if u wanted to cry but u cant whats a way u could cry to just let it all out? my best friend killed him self in 2009 on march 10th and the 日 is coming up and I just wish I could just cry can any one help me?

i'm sorry about what happens to your friend my condolences to you
try and remember good times 你 spend with your friend
let your mind take 你 to every moment you've two been together
i hope it helps

I'm sorry for your loss. I know what it feels like to lose someone close to 你 as my father died of pancreatic cancer in 2006. Sometimes, I just sit down and either read a book 或者 watch a TV 显示 或者 movie where one of my 最喜爱的 characters die. If anything, that opens the faucet and allows the waterworks to flow for me. But it would be better to laugh because, if your friend's spirit is still watching, I can guarantee that your friend would rather 你 laugh and remember the good times than spend the say sulking. Find a way to laugh, not cry. Or, at least, let it out and then 移动 on. But remember to laugh 或者 at least smile sometimes during that day. Kinda weird though, that your friend died on International Awesome Day.

由 watching a sad movie like Marley and me and The Lion King. I'm sorry for your loss, I know how it feels, my cousin at my age killed himself accidentally 由 drugs back in 2006.

Sorry for your loss. I usually just listen to 音乐 或者 read a book, maybe watch a 最喜爱的 show, that usually keeps my mind off of things. When my dog passed away that's what I did.

For me, it helps when I listen to some trigger music.

Hmmm does listening To the song "How to 安全 a life" 由 The Gray help?