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Riku114 说 …
Bird wound stress :v 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
And done. 3 hours off to being a good mama bird XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Also, even though we lied and 说 the $100 we spent to get her helped was $30, my dad stil lsays it was a waste of money even though she would have likely died in the near future if we didnt 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Pretty much such lack of care for 动物 is kinda what got my parakeet killed so *shrug* Not surprising 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
All's well that ends well for now !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Btw, meditation, stretches, and breathing gym / exercises (the ones we did when I was training with an open class DCI group) are good for loosening up body tension 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ #LefterisVerified !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
嘿 你 people that cheat on 图标 Contests and/or have multiple accounts, can yall like just use your other accounts to 粉丝 this club so I can reach a number which theyll let me add a background XD Thatd be cool fam

Jk jk. Id be 更多 annoyed that the 粉丝 count would be a poor representation of the people who are / were interested in this club 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I also dont even know when that number level is XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Honestly, the ability to make Multiple Accounts could be of good use. Putting cheating, trolling / spamming and deceiving others aside, certain aspects of this Website can benefit from such support !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Im messing up my schedule and cant write cos Im in too pissy of a mood

I already missed an animal volunteer 日 since I was busy yesterday

And Im already behind on exercising :v 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Fuuuck 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I need to get out of this pointlessly disgusted disappointed mood 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Some chance of pace would do 你 good. Hope 你 managed to relax !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
If 你 are going to be a parent, please go through extensive planning before hand so 你 can be responsible with it. Even if its an accident child, please plan while pregnant.

And please

Never

Use

Pregnancy

As

A

Trap

If someone wants to go, dont force them in with a child. 你 are screwing over both your partner's life, and the kid that is being used.

If 你 are a parent, take responsibility 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
"THERE IS A SATISFACTORY AMOUNT OF SEROTONIN IN MY BRAIN RIGHT NOW CAN 你 BELIEVE" ~Gyldenyovth 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
See Riku made a mistake asking me to watch 爱情 Stage with her cuz now we get weird statements like "So Rape is ok so long as 你 put them through hell?" 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Personally, part of the reason the reason I am working mostly on my trauma and PTSD and recovering from it over all the other stuff I have is because Im like 90% sure pretty much every other issue of mine has strong roots in 说 trauma.

If I try to knock those out, theyll just come back sooner 或者 later if the thing they are rooted in isnt fixed first. Do such a thing is like trying to remove weeds 由 clipping them in half. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Akashi - KNB
Byakuya - Bleach
大炮, 加农炮 - Umineko no Koro Ni
Daiki Aomine - KNB
Eggsy - Kingsman
Ferid Bathory - Owari no Seraph
Guren Ichinose - Owari no Seraph
Hibari Kyoya - KHR
Izumi Sena - 爱情 Stage
James - Pokemon
Kano Shuuya - Kagerou Days
Lussuria - KHR
Misogi Kumagawa - Medaka Box / Muramasa - Bleach
Nagito Komaeda - Danganronpa
Ogami - Danganronpa
Peko Pekoyama - Danganronpa
Quill Peter - Marvel
Raikou - Nabari No Ou 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Saix - Kingdom Hearts Tsurara - Nurarihyon Ukyo - Amnesia Viral - Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagaan Wallace - Pokemon Xanxus - KHR Yuri - DDLC Zack Foster - 天使 of Death 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm going through my youtobe "Watch Later" which is pretty much a 列表 of 视频 I saved cos I likeed them and felt Id like to see them again in the future, so if I post a lot of 视频 on this club, thats why 发布 一年多以前
BlindBandit92 评论…
Ya I do that a bit too much with other sites tbh. 一年多以前
cool
GDragon612 说 …
eyo guys I am back nowe tehehehe
so whats up in da house =D 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
嘿 sup XD Nothing much 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Welcome back, Kitkat. Nothing much for me either. Just trying to enjoy some of Summer's freedom. How about you? 一年多以前
GDragon612 评论…
omo thank ya riku and leftie I am doing F***ing great hehe,kat is relaxed now and getting brown skin like a 浓情巧克力 *eats myself* =p 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Okay so rant time. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Part of the reason DCI is amazing - at least with the world class corps - are that they BLAST your face off while sounding great. Its one of the things that come with the name of Drum Corps and its loved. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
LAST year, a huge trend was a shit ton of amplification with microphones everywhere and shit and personally, it was quite annoying since it didnt sound nearly the same 或者 as good. Yeah, amplification for the soloist and shit is good and normal, but they went around pretty much amplifying the entire band and it was bleh. It actually became a 来源 of 辩论 among people who like DCI 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Havent looked at any of the non-west coast shows yet tho. Saving that for Finals 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
There is no pair of games 更多 addicting than Sonic Forces and Huniepop 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I am stubborn as hell, both for and against my own good XD 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
It's super annoyi-I mean charming XD 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
jk 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
mooooostly XD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
d e p e r s o n a l i z a t i o n

