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JetBlack__ 说 …
Psh.. riku is all high and mighty now xD 发布 ·12个月前
Riku114 评论…
I AM BACK ·12个月前
Riku114 说 …
I havent been able to touch the internet much for a few days and probably wont for the 下一个 two XD 发布 ·12个月前
Riku114 说 …
So in Pre-Retreat we...

1) Dont know who owns a baggage cos no one claims it so we might have 迷失 some one

2) Played Spike the Section LEader with a Bag

3) Claimed a section dog

4) Claimed a section Ikea Shopping 大车, 购物车 found on the street

5) Tired XD 发布 ·12个月前
Riku114 说 …
Gosh Im tired as heck XD Lots of fun. I 爱情 my new section to be honest and for the first time in years, I was the one adopted rather than the other way around. 发布 ·12个月前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Great you're having fun while at it. Keep it strong, Rikubun !!!! ·12个月前
GDragon612 评论…
try to sleep well Riku~bun<3 ·12个月前
Riku114 说 …
:v tfw 你 have to wake up at 4 am, its 11 pm, 你 have a long long 日 tomorroq and youve been trying to sleep for the past 小时 and cant :v 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm blank. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Literally just staring at the screen for 分钟 at end 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Never consciously dissociated this hard without breaking into a different mode / persona of sorts 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Me: I wonder what a 随意 post from a 年 以前 says

Me, a 年 ago: "anxiety"

Me: ...

Me, a 年 ago: "anxiety anxiety anxiety"

Me: *gently pats my year-ago self's back* 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Man Im pooped. Exhausted, tired, and pooped.

Not like actual poop but like...

Energy poop 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Man I get overwhelmed when multiple people are talking to me and asking me for information I dont know on the spot and dont have time to look up cos they are rushing for an answer.

On the other side, Ramune is an okay substitute for Dr. Pepper when it comes to chilling down from that. 发布 一年多以前
cool
GDragon612 说 …
yooooo Riku and CO !!! Have an fantastic weekend!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Peace and out kat meow xD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
XD My weekend will be chaotic to be completely honest with you. Heading off to college this weekend 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ Hang in there, Rikubun. You'll pull through that Chaos just fine !!!! 一年多以前
GDragon612 评论…
welcome in the chaos hehe =D 你 are not alone riku =p ·12个月前
Riku114 说 …
There are the times when 你 have to put energy to hold yourself up when your mental health is trying to make 你 curl up and shut down.

But just surviving isnt good enough. As difficult as it is, 你 have to push yourself a little extra. Do something to make sure 你 keep it up and remind yourself that 你 are better than the whispers in your head are trying to convince 你 that 你 are. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
When an old nostalgic Green 日 song is one of your options for Audition 音乐 for your upcoming marching band

https://tinyurl.com/y9vjxx79 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
The Nostalgia vibes are pretty strong indeed. Green 日 is always the way. Awesome !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I will 爱情 anyone who will massage my thighs rn XD

Jkjk that job and prize is already taken

But geesh my thighs are sore XD 更多 so closer to my knees but specifics dont matter 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Ughh... Finding the perfect finger 领, 衣领 for your significant other to claim them as your partner is hard. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Huh... I might have to figure out how to be emotionally vulnerable... 或者 just normal but like... emotionally vulnerable for my standards again.

Since I wont have my boyfriend around for three months and hes been the only place I can be entirely genuine with my emotions. Cause if I dont I think Ill kinda go back a good few steps and snap again and thats not good. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
When things get down to it, theres usually something to tend to neglect that can easily disrupt and cause problems both in your personal and interpersonal life. If 你 can figure out what 你 lack a balance of, 你 can likely make 更多 harmony in your life 由 balancing it out. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Happy 9/11 da-

Oh shit no. Thats not what 你 say 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Also I stopped playing Dragon Age. Something abotu it just cant keep me drawn in. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I should watch some 日本动漫 again... 或者 read Medaka Box again... choices... choices... 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
I have been considering of rereading Medaka Box as well. It would be nice to have someone on the same pace to discuss while doing so !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
That sounds cool honestly. As the last two breathing fans, I like the idea 一年多以前
SilentForce 评论…
I've actually been planning to read the "Medaka Box" 日本漫画 for quite a while now 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
"You took most of what I introduced to 你 and showed 你 and took it to the extreme Riku. My 老友记 that saw 你 grow up say 你 are like me, but level two - 或者 更多 meanly put - Scar 2.0" ~ My Oldest Sister 'ScarlettGriffin'

