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Cinders said:
I waited until I was twenty-four before I had sex with the first time, as the was the first time I really felt comfortable enough with another human being.
And as many sexually frustrated years I had that led up to that moment, I am actually really glad that I waited for him. He knew I was a virgin, he wasn't. He waited patiently. It wasn't planned. We'd been fooling around, doing everything but sex, for a while. Finally, one night, in the heat of the moment, I told him to "fuck me." I 说 this three times, before he stopped and looked at me, then reached for a condom. I realized what he was doing, but moreover, I realized that when I'd 说 that, I had meant it, so I told him to do it.
He was slow, gentle, patient and very attentive. I couldn't have asked for a better first time experience. Yes, it hurt a little, and when it stopped hurting, I had to adjust to the sensation of someone else inside me, and no, I wouldn't say it felt "amazing" when the pain stopped, I didn't orgasm, but he did. And that look on his face, that smile... Made me warm. It didn't matter to me that I didn't orgasm - I know most women don't on their first go-around. Besides, he can make me do that in so many other ways, and he had earlier that night. I was just happy that I could give him that look of pure satisfaction and contentedness, like I never could before.
As cheesy as that may sound, that was my first time, and I really enjoyed it.
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