i s

w e i r d

a s

f u c k 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Actually I only had it for like.... two 分钟 but being slowly pushed out of your body and not being able to connect your face with your identity in the mirror for like.... that small period is weird as fuccccck 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
I leave 你 alone for three hours...Riku Riku Riku. Imma have to keep a closer eye on 你 XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Shut up :vvv 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
UPDATE. I still kinda fear and anxiety around women that look feminine and social. 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
I have a really nice 床, 床上 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
你 are in Florida 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
So is my bed. Thus...I have a really nice 床, 床上 that I get to lay on 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Why? What 你 think I meant? 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I want to lay down on a reaaalllly nice 床, 床上 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ #Relatable !!!! 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Riku now officially thinks I know nothing about how rape works 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Naaah XD I was just playing with your game 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Rape isn't a game, Riku. Seriously 显示 some restraint.... 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
They certainly wont XDDDD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
:v 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Seriously though. Its been a while since I spent 50% of the time Im awake being mildly depressed 或者 down / low mood for no reason and if 你 remove the time Im distracted, its probably a good 80% of the time.

Sometimes it goes from mildly to kinda badly at night if Im not on my A game at countering it but... eh.

Also my scale of "mild to severe" depression might be skewed cos Im referencing it off past experiences and mannnn was a bad before.

It just really sucks 屁股 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I'll be fine because its something I've had for a long while and compared to other things Ive lived through, this is literally like going back to the first dungeon in a RPG game after 你 completed the game 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Its not really concerning, but it just sucks ass. I should try to find some time to talk to some other people from my school and maybe hang out but thats a huuuuge step for me. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Yeee. I dunno if it is REALLY a good thing, but at the very least in the like... week 或者 so that Ive been on summer break, Ive probably a massed 更多 hours of genuine good mood / happiness than I did all of last years summer :v yeesh last 年 summer was bad :v But Ill take that as a positive note XD 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Oh my goooood. That was such a friggin long 日 at work.... 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
THIS 图标 HELPS MY MOOD SOME HOW 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Seriously 爱情 Stage has been great for keeping my mood up at night. Might watch it myself again after I finish it and might just keep rewatching it at night until summer is over. Either that 或者 swithc over to Romeo X juliet 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
爱情 Stage is both WAY 更多 gay than I remember and wayyyy cuter than I remember 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly my dad going back to actually laying a hand on my mom is really all it takes. Im like... pretty sure I might just call social services on my dad so I can perhaps go to UC Davis feeling like Im not leaving my mom alone to be beat 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Because apparently hes perfectly fine hitting my mom when my back is turned and not watching him with the constant unspoken threat that Ill kick his 屁股 when he tries to 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
And I have been disowned 由 him for saying he deserves the deepest layer of hell, which honestly to that I say "Good riddance" 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
^ 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Had to beat my dad for hitting my mom. Would have put him in a chokehold until he fainted if my mom let me. 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Lefteris knows how much I want cannibalism in Danganronpa so if I don't get any from V3, I'm blaming him 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Gotta let it go, my Man XD !!!! 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 说 …
Let’s watch Riku sleeping

https://imgur.com/a/DY4lSo8 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
That kinda Creepy though... 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
Be quiet xD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I 爱情 watching Riku sleep 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
I'm so fucking angry....