Im not going to say shes wrong, at least during my childhood XD Most of the notable things (good and bad) I had from her was cause I took her 建议 或者 introductions to things to an extreme 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Like... anime, Guardians of Gahoole, some 更多 immoral tendencies I had, Trichotillomania, etc 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Its mainly since even as a kid I was kind of an all 或者 nothing kind of person. I either have little interest and dont involve myself with it much at all, 或者 I get strongly invested into it. One 或者 the other 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
And back when I was younger, my oldest sister was the closest thing I had to a parent figure so she kinda introduced me to a lot of things and a lot of concepts / 查看 to take a look at 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
*deep breath* As much as I 爱情 change and 爱情 growth and am excited for college, the massive change just gives me that natural halt and paralyze-anxiety moments in my head.

I have everything pretty planned out and back up plans to follow with it and everything. I set everything up so that transition should be both pretty good and considerably easy, but honestly, no matter how much I prepare and plan, I cant stay that the base fact that MAJOR things of my life are changing 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
ISNT at all a bit anxiety causing. I know itll be fine and I know Ill flourish, but honestly going from my rather regular life style Ive had for... at least six 或者 seven years and abruptly change both the environment, the frequency of which I am able to be around my boyfriend, and simple school is a tad bit intimidating 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Im really driven and confident, but I still am a normal 17 (almost 18) 年 old with severe anxiety XD So as much as my drive and confidence lately has done GREAT to balance the scales, I'm still quite human in the way that such a strong shift with a distance long enough that I cant reliably say I have my family and boyfriend covering my back like they usually do (at least my family with driving and making sure I eat and get basic needs done) 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
A 年 或者 two 以前 Id be having a major panic attack 或者 anxiety attack over this to be honest. Now I just have a few 秒 of paralysis when I think about it too much and maybe a bit of avoidance in actually thinking about it too much. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Had a great first party of three (possibly four since it sounds like people want to celebrate a little on my actual birthday in Davis) XD Went swimming, spent an 小时 playing Rocket League and Fortnite while just being goofs, then just like... two 或者 three hours watching memes and other hilarious Youtube.

Pretty awesome tbh. Plus it was enough of a success they want me to organize a get together in the winter when everyone is back together. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly, all my non-trumpets canceled / didnt get back to me after saying they wanted to go, but I really dont mind. The trumpet section had this great bond and all with one another. It was amazing to spend the 日 with them 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Great to know that 你 had an awesome time !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So lets run a progress check on how much Ive improved over the past three years with my ability to think of myself as worthy and comfortable with being slightly vulnerable 由 asking for people to hang out with me for my birthday... 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
2016: Literally took three therapy sessions over three weeks of my therapist telling me how I NEED to have a birthday party and hwo he wants me to have one and my mom and sister bugging me to do it. I reluctantly invite THREE people to 晚餐 for my birthday. Spend the week before it very uncomfortable and lowkey panicking and begrudingly checking up on who can make it. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
2017: Willingly, on my own accord, set up a birthday party. Very uncomfortable still. Not really wanting to do it, but knowing its good. Freaked out internally for like half a week. Enjoyed it, invited like ten people, about five appeared. 一年多以前
JetBlack__ 评论…
An inspiration. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Once I got through the Arguement Armament that was bugged on Hard, I got the full ending of V3 and it sucks less with the last bit but still annoyed me and pissed me off for the most of it. But thats just my opinion.

Im not on the side of "I hated the ending" but I 更多 so on the "I disliked the ending". 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Actually it continued past what I thought and I like it better. Im neutral on the ending. Really executed poorly through most of the Chapter, but I suppose they ended it good enough 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I will not say that none of my gripes I was going on before dont exist though. Its not a great ending 或者 a good one, but its not THAT horrible since it cleared up one of my larger gripes 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
It is only fair. I am glad that 你 went back at it and finished the whole thing yourself, having a somewhat better reception of it nonetheless. That is what the DR Experience is all about !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I might sleep early cos my headache is making me tired 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Yeah V3s Ending is an Ending I will pretend NEVER happened 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I closed out of the final Armament arguement cos I didnt feel like doing it and if I have to redo the ending, Ill research the characters and watch other people talk to them and whatever. If I have to do 更多 than the armament, Im honestly not thinking its worth it 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Its a sad 日 when I dont put a positive review for a Danganronpa game. As much as the first five chapters were pretty good (save how annoying Atua got), when combining the ending, the sheer lack of connection to the past story, the sheer lack of a conclusion to the 前一个 stuff, and how buggy it was as a PC port, I just couldnt say Id recommend it unless it goes on a major sale 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
^Nah, as I 说 in PM, I still 爱情 the game. Its just the ending is baaad 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Ugh. V3's ending so far is so predictable, underwhelming, and kinda annoying that I actually stopped mid-climax cause I was getting bored and tired of them jammering on about the thing I predicted from like the prologue. 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Always finish what 你 start. Things aren't always exactly what they seem, Rikubun !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Danganronpa Chapter 5 Ending

