand...he couldn't let go...
They looked at each-other, their faces were just inches away.
Noah started to lean forward, so was Cody.
Noah turned his head slowly to the left, Cody just slowly closed his eyes, a light blush creeping to his cheeks.
Noah softly kissed Cody, both their lips were parted.
Suddenly, Noah had the erge, a feeling in his stomach and a hard flop in his mind. He brang his arm and hand up and pressed Cody's head hard.
Noah opened his mouth, Cody did as well.
Noah 迷失 control. Cody didn't care.
Noah's tongue ventured Cody's mouth, Cody did the same to Noah as Noah's feeling began to grow...he didn't know what it was...it was like his body was 'begging' not for him to stop...but to continue.
He then brought the other hand up Cody's shirt, Cody tried to fight back a moan but it pushed itself out as Noah slid his hand around Cody's waste and down to his lower-back.
Cody's moan made Noah feel the erge grow even bigger. He bit the smaller boy's lip and started to 吻乐队（Kiss） Cody's neck.
'N-N-Noah...' Cody moaned.
Noah started to suck on Cody's shoulder and brought the hand back up Cody's chest, wrinkling Cody's 衬衫 up.
Noah took the hand that was through Cody's hair and set the popcorn-bowl on the floor, once he did, he laid Cody onto Cody's bed. Noah started to 吻乐队（Kiss） him again, just as hard.
Cody put one of his hands in Noah's hair and the other inside the brown-eyed bookworm's 衬衫 and on his back.
Just as Noah was slowly reaching down to pull Cody's 衬衫 off...
they heard a knock on the door.
'Dude! 你 gotta see this! Courtney just JUMPED Duncan!' They both heard Geoff's laugh through the door.
Noah and Cody lean back...their faces still close...but to Noah...much too far.
Cody quickly looked into Noah's eyes then to his lips then back into Noah's eyes...Noah kept his eyes away.
'I umm...I gotta...go...' Cody 说 softly and got up. Noah just laid there, gazing at the covers. Cody jogged to the door, reached for the handel...right when he was turning it...he stopped.
Noah didn't dare to look back...Cody hadn't stopped looking at the knob...then he turned it again...this time, he left.
Noah felt tears sting his eyes, he quickly wiped them away...'What did I do?'
Out of flashback and back to Noah on his bed.
Noah was crying, thinking back to the night before...it seemed sureal since he had only DREAMT of 接吻 Cody like that.
Why did Cody 吻乐队（Kiss） him back, though?
Why didn't Cody push him away?
Why didn't Cody turn back, at least to say 'You're sick!'?
How did it happen?
Did Cody feel the same?
These 问题 and 更多 were traveling through Noah's brain...
He moved to the side and got out of his bed. Only in his boxers and a tank top.
He walked to his bathroom and looked at himself in the mirror.
There were small bags under his eyes, his hair was greesey and messy, his frown looked 更多 like a scowl not to mention towards himself...and there were tears staining his face from the night before and just a 分钟 ago.
He turned on the sink and splashed water onto his face. He took his toothbrush and put toothpaste on it and started brushing.
He spat into the sink and turned the water on once again to wash it all down.
Once he turned it off he walked out and back into his room. He opened his dresser droor and found his old cigarettes, he kept them just in-case he had another mood-swing.
He looked at them longingly...
'I'm such a pity...' He thought. He grabbed one and went to the balcony. He lighted it up and took a drag. He stared off to the ocean and sighed. He leaned against the rails. 2 秒 later, he took another drag.'Where has the mercy gone? Where has your wings flown off to? Why has that once shining glow above your head faded away? And please tell me, where have 你 misplaced my 心 to once again my love?'
He repeated in his head from 阅读 that saying in the book he was 阅读 the week before 'The 天使 That Guided Me'.
He continued his gaze till he heard a knock on his door. 'Noah?'
Noah's eyes widened. 'Cody...'
Cody holds on his scrawny waist, massages soft dark brown hair against his finger nails while Noah gently pushes Cody on against the 墙 as he pressed his wet lips on his. He feels so safe, so comfortable and so realistic without that crazed fangirl around that happens to be Sierra.
Noah couldn't understand why she has all of his information about his lifestyle….but he was glad to know every bit of details of the adorable boy.
Noah pulls away from the embrace, panting heavily as he gaze on Cody's tale eyes dreamily. They wanted each other since 日 one.
"Your eyes are really breathtaking" Noah says, cupped his palm on the nervous boy chin. "And it's adorable."
Cody blush. "T-thanks, Noah. Your eyes are beautiful, too."
"Hmm"
Noah leans in towards, pressing on Cody's wet lips while squeezing his scrawny hips altogether and continue making out with him while the mini cam camera was filming every scene.
Noah couldn't understand why she has all of his information about his lifestyle….but he was glad to know every bit of details of the adorable boy.
Noah pulls away from the embrace, panting heavily as he gaze on Cody's tale eyes dreamily. They wanted each other since 日 one.
"Your eyes are really breathtaking" Noah says, cupped his palm on the nervous boy chin. "And it's adorable."
Cody blush. "T-thanks, Noah. Your eyes are beautiful, too."
"Hmm"
Noah leans in towards, pressing on Cody's wet lips while squeezing his scrawny hips altogether and continue making out with him while the mini cam camera was filming every scene.