The one time Riku actually wants to stay up and hang out and I fell asleep in my chair.

ugh....I'm just so pissed off right now.

and she's asleep so all I can do is vent in 随意 places. UGH 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
fuck my life 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
fuck my job for making me tired 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
Drink soda 或者 coffee xD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm honestly not used to the feeling of people liking me and wanting me just for being myself and doing nothing. Its not something my mind can 包, 换行 itself around properly. 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Gotta get used to it because we wouldn't have it any differently XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Seriously tho, pretending your intrusive thoughts are some really annoying blabby outspoken person make it a lot easier XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Suggestions: 12-year old X-Box kid, annoying backseat driver, super uptight religious lady, Know it all Greg, Casper the Wanna-Be Horror Ghost 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Personally, I dont really like seeing little kids too often since it usually puts into perspective the shit I was going through.

I 爱情 kids and all, but I always have that "Oh shit." moment when I realize how young I really was. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Hot diggity, I had to get new headphones cos my old ones were pretty shitty and I had to like... mess with it to hear 音乐 right

And shit the ones I got my boyfriend a while back for a gift were AMAZING.

I got him better headphones than I currently had :v I mean I only buy heaphones once a 年 and usually go for whats cheap / on sale rather than anything else

But dang. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm honestly quite concerned my mom wont maintain the attention and training Ive done with Lucy and Avery over the 年 Ill be gone at UC Davis without an ability to have a pet :/ 发布 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
Don't 你 know anyone who can temporarily adopt your birds who is expert with training? 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Nah I wouldnt trust that honestly. And no not particularly cos Im the bird person in the like... entire school XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Best person I know is my older sister who is in Utah but getting them there is.... eh. 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Man I know I have to write her bio but T-T

Poor Koko....I feel bad for her having such a fucked up premise 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
:v I dont thinks shes half as bad as like 30% if not 更多 of mine XD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I kinda wanna play the School Days Visual Novel XD 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Same. I might not be a big 粉丝 of the Series in general but it is certainly intriguing !!!! 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Fanfic: Anal bead 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
*Colorful anal bead 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
*Colorful singular anal bead 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Welp. Riku accidentally added $50 onto her Steam when she meant to wait for my response.

So I guess I don't have to be indecisive on the big commitment Danganronpa games with Riku is XD

Cuz I am now $48.58 cheaper. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
你 are welcome for me accidentally clicking "Purchase" while I was setting it up as a possibility. Now we both have Danganronpa V3 and didnt have any indecisiveness XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Welp. I literally accidentally added $50 onto my Steam when I meant to just consider, check my account, then buy it

So I guess I dont have to be indecisive about buying Danganronpa V3

Cos if I have $54 on my Steam, I might as well. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Hopefully my PC can handle it 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
If not itll be put off till I proabbly get a new computer part way through 或者 before college XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
ACCIDENTS CAN BE SO WONDERFUL AT TIMES !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Apparently spending 3 hours cleaning bird shit makes 你 smell really bad 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
或者 it makes the birds smell nice 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Me: Im having stomach issues

Psychiatrist: Its probably the medicine - eat yogurt daily

Me: Kay *does it for a week and then stops*

*four months later*

Me: Yeah I kinda got used to stomach issues. They dont really stop so *shrug*

Mom: Its probably the medicine

Me: Yeah I was told to eat yogurt

Boyfriend: Then eat yogurt

Me: Ugh but thats so much work. Fineeeee

*literally hasnt had stomach issues since I started eating yogurt again* 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Yes, I am the type that would be too lazy to ask for and eat yogurt daily even if it means Ill be having daily stomach and digestional issues everyday 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Im honestly the type that takes a huge push to ask for what I need tho. Like I should probably ask for some kind of orthopedics cos my feet are getting flat af and it has been hurting 更多 and 更多 XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Yogurt can be really nice XD It has certainly done wonders for me !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
It helps 由 lining the stomach XD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Part of the reason and manner I managed to repair my mental health and stay mostly in a good mood is cause I got really good at deciphering which thoughts were necessary and which werent and avoided letting the unnecessary negative ones linger

But honestly when they last a whole day, morning to night, it gets kinda hard to keep the energy to constantly decipher which it is and sort it and mentally focus on not letting it get to you.

Yesterday was rough 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I could use some genuine affection though.