Favorite Male Ranking:
Kokichi Ouma
Gonta Gokuhara / Kaito Momota
Shuichi Saihara / Keebo
Korekiyo Shinguji / Ryoma Hoshi

(Rantarou Amami is unsorted)

Favorite Female Ranking:
There honestly isnt a ranking.
I just know that I dont
Care much for Tsumugi
或者 Angie much currently
This weird spacing for this
Is for the aesthetic of a ranking 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I also realized while thinking about it to myself that the reason Im 更多 ENTJ than ENTP is the line "Honestly, my plans and shit arent that limiting. I 爱情 the ability to adapt and branch out into different options so I always ADD IT INTO MY PLANS"

I had to pause there and kinda realize I plan to not plan and thats probably why Im 更多 of a J than P XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
If I was in Danganronpa Universe:

"I am The Ultimate High School Level Bird"

"Dont 你 mean Bird Owner 或者 Bird Expert"

"No Bird" 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Personally, as dumb as it sounds, the way 你 walk, stand, and sit can really affect your confidence I believe. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Definately add dress into there too 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
TFW 你 are listening to one of your 最喜爱的 Project Diva Future Tone songs and 你 feel 你 fingers not tapping to the beat but rather to the rhythm it memorized to clear the game XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I honestly dont know why I like "This is the Happiness and Peace of Mind Commitee" so much 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Im SO fucking blind and dumb XD Im not kidding 你 XD How did I jsut realize this 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Four fucking years guys. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Possibly even 更多 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
STILL didnt realize it 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Oh my fucking god I feel so fucking dumb XD XD

Im so retarded and blind XD XD

For all of 你 that think I understand myself really well and my mental health, 你 just hear me out right here XD

Ill change that for you. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Cause I just realized that back when I used to have VERY aggressive responses to people 展示 me affection to the point of going to mental, emotional, and psychological torture and probably the most blood thirsty language and manipulation 你 can think of and in two cases actually getting violent. For the ones that happened the worst, it was cause my boyfriend was being too affectionate to me and I kinda liked him back and it terrified the SHIT out of me 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
你 literally dont get much 更多 textbook PTSD and flashbacks there 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
耶稣 Fucking Christ how did I JUST realize this 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
>Makes a Cute Playlist for Part of Boyfriend's Gift

>Sneaks in a Happy Feet 2 Song

>Boyfriend gets the playlist on 4th week

>Boyfriend doesnt 评论 / call me out

>:successkid:

....

I like Happy Feet (especially the 秒 movie) 音乐 too much. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
That feeling when your boyfriend realizes 你 are getting #LiterallyTriggered before 你 even realize it and hugs 你 tightly causing 你 to snap out of it relatively quickly and very well calming 你 and your body down with 说 hug 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
This is why I 爱情 him tbh. How the fuck does he notice before I do when Im the one getting mentally tormented and completely blanking out from my surroundings. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Do 你 ever get like that rhythm game depression?

Where 你 like.... practice one hard part over and over again for like ten 分钟 straight... think 你 got it.... choke the first full run through, decide to give it a 秒 time, and just find absolutely none of the skill there so like... 你 jsut shut down the game, turn off the console, turn off the TV and sit there wondering what the hell 你 did with your life to get no where 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
随意 Fact: I have a secret lowkey 爱情 for playing cards. I can never reject a pack of them and while the 爱情 isnt pushing me to actively collect them, I do collect ones that are free 或者 easy to get 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I personally believe dystopia and utopia are one in the same. 或者 rather, for one to exist, the other almost always exists for another.

