Am I the only one that finds it easier to concentrate if Im talking to someone? Like I dunno. I also study better in a study group but apparently its easier for most people to study quietly 由 themselves in absolute silence. Like how..? I need music. I need someone to talk to. Otherwise I get bored and distracted.
Its like... I accept Ill never have 100% attention on my studies, but without things interfering I wont be able to get even 50% of my attention on it.
I consider it really important to always cut out some time, may it be once every few months, once every week, 或者 once every day, to just sit back and reflect on yourself from then to what 你 are now.
I mean, it gives 你 the ability to see how youve changed, see if 你 are changing in the way youd like yourself to change, make sure 你 are on the track 你 want to be on / are pleased with the person 你 are. And along with that, it prevents the "Im not accomplishing anything" thoughts.
你 know... My energy probably wouldnt last 15 分钟 in a 防弹少年团 音乐会 XD I mean, even the fangirl squeals aside, the crowd would drain me of my energy so fast with how wild they can get. Like they are over there screaming and reaching out and all and it just sap me of my energy cause even if I dont interact with anyone, crowds do that XD
Okay so 你 guys... I keep a trumpet mouthpiece laying 下一个 to my PC incase Im ever bored and want to buzz a few tunes rather than whistling it, and after 唱歌 Run, whistling Run, I felt like seeing if I could buzz it on a trumpet mouth piece and
RUN IS SO TIRING TO BUZZ.
T.T I cri.
But. I can do the whole song. So if I could figure out the fingerings I could play Run on the Trumpet. I make that sound like the easy part but its easily the hardest part.
Also since it wasnt my mom's camera, Im not sure if itll be caught on the video, but I thought my mom was recording so when the advanced band and intermediate band were switching out, I gave a thumbs up and cool playful gun gesture to my mom / the camera, only to turn to face where I was going and slam right into the curtains XD
Im tired XD 5:30 -> 8:30 音乐会 rehearsal + performance + dealing with the intermediate band.
But alas I am back. Its nice to be back.
The intermediate band (ie, rookies of 下一个 year) kinda scare me but yeah.
Also my mom somehow managed to screw up recording the 音乐会 for the 秒 年 in a row. But luckily another parent managed to get most of it. So when I get a hold of that video, Ill put it on my club for yall
I found it a bit strange that Wanta would say "Riku has grown soft and rusty" when it came to my skills with GIFs cause I was thinking "Well yeah we did do a bit of GIF games before, but I wasnt that good even then"
But lately I came to the realization Im actually fairly good if I have motive, will, and reason to use GIFs.
Saruhiko. Why are 你 like this to me? Why are 你 so wonderful as a character yourself? Why are 你 so- ugh with your voice, appearance and personality yet have such feelsy feels from you? Its giving me mixed feelings. And why do 你 remind me of Izo? Like do 你 not know what Izo does to me?
你 and Izo together is like gonna kill me one day.
Ive slowly begun to like SaruMi so much 更多 than before. Like at first it was just a "Oh I can be down with this ship" but now Im actually like "Dude. This ship is like... Good. I like this ship. I really do. And I can see it in the anime. Like is it hinted..? I mean, they are just wonderful 老友记 and all but if they were like... a 大炮, 加农炮 ship Id be cool with that >.>"
Do hairs grow back faster if 你 pluck them continuously 或者 something..? Cause I swear my eyebrows are growing back faster than the times when Im only occasionally plucking in like... a week 或者 two. A week 或者 two to get to the point where I could have sworn took about a 月 或者 something.
或者 maybe time is just passing 由 faster 或者 something.
I still dont have anything cause tric is a dick and makes its so every time 你 get close the urge gets stronger 或者 更多 sly but yeah.
Me: :o I HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE?! Doctor: -_-' Did 你 really think 你 wouldnt have it with that diet? Me: :o I HAD NO IDEA! Doctor: -_-' Me: NO REALLY! Doctor: -_-' Me: ... 嘿 MY BODY IS ALWAYS HEALTHY REGARDLESS OF WHAT I EAT Doctor: -_-' Me: ... ..... Okay maybe I did know it but say "Screw the Rules I want salt." Doctor: -_-' Me: ...... Doctor: ...... Me: ....... Doctor: ..... Me: ..... #NoRegrets Doctor: *facepalm*
你 know Im like 100% convinced at this point that I am mildly anemic due to my lack of Vitamin C 或者 something. Cause all my 最喜爱的 foods are recommended in "eat your iron" 列表 and Vitamin C helps in actually absorbing the iron 或者 something like that. .... either that 或者 my body needs a massive amount of iron.
Oh yeah. 你 guys, I was thinking about this earlier as a trap to find out Kimchi's weakness but apparently Zeppie already got it out so I dont have to do this and I am probably gonna think it out more, but I was thinking having something like a
"Image Request Week"
where like someone requests a theme of 图片 and everyone who put in a request has to put at least a certain amount of 图片 each 日 for each theme and its like a trade off of images.
I... wanna make 图标 and collect 图片 and have energy to like.... have full not-BTS related conversations with people other than Zeppie and Wanta....
I plan to get my abilities back this Spring Break and Im expecting to at least get some sort of a break.... so school ples. Ive been putting up with your bullshit and saying some of my assignmetns I turned in are 0s (which painfully causes me to have to bring it up wiht my teachers). Give me this break and we are cool.
I...I really dont think I should bother helping people who are having issues on Tumblr as a lot of them are really...bad... and I took notes to not do it unless Im sure but its so against my nature to ignore stuff like this without giving people a chance to prove themselves as not beyond help
I am trashkin. I identify as trash. Like... 你 dont know the pain of being trash like me. I am trash. Like... My entity is trash. My soul is trash. I was meant to be born as a used 香蕉 peel. I have memories of being trash. Like... I have to sit in a trashcan for hours to validate myself cause its where I belong.