I will let that statement stay on the 墙 since its true. 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Never hesitate to seek it out. There are those who are genuinely willing to give it to 你 !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I honeslty do not handle the social isolation (or rather demand for me to actually go and put effort into talking to people), lack of a set schedule and goal, weather, and amount of time at 首页 I get in summer

It just really makes summer really bad for my mental health and shit. Especially with college being added among all that for my brain to try to make me anxious 或者 depressive over.

It was starting yesterday and it put SO much effort to it today 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Man I just 爱情 the game Sonic Forces so much. It gives me such a feeling of bliss. I even loved it so much, I wanted to invite Riku to watch.

She 说 no. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
XD 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Look at her. I'm deeply saddened and she smiles. 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
A cruel mistress she is 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Also I dunno if I sound like it, but I dont hate YandereDev 或者 anything. Its just a bit of a shattered image I had before. I still do appreciate his work towards things and his ability to chase his dream and all, plus I understand where he is coming from. I just disagree with his personality and his actions.

Personally, Im still going to follow its development, but yeah. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Ugh. Its literally been two days into being out of school - a literal weekend worth

And my brain is already excited to start Summer Mental Hell-th 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Dissociation feels like that really disorientating feel when 你 were REALLY deeply asleep 或者 engrossed into your dream and wake up completely confused as to where 你 are, who everyone is, and whats going on for a good few seconds

Cept it isnt a few 秒 and 你 werent asleep 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
And Im saying this not cos of dissociation but cos I was napping in the car and kept going back to sleep when I woke up and I was and still am extremely disorientated to the point my balance is kinda off, my words are slurred and sentences make noooo sense. XD Super extremely disorientated and the length of this post-sleep disorientation is almost getting concerning 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
"Why didnt 你 just leave? Why didnt 你 tell someone?"

I was kinda watching a Doki Doki Natsuki 粉丝 game episode randomly and those 问题 came up and honestly, when it comes to child abuse - 或者 abuse overall, there is a lot that goes into it. Especially if it has been long term. At that point, 你 dont say anything and dont leave because its the normal and everyone 你 live around seems to feed into that 'normal'. Sometimes they let 你 know doing so would make things worse. etc. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Personally, even now I bite my tongue on it because personally, telling anyone who can actually do anything about it and maybe getting a bit of help to fix my family situation, is really not worth the side effects and probable disowning of everyone in my family except my oldest sister. Id rather keep those bridge open than loose financial support from my parents while Im at college for years and possibly loose my middle sister as family 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
There is A LOT that goes into it, and personally, my experience with people who do hear about the situation, they really have a hard time grasping how hard / bad of an idea actually telling people who can fix it 或者 leaving is, can be, 或者 can seem to the person being abused 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
"If someone were REALLY that bad, at that point 你 would just leave?!" Honestly... no, not if that was the every day. There are a lot of people that are that bad 或者 worse than how Natsuki's dad was portrayed and they are never actually told about. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Im trumpet sexual 发布 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
link 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly, I dont even know what my brain was 或者 where I was in the past years.

Like... Seriously, especially in 9th grade, I was literally like... crazy. I really should have had a therapist then. But to be fair, 9th and 11th grade werent that far apart in how badly I should have had a therapist. XD Just I had one in 11th grade. Who knows how bad 11th grade could have been without one 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
My face is so badly burnt 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Gotta be careful in such a Climate. Do not stand in the Sun for long. Especially if there's isn't any sort of protection to be applied !!!! 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
Aw feel better 💐 一年多以前
BlindBandit92 评论…
^ 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
XD The graduation cooked our faces 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
God what the fuck is wrong with me....I don't want to worry anyone, but I had a completely 100% legit urge to mail my income tax money 下一个 年 to Riku so she can buy a computer....

My grasp on how important it is to not waste money combined with my desire to give things to people is really scary sometimes. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
^ 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I am officially graduated and officially on summer vacation!

BUT EVEN BETTER

STEAM SUMMER SALE WOO

PEOPLE GET AMNESIA WHILE ITS $3

加入 MY CULT 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
ONCE AGAIN, CONGRATULATIONS, RIKU !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly though, I dont really like eating with my whole family 或者 doing family events without my boyfriend simply because I just feel out of place, awkward, and like a sore thumb. It usually just feels like Im intruding 或者 just dont simply mesh with the people there and the conversations they talk about so I honestly kinda avoid eating with them.