The two go hand in hand. For every light, there is a shadow, for every shadow, there is a light. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
.... god why do I 爱情 the people who fuck with the trials the most? XD

Nagito? Kokichi? Togami? 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
TFW when your 最喜爱的 of two 图标 has a colorscheme that when reduced to a small 图标 looks like shit so 你 gotta work with your 秒 最喜爱的 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Well my boyfriend admitted to bragging about how smart I am whenever prompted to people XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
TFW 你 HAVE TWO 图片 THAT COULD MAKE WONDERFUL 图标 BUT PIXLR IS DOWN 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
ALL HAIL KOKOCHI OUMA! 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Really I cant imagine how some people do that whole "30 years old, neck beard, in parents basement, jobless"

I have had a longer summer than the majority of people and everyone going off to college and work just gets me feeling like a lazy worthless piece of shit XD

I mean I dont take it seriously cos I know Im only on a longer break than everyone else, but man do I feel like a deadbeat lazy piece of crap XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
And I dont feel like that for 更多 than like three 秒 in the morning XD Cos I was like "Wheres my mom - oh yeah she has work now too. ... hmm... i guess ill play some video games" 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
If 你 ever get close enough to me to the point I ask 你 directly for affection 或者 comfort rather than just ranting to 你 或者 having a breakdown in front of you, 你 know 你 really are someone I trust.

Cause ranting 或者 breaking down is often a sign I kept things to myself too much like I do 95% of the time. If I go and just say "I need a hug, can 你 hug me" 或者 "Im feeling bad and could really use someone to be around" 或者 basically anything along the lines of 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
"Im [insert negative emotion] and vulnerable, but could 你 please [insert help]" cause I rarely let people I dont trust around me when I feel I might be in a vulnerable state and even when I do trust someone, its unlikely I would both tell them Im vulnerable and feeling bad AND ask them to help. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Its something I SHOULD do 更多 often, but it goes against every instinct and habit I am used to. Its like asking a 狼 to eat tofu. I mean Im sure they probably can to some degree, but its just so unnatural 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Its kind of sad that I still have to be in very specific conditions and situations to be remotely comfortable with actually thinking about any stressors that arent necessarily easily fixable let alone talk about it 或者 express it 或者 anything.

I didn't really think about it much, but other people cant control it and/or are free and 安全 enough feeling that they are able to let themselves feel and express their feelings and emotions even in inconvenient times 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
As much as I have worked on it, I still am not really near the emotional availability and transparency level of a normal person. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Unless I am outside of my house, around someone Im comfortable with, having a therapy session within a week 或者 two, and am not under time pressure 或者 a critical period of time, can I genuinely feel comfortable touching upon all that stuff 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
ENTJS ARENT AUTOMATICALLY THE MAIN VILLAIN IN EVERY SERIES XD

Me and Zeppie are memeing about how in like 80% of the charts, ENTJs are the main villain of any series XD Like cut us some slack 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Sometimes its really interesting to see how differently two people could see and view the world. Depressed VS not depressed. Creative and in 爱情 with imagination / 幻想 and someone whos been 更多 interested in real and worldly activities.

Even taking away psychosis and colorblindness and all that, the sheer difference in the ways we interpret the world just based on our upbringing is just honestly fascinating. Even mental health and all aside, the possibilities are astounding 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Like as someone whose dissociated a lot since as far as I remember and probably my entire life from reports from my oldest sisters, I dont think Ill ever FULLY interpret the world and take it as seriously 或者 feel as connected to it as people who have never dissociated before. I can recover all I want, but hte predisposition will always be there. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
或者 the contrast between me and my boyfriend. As 你 all know, Im VERY into stories, and characters, and fantasy, and all that creative stuff that go far beyond anything realistic. On the other hand, a lot of his interests are 更多 grounded in worldly things. History, space, documentaries, racing, sports, camping, things that are physically around and that 你 can see for yourself and what not. Its not to say he doesnt have an imagination, but he finds such interest in things I would otherwise call rather boring. It honestly fascinates me and while it sounds like an issue that would cause problems, its honestly part of something that intrigues me the most about the relationship. Just trying to see the world that he sees it and understand it in the way he does. Its just quite baffling 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Then just speaking in the spectrum of my own life. The sheer difference between the world when I was extremely depressed and suicidal versus now where I dont really suffer from depression outside of maybe rare bursts that can last from an 小时 to a week, but even then its rare. But tangents aside, the sheer difference between now and then on how the world looks and feels and all is baffling. Take that one major thing away and it literally seems like the world is brighter and 更多 enjoyable and free where as it appeared dark, empty, and threatening before. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Perception, interpretation, and understanding are just such interesting topics when 你 see how differently one person could experience the EXACT same situation differently, and even how one person can experience the same event at different poitns in their life and perceive, interpret, and understand it differently. This is just one of those things I like to contemplate on and find just simply amazing 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Really, one of the best things I can get when Im having an anxiety / panic / traumatic breakdown is for someone to get me to look at them and remind me that Im safe.

Cos most of the time I get that thousand yard stare cos Im pretty much stuck in my head and usually getting me to focus on something around me that I am comfortable around is a bit of a nice way to slow down my brain and kind of snap me out of it.

A lot of the time I dont realize it too which is kinda funny 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Pretty much if I sound distraught and Im staring off at nothing in particular and all, I sometimes just need someone to refocus me and ground me and that can help a lot 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Usually my boyfriend is really good at noticing my 'negative' 太空 outs where Im silently panicking 或者 stressing out in my head cos I apparently have a specific look with my usual "staring off at nothing" and hes pretty good at snapping me out of it there before it becomes a problem and tends to be a lot better at it than one would expect when he somehow gets me to vocalize it, usually when its gotten pretty bad 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I... I dont relate with much of the Libra sign much anymore.

I used to relate to a decent amount of it but not so much lately. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I should make a new 图标 at some point. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Fuck Atua XD 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Shhhh.... He is watching over us !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I think I might be getting a cold 发布 一年多以前
BlindBandit92 评论…
Rip. I hope 你 feel better. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I think it wasnt anything serious. I mostly seem better now 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Tht's certainly good to know. Stll, take care of yourself as much as 你 can !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Techno 音乐 makes great exercise music. Just sayin' 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So I was looking 更多 into MBTI and all (actually was awhile 以前 but I was specifically looking into mine today) and letters alone and descriptions alone, I am a pretty solid ENTX

The interesting thing is the two I feel are closest to me are ENTJ and ENTP which have NO shared cognitive functions.

I will say I am sure that ENTJ is my main "default" mode, but I do feel in certain situations and cases I can very much be an ENTP. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I personally like Danganronpa cos I like mysteries and debating and arguing and high stakes and death and tragedy and all my 收藏夹 dying

Its the Danganronpa experience, killing all your 收藏夹 off to make 你 feel true despair. 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Same goes for me. Plus, the determination that is required to go through true Despair. A world filled with it as well as Hope, both countering one another. Havng the courage to still look at the Future despite the circumstances. It always felt like a pretty unique message to me. Fictional 或者 not, I keep being inspired regardless !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I am honestly quite tired XD 发布 一年多以前
GDragon612 评论…
welcome Riku~hun XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Relatable as always XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
It does still baffle me a bit how people can not so simply step back from their own issues and disconnect their emotions from it to get a good 阅读 on what kind of action should be done.

On the other hand, I must say I do creep myself a bit on how I can do it. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Ah man I was just hit with a wave of something and my balance was knocked off. Like if yesterday I was standing in the optimal "goldilocks" zone where I had the energy and drive and optimism to go forth at things

Its like today I've been teetering and going back to sliding and running back and forth to keep myself balanced. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Im honestly fine Im sure. If I sleep and wake up theres a good chance Ill probably be reset and all. Hopefully at least XD Otherwise Id have to figure this manually myself. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Maybe a 日 of not playing games 70-80% of the time Im awake will do me some good. I suppose it might be causing my escapist tendencies / accusations to come back XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
But nah Im all good, its just that its uncomfortable 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Chapter 2

最喜爱的 Male Ranking:
Kokichi Ouma / Kaito Momota
Shuichi Saihara
Gonta Gokuhara
Ryoma Hoshi
Korekiyo Shinguji / Keebo

(Rantarou Amami is unsorted)

最喜爱的 Female Ranking:
Kirumi Tojo
Maki Haruwaka
Kaede Akamatsu
Miu Iruma
Angie Yonaga / Himiko Yumeno / Tenko Chabashira
Tsumugi Shirogane 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Also Ouma's voice actor is absolutely great 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Personally I wanna get back to working on my mental health rather than kind of putting it in a backseat, but I think its kinda easier to not wake the dragon when I have so much other things going on and cos its not really a good idea to wake the 'Mental Health Dragon' when 你 cant see a therapist for a while XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So lets see. Chapter 1 of Danganronpa V3 complete