Thus why I kinda DONT want a graduation dinner. Its just... eh. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
If I could have one with just one of my sisters, then one with the other, cool. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
But just everyone together its just... eh. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Tomorrow I graduate for real. Wooooo.

Finally done with high school XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly tho kinda feels weird to be joining the 潮流粉丝俱乐部 College Kids Club cos Ive always been the like... little maknae of the people XD 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
link 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Also, I welcome 你 to the Club XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So i have my sims on Free Will and try not to intervene much out of guiding them to fufill wishes and I ended up on a 日期 with one of my RP characters since he asked me out

>character is known for being mentally unstable and psychotic / psychopathic
>arrives to a completely empty lot
>empty lot is 由 交叉, 十字架 roads
>tries to watch a movie but instead goes to tour the theatre
>dumpster dives with date
>gets nauseous and vomits
>chases deer
>apparently the 日期 ended at some point 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Meanwhile Wanta's 日期 with an RP character consisted of her complaining, them lookign at a painting, then splitting up 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
XD 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Riku: "Dammit Wanta! I was expecting 你 to say something serious!"

Wanta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1WCFbdOOmOY 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
XD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Once you've gotten to the point of hating yourself and wanting to die and trying stuff recommended for BFRB, 鹦鹉 feather pulling, self mutilation, and drug addiction to stop plucking, 你 gain a large resistance to the disheartening feels of a relapse since its hard to hold yourself accountable 或者 to have your hopes dropped when 你 kinda never had them high in the first place 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
It really wont go away until things are fully handled, and thats in the best situation. I am just kind of still trying a bit out of formality and stubbornness 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
But really, try to not do something most people dont do for like.... 9-10 years straight with little success despite massive effort, research, attempts, trials, methods, etc. At a certain point, it just becomes the usual annoying friend 你 got paired up with 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Literally looked into a long scientific lab 报道 on 鹦鹉 feather plucking and trichotillomania in hopes itd bring up some interesting information. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly my parents are so disgustingly judgmental and in denial over it.

Like pretty much assuming my sister is aspirationless, goalless, and doesnt want to do anything / CANT do anything because she cant / wont answer their 问题 right away.

I tried explaining my older sister's reasoning, backing, and shit cos they were trash talking her in front of me and my oldest sister is the one Ill defend to the death

And just right over their head and ignored 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Talking to them about anything that doesnt fit their initial view of hwo things are is like arguing with a three 年 old plugging their ears going "LALALALALALA I CANT HEAR YOU" cos they dont listen at all 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Rikus 最喜爱的 character from G-Senjou no Maou would likely be Tokita Yuki 或者 just Maou. Blind's would prolly be Shiratori Mizuha. Lefteris I would say....eh....Haru 或者 Ei-chan.

Clearly for me Haru is the best. My 最喜爱的 由 a wide margin.

God I loved that game. I might play another 50 hours of it just cuz I 爱情 the characters so much...or I might hold out for Riku to get the game and I might watch her read it XD 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Additional thought: Miwa Tsubaki's excessively positive attitude might also make her a 最喜爱的 of Lefteris' 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ It seems that my affection for the Cheerful Types has been made apparent huh? XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Putting that aside, they look pretty interesting. I'm especially intrigued 由 Haru from I have seen so far. I can say the same though for the Girls 你 mentioned for the others XD I'll have to play the Game and see !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Also, 你 dont realize how much tension plucking removes until 你 start doing it 或者 a substitute for it (shaving) and feel the odd, subtle, but strong euphoria and whole body relaxation

Its honestly like a drug. Kind of why I have yet to be able to ever stop completely over the past nine 或者 so years.

Quite literally I've looked up ways to stop Trich and other BFRBs, self harm and cutting, and drug addiction and little of it has actually helped 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Oh and no worries XD Im not annoyed 或者 frustrated 或者 anything like that. I just was making a joke below and felt like rambling a bit less jokingly about it. Personally my approach to it is to keep a subtle attempt but until I get my main stressors fixed, I doubt Ill actually be able to lessen the plucking to the degree I want. Its too deeply entangled in PTSD, GAD, OCD, dissociation, and all to be able ot be removed first. If anything, its probably the last thing Ill be able to handle. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Just because any one of the others can easily bring it back in five 秒 或者 less 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
No but the post below XD

I was going to take a shit before 床, 床上 and I was like "Geesh my legs are hairy. 你 know I could let off some tension 由 shaking small really hairy patches on my leg instead of pluckign which is 99.99% healthier"

Then look shaved a little too much

So then I just 说 fuck it and shaved a chunk to make it even

Then 说 fuck it and shaved the whole left 小牛 to make it look right

Then realized I had to do the same to my right 小牛 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Quite honestly tho, this is the only reason my legs get shaved 75% of the time. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Help. I accidentally shaved my left leg 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
I think Riku fits into a new category I'm dubbing "Utsudere" 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
whats that XD 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Utsu means strike 或者 hit XD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
O-oh... god...

I was bored and now Im finding major shit on YandereDev's character and personality..

...

I mean I still like his goals and his personality he can 显示 on the channel but...

uh.... why do all the youtubers I have turn out to have majorly assholish genuine characters..?

I wonder how Markiplier is doing. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Thats sad. I used to like him but hes a bit.... of a... er... 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Ugh. XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Still gonna follow the progress but Imma just kinda ignore his whining 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Shh. Riku doesnt know I gave up on forcing myself to eat during my lunch breaks. If she finds out, she’ll hassle me 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
*Tells Riku* !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
:v 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I am REALLY good with anxious 动物 apparently.

Theres this dog I was helping watch for a few hours for reason I cant elaborate for and apparently hes super scared of and barks / tries to bite 98% of strangers excluding my older sister and apparently me.

In fact, he kissed my face within like... 15 秒 of knowing me cos I gave him like.... 5 秒 to sniff my hand, 5 秒 of head scratch, then like went right up to his face XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Im really good with most 动物 tbh. Cos I have never encountered a situation where someones like "Oh he usually doesnt like strangers" and NOT had the animal 爱情 me 或者 at least like me immediately 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
动物 have their way of sensing Kindness and Love. It is only natural !!!! 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
I referred to it as “they could sense she was genuine” 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Was randomly humming when I realized I just somehow seamlessly transitioned from Bleach to Taylor 迅速, 斯威夫特 and then into Pokemon bike 音乐 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I am taking applications for people to be my dad for Fathers Day. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
jk jk dark humor XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly Fathers 日 is pretty meaningless to me. Never really meant anythign since my dad is much 更多 likely to throw a tantrum, get upset, and start doing annoying shit if we were to mention it than anything else. Since he has this thing about celebrating holidays that pisses him off. 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ Uhhh... Sure... *Brings the whip* When do 你 want to get started, Wantaboy? 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
你 see, I know Im an extrovert - a highly selective one at that - because my definition of "me time" isnt 阅读 a book, watching TV, 或者 doing something on my own

It usually refers to time being 由 the computer 或者 doing casual calm stuff like walks 或者 watching TV with people I find relaxing, simple, and can be comfortable around and just lounge doing nothing

RARELY do I ever think of actually spending "me time" alone 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
If only there was a way 你 could combine watching TV AND being 由 the computer.... 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
谷歌 : How to get social things done at the same time as sleeping? 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Oh shit thats high level dissociation 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I dont think I could let myself do that :v 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Me: Im so tired

Me: I should probably sleep

"Then 你 should. 你 sound tired"

Me: Nah. I havent been awake long enough. ... I mean had free time enough

"Is there anything 你 are craving to do rn then?"

Me: Sleep.

Me: ... but I wont 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
#Relatable !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
*curls up in a ball of tired*

tomorrow is possibly / probably 更多 tiring and annoying 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
#Same !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Also, after the band banquet, I am glad to leave behind a legacy in the band and school. I raised so many children and so many of them are major band leaders, people taking part in activities, and major people in the school.