Favorite Male Ranking:
Kokichi Ouma / Kaito Momota
Shuichi Saihara / Gonta Gokuhara
Korekiyo Shinguji
Keebo
Ryoma Hoshi

(Rantarou Amami is unsorted)

Favorite Female Ranking:
Kaede Akamatsu
Kirumi Tojo
Miu Iruma / Maki Haruwaka
Tenko Chabashira
Angie Yonaga
Himiko Yumeno / Tsumugi Shirogane 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I will do these each chapter to mark my changes in 收藏夹 XD 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
最喜爱的 总体, 整体 would probably be either Ouma 或者 Kaito. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Very good game so far 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I 爱情 GONTA HES SO ADORABLE. I doubt he will be my 最喜爱的 but I 爱情 him XD Imma probably make him my child and I barely started Chapter 1 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
The Purity is strong. TOO strong !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Having a good "why" to what 你 are doing helps a lot with getting yourself going and sticking to what 你 plan to do. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Yeah I dont have the right to call myself an introvert at all anymore XD Im like a straight extrovert. Still selective but straight full on extrovert.

I get offered a 日 to have to myself and play the three video games Im playing all 日 and watching youtobe and all after having active days, and it annoys me

So Im like "I guess Ill go out to exercise later" and then am like "I wonder if I could get in touch with any 老友记 today. ... nah most are already off..." 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I get bored in an ENTIRE 日 to myself XD 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Pretty relatable !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I am so not used to how HD this new laptop is 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Wow Danganronpa in just the opening screen runs SO much better on this 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I still feel really bad about upgrading cos my old one still works well... I feel like itll be lonely and its a lot of wasted potential to not be used 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I wonder what Fortnite will look like 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly, maybe Im the odd card out cos my middle sister didnt care, but like... all the money going out into getting me stuff for college... like yikes.

Its a lot and I dont like spending - even money that isnt mine - so it kinda hurts to see bills of at least $100 a 日 coming up. Well not EVERY 日 but like almost cos we are doing small shopping trips daily. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I dont get how people can spend their money so freely. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Im spending it on things college and my parents say are necessities and just... wow. Its not even my money and I dislike it 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Imma get carpal tunnel 或者 some shit playing Project Diva: Future Tone. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I wish Luvoratory was on it XD 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Shit Riku Says: "Imma groom them to like the 马具, 线束 just like a pedophile grooms a young child to have sex with them. .... It actually a very very similar process if 你 just change a few details." 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm honestly really sensitive to the thought, sight, and all of child abuse 或者 anything like it such as tough 爱情 或者 whatever. I was watching a "What would 你 do" haivng something similar to it and my whole body just flares up and I start to get that narrow vision shit.

And I know its actors. And I know its on TV, but part of me gets really flared up seeing it. Its the only thing that gets me so drastically and emotionally responsive other than maybe animal abuse 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
And that narrow vision usually isnt too good. My therpist says its something to do with panic attacks 或者 whatever but it usually follows with some form of a 'fight' instinct. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I would like to say I simply hate it and cant stand for it, but if there is roughness and anger towards a child it just shakes me 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Relatable. I understand that feeling very well, dudette !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So my bird 马具, 线束 came in today and Ill likely begin testing it out and working with it later today

Rather than starting with agoraphobic Lucy tho Imma adjust "Accepts anything Riku does" Smokey 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Captain might be pretty badly injured cos he hit a 墙 really roughly. His head feathers got torn out and I think thats whats causing the minor specks of blood on his head, but theres reason to suspect he MIGHT be blind 或者 have poor vision right now. Ill check him out to see if he really is when hes calmed down in his cage a bit. 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Hope everythings works out !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
So it came up in conversation so I took the Mensa Online Pretest and apparently "have an excellent chance of passing the real exam"

And, for those that dont know, Mensa is a group for 'geniuses' with an IQ higher than 132 that my therapist bugged me about.

I think Im somewhere around the 140s 或者 something like that if 你 convert my Pretest score?? Im like scrub tier 'genius' 或者 high tier 'above average' 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I also finished 8 分钟 early XD 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
When my mom had her IQ tested yeaaars ago, she was like around 165. 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
OH GREAT. I got the Chem teacher so notoriously hard he is a well known meme for crushing people's souls in the school XD

Sounds like a fun challenge I suppose 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Those Teachers are the kind of people that value hard work above all, most of the time. As I 说 to 你 before, I doubt 你 could leave a bad impression on him !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Me: Great Im busy all 日 on my actual birthday. I guess we could find some time either around 晚餐 或者 on Saturday to celebrate it?