It makes me glad. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly, no one wants me to leave :v 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
I know the feeling. 你 going to Davis sucks 屁股 cuz 你 won't be online NEARLY as much. 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
It is only understandable after this long. A person like 你 would certainly be missed !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly I just kind of want to talk about something. A lot of my band knows me as the Rookie Collector / Dad / Satan and all that stuff, and its very fitting and everything. I put A LOT of work into gaining those titles

But really, there was one person - Jacob Gordon - who literally probably put my character on the path to the nice place it is now 更多 than most others. He was the person that took ME in as a rookie and honestly was the person that made me want to stay in band 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I used to be really angsty, really depressed, and really didn't want to involve myself with people and for the most part, felt like a bit worthless and excluded in the band and all. I pretty much kinda expected that to continue and really just kinda went passively through my trumpet playing and my socializing and he kinda just busted himself in my life because he noticed me and my friend at the time playing Pokemon, that to the point that, despite my poor playing ability, he 说 hed want me and my friend to be his left and right hand when he becomes section leader. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly, it took a while for it to fully set in, but it really changed my whole view of band and probably people as a whole. I actually felt welcome and like there was someone there who I could kinda look to for how to act in the band and everything. I was really excited to be his right hand even tho I didnt feel it was anywhere in view, but he ended up suddenly saying he wouldnt be attending the school 下一个 year. Never told me why. Just 说 he was switching to the neighbor school 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Well said. He certainly sounds like a great person !!!! 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Riku is a very oddly fellow. 发布 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
Riku is a very oddly tired fellow. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
^ 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^^ !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Like if 你 too have an irrational fear of spiders 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
YEP !!!! 一年多以前
SilentForce 评论…
I don't 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
My fear is entirely rational 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
日 834: Riku still doesnt understand the concept of being just straight 或者 just gay. 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
34? 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Rule 34? 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
I see your game 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
I just beat Riku at math 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Come and get me UC Davis 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
What is your life indeed. I know it can hurt to always be 秒 best, but 你 have to understand that some of us just have a natural talent for the precise sciences. 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
If 你 work hard at it, 你 could even be 3/8 the math wiz I am. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I've been asked this before, but my memory loss / memory failures pretty much stretch back... two 或者 three tops. Its after that point that my memory gets really foggy if really existent at all.

I have a really strong procedural and declarative memory which makes it so I can excel in school, but episodic / autobiographical memory is literal shit.

The furthest back I can clearly remember can be as short as like... a few days to a week. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
The furthest back I can decently remember is probably a couple weeks. And the furthest back I can honestly expect myself to reliably remember is a couple months 或者 so if 你 arent asking for specifics 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Like IRL 老友记 like teasing me over back tracking 随意 yet notable details of the days and seeing me buffer XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Most of my memories kinda become a blur really quickly tho. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
"You gotta have that amnesiac goldfish memory looked at" ~Wanta @ Riku 2018

:v :v :v 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Seriously, 你 dont realize how bad my memory is until 你 talk to me a lot for like... a 年 straight 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Cos then 你 get me being like "nope. No memory of that" to something huge XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
It is certainly quite the agreeable Quote XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I dunno, some how at some point, I came to really like Yuri's psychoness at least as an aesthetic and ended up solidifying her as a favorite?

I think this is the power of me actually giving titles to characters.

Once I give them a special title, its like adding a multiplier to how much I 爱情 them for no other reason than the fact I decided to make it official and rank them special XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Its quite interesting though. Psychoness tend to make me like them 更多 总体, 整体 或者 as a relatable character, but oddly it adds to her waifuness. Which I know isnt odd overall, but for me I tend to not find much in insane girls as waifus. For the most part I like the firm and self confident 或者 the really cute and soft ones 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
This is why I don't write side stories. Like...friggin living up to the bar Riku set is so stressful... 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
If I could get personal 太空 that would be niceee.. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
或者 silence / noise quiet enough I can block it out wtih 音乐 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
I am definitely going to buy 你 some noise cancelling earmuffs 或者 something. 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
*makes an image 编辑 of a character Riku used to be obsessed with*

Riku: "who dat?"