Roommate: That sounds good but we probably have a football game to go to

Me: Ah yes. "Cant make it, got band." I should feel stressed 或者 disappointed 或者 annoyed, but its honestly kinda nostalgic and peaceful. I'm kind of glad that line still exists. Makes me feel at home.

Roommate: Same 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I HAVE SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO BUT NONE OF THEM OCCUR FOR LIKE THE 下一个 WEEK DAMN IT 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Anxiety and excitement are pretty much identical brain processes and chemicals and activity in the brain and the only thing that differentiates the two is the narrative 你 have around it.

Yeah thats probably explain why the level of excitement I have for college is getting to the place where my chest is crushing like anxiety and shit XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
1 TB is so much 更多 than I, even as a digital hoarder, need 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm sad now...

I'm going to be leaving behind my Lenovo Thinkpad before its had a chance to do anything wrong for me... Im sorry baby. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Having someone who has faith in 你 no matter how much 你 dont have faith in yourself is honestly something that can do 你 wonders.

Its hard to find people willing to invest that much into someone and finding someone like that might honestly be crazy since its unnatural, but it does wonders for the recovery process. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Cause when 你 start to have inevitable relapses 或者 fall backs on your recovery process, its easy to loose faith in yourself and give up for fall into despair. But for someoen to always be rooting there from the side lines doing whatever they can to help, it can really help 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
♫ God bless the 日 I found you
I want to stay around you
And so I beg you
Let it be me

[..]

Each time we meet love
I find complete love
Without your sweet love
What would life be?

So never leave me lonely
Just tell me 你 爱情 me only
And that you'll always
Let it be me

And that you'll always
Let it be me

So never leave me lonely
Tell me 你 爱情 me only
And that you'll always
Let it be me ♫ 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Honestly, I sound like Im making a big deal out of it, but going to Davis with a fresh start and making new 老友记 and rebuilding my reputation away from my old angsty image others had set from my 前一个 years and away from my toxic family, it honestly feels like Im being 给 the chance to be alive and live like a normal person away from my mental health 或者 hand I was dealt. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Like this post was originally come out as "I can't wait to live!" but that didnt make sense without context / explanation 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Cause I've already been invited to a party over there and while I dont usually like parties, someone actually bothered to invite me to one, so I might as well check it out and give it a shot? Its a going away party for my roommates friend and will be the 日 I arrive and apparently shes really wanted to meet me as well 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
That is simply wonderful to know and completely natural. Just as it should be. Make the most out of it !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I still remember that one time I had a really bad sleep paralysis experience and I felt like I was literally dying while napping to Amazing Grace done 由 Phantom Regiment on repeat

Afterwards, all I could think of was how ironic is was and how, for the rest of that 日 despite being kinda pretty suicidal most of the time, I didnt want to die XD

Just for that 日 或者 two tho. Cos I was really bad then 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Yikes. Tomorrow I have the massive task that is transfering my digital hoard off my computer 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Its really interesting. Ive been playign the demo of Future Tone a good bit and theres an interesting mental skip I have when processing what to click and when where my brain never (or registers for such a short period of time I dont notice it) registers the actual button Im supposed to click.

Its like I see something on the screen and my fingers interpret it 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Im not saying Im fluent cos my muscle memory isnt perfect nor does it sync perfectly with my ears and eyes to get a perfect "COOL" all the time 或者 anything. But I find it interesting since it has that SAME exact feeling of a skip of translation I get when I play my trumpet 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
I see a note and make the fingering, usually not actually thinking of what the letter note it is before playing it unless I check back and think it sounds wrong 或者 something 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I'm SO gay for Megurine Luka. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Today was a long 日 that was 70% spent in the DMV 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
你 know Im no where even near the age 或者 contemplation point for me to even be thinking about it since I definately do not want kids until I am rather well stable financially and extremely extremely stable within my relationship and have had time to enjoy my marriage when I get around there

Then even then Im not sure if I really want kids even then. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
WITH THAT BEING SAID, I do have a voice in my head thats like "If I were to have kids, that would be a good thing to raise them with" 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
It would be a TOTAL invasion of human rights and privacy so Im not ACTUALLY for it, but its really something when 你 have to get a license to drive a car but literally anyone can have a child 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Putting the adoption thing aside, I share the same beliefs on that matter !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Okay after researching Impulsivity VS Compulsivity I can say I dont have less Impulse Control issues and 更多 Compulsive Issues XD

Which makes sense because no matter how much I like to put the word "minor" in front of the diagnosis without them saying its minor, I do have OCD. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
Honestly though. I have to focus really hard for like five to twenty 秒 to make sure my hand DOESNT do something. 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
It sounds silly but with how used to it I've gotten, its almost reflex that when I get that overwhelming body tension that within 秒 I just do whatever its telling me to do 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
So better to nip it at the bud 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE LAST LIKE THREE 分钟 OF DANGANRONPA 3 XD

WHERE THE FUCK DID MUNAKATA WALK OFF TO - BETTER YET HOWD HE WALK ANYWHERE WHEN THEY ARE ON AN ISLAND. HE MIGHT HAVE WALKED TO A 船, 小船 BUT WHY AND WHAT

AND THE ENDING MADE SENSE WITH HOPES PEAK BUT WAS KINDA ODD AND ABRUPT WUT 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
ITS SUCH A SMALL THING 一年多以前
Riku114 评论…
"YOU ARE A VALUABLE ASSET. CANT 你 AT LEAST TELL US WHERE SO WE CAN KEEP 你 IN CONTACT: 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
Dudette, 你 can exclude Kyoko, Nagito and most of the DR2 Cast from the Dead List, Seiko's wish in a way didn't go to waste, so many Children appeared, were 安全 and ended up happy, Hope's Peak Academy was rebuilt and you'll probably have a lot of material for Fanfics and various hypotheses concerning Munakata. The Future Foundation Member is still alive as well and kicking. DR3 is over. Let THAT sink in XD !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Oooooh roommates are nice XD I really cant wait to go to Davis. Plus the section leaders of the trumpet section contacted me and they seem sweet and kind. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Me: *visiting band 老友记 and their band camp*

One of my Children: STOP. PLAYING. DANGANRONPA.

Me: Imma do what I damn well want to :v :v

XD I havent even been playing Danganronpa. I opened it twice to see if it was a one time thing that it wasnt running hte best on my current laptop. XD It seems to run okay on my current one but I wont play it until I get my new one. 发布 一年多以前
Mauserfan1910 评论…
Fucking weebs playing 日本动漫 games 一年多以前
Mauserfan1910 评论…
Why don't 你 weeks play quality games like 爱情 nikki 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
I suppose your fondness for it has been made quite apparent to them XD !!!! 一年多以前
wantadog 说 …
Ya it's a real break. Hoped for it to be a simple sprain but my arm droops 45 degrees without the brace. 发布 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Meant to post this on Random. 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
@Riku deleting rude 评论 doesn't work on me. If you're that particular about it then fine, I'll leave this up for awhile "then 删除 it" if it means that much to 你 一年多以前
wantadog 评论…
Ah nevermind. Can't be bothered 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
*plans a pool party*

*forgets the reason she hasnt gone to the 海滩 或者 swimming pool for 更多 than like 20 分钟 is cause she doesnt have a fitting 泳装, 游泳衣 cos her bust is too big and shopping for one is hard cos its almost non-existent* 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I GOT MY ROOMMATE OFFICIALLY AS A ROOMMATE

YAY 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Me: *walks into the band room to visit old children*

Half the Band: SATANS BACK!!! SATANS BACK!!!

I wonder how confused the new members were. 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
I think I have a huge bias on animated 电影院 cos some of my 收藏夹 and most memorable ones are all bird related XD XD 发布 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
"Im not good at ____" "I suck at ____" are not good excuses for not doing something 你 really 爱情 to / like to do. Skill is something that can easily be changed with a work, perseverance, and effort.

Its not like Im saying people who dont push 由 those are bad 或者 just making excuses, but I hear it a lot and its kinda sad how easily those can kill people's dreams and all. 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
^ Amen to that !!!! 一年多以前
Riku114 说 …
Im thinking of adding Jewel to Relatable Characters 列表 cos from a few scenes I rewatched from Rio, I think she has a relatively similar personality to me XD

But Id have to rewatch the movie again. Maybe the 秒 but I think I only own the first rn 发布 一年多以前
TheLefteris24 评论…
From what I have seen from the first Movie only, I guess she KINDA reminds me of 你 !!!! 一年多以前