Me: *walks to corner of depression* 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
嘿 I WAS PRETTY SURE BUT MAKING SURE 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
PLUS IM TIRED AS SHIT WITH A HEADACHE SO STFU XD 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
你 all saw 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
If Yuri is Libitina, shell probably be 更多 of a 最喜爱的 of mine XD 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
I can see why XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I have a bad headache and am sore... 发布 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 评论…
link 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
A Q U A

G O T

N O R T E D 发布 一年多以前
JetBlack_ 说 …
I’m just going to hide here 😅because my last post on 随意 supposed to be funny but now I’m just scared xD 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
link 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So me and Wanta started playing Sims, him watching me and we are working on making the RP characters on there.

So far the two interactions between the three we made (two being as pets XD) is very accurate to how theyd probably be in the RP 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Sims could provide a good ground for the RP indeed XD 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
I could make a reality 显示 off the drama I had to deal with today 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Its so interesting change of events that Aqua is now dark and shit dude. She got Norted 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Seriously.... That was a hugeee bomb drop and the creators are like "lol 你 guys reacted just as much to this as 《冰雪奇缘》 for real???" 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Cos Aqua is so.... so much of the face of #TeamLight 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
No one really thought shed go dark 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
"Imbeciles... 你 would knowingly shackle your 心 to a chain of memories born of lies? 你 would be one who has a heart, yet cast aside your heart's freedom?! 你 turn from the truth because your 心 is weak.... 你 will never defeat me!"

Literally have been listening to those 34 秒 on repeat as my "music" for the past three days. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly, there was a point when Organization XIII from Kingdom Hearts felt like a really large extended metaphor for the extreme emptiness and apathy I had so there was actually a point when I mentally had the entire concept of Organization XIII on my relatable 列表 XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
That being said, I was told 由 they who shall not be named that 你 couldnt identify with an entire game XD Which I wasnt cos I never really got to that point, but it was really close to me back then and did help make sense of my mind at the time 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I have a much higher preference and care for characters seen in KH 358/2 days tbh. Mostly because it was my first game that made me fall in 爱情 with Kingdom Hearts. So where as the Organization XIII might be something that popped in after KH2 and a bit in it, but to me SORA popped into the story after 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Organization XIII are the OGs for me and the characters I personally care the most about. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Dude so hyped for the 下一个 图标 round. Just made probably the most complex 图标 that took the most time for me to make in a long while if over all. 11 layers on pixlr to make it and I personally think I captured what I meant to display pretty well. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Also Wanta will always be better at text than me 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Isn't today just lovely tho? 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Also, you're welcome XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly though. My older-middle sister seems to have gone from spoiled to "princess" "Im entitled to ____".

Like Im not kidding, she claimed to have a right to have a reserved restaurant graduation celebration in Beverly Hills with all her 老友记 being paid for my my parents with none of the money coming from her own pocket 或者 her 老友记 pocket

Plus she was SUPER upset me and my oldest sister were pointing out how expensive that is 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Then proceeded to trash talk me and twist my words and lie to make me evil in the eyes of my mom who wasnt here and when I couldnt argue cause she can cry faster and louder 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Shes all like "Dad says its fine" but like... my dad will say anything is fine when it comes to money since he refuses to let us know anything on our financial situation and would never admit hes failing 或者 is limited at the only thing hes worth for in this family 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly I just needed to get that out of my system when I wasn't in a bad mental state 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
天使 of Death the 日本动漫 starts July 6, 2018 apparently so #Hype for that too 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
But Riku doesnt watch 日本动漫 anymore 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I also should really cut back in how much I jokingly say "Imma stab someone" 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
#Yangire !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Well apparently I tested on my Math Placement test with 7 points higher than the minimum for the hardest class I could take and 3 higher than the minimum Trig sub score XD

I mean Imma go for the 秒 hardest since Math 21M says "Should only be considered if 你 got a 5 on the AP Calculus BC exam" and I got a 3 on that one XD So Imma be 安全 and not kill myself the first 年 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
That's certainly good to know XD !!!! 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Messenger on 潮流粉丝俱乐部 is the only website that lags for me. #MySacrifice 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
I meant 脸谱 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
But now that I think of it, Fanpop's messenger thing is also super shitty and always lags my stuff out when I'm on it 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
So it still works 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
But mostly its Facebooks messenger that fucks up my computer. 一年多以前