My mom says falling in 爱情 is wrong....... :'(

So , I loved this guy from when I was eight years old........ I still 爱情 him. and he is my bf now........... I had written about my feelings in my secret diary....... I had never mentioned his name coz i feared my mo might read it......... 2 weeks 以前 , when I was gone to school , my mom read my diary without my permission.......... and when I came back 首页 sh scolded me alot ........... She 说 that loving someone is wrong....... She also 说 that I had written such a bad diary.......... She insulted my feelings............ She hurt my feelings.... After 2 weeks , she still scolds me just because I loved someone. I had to leave my school because she didn't wanted me to study there. She thinks that everything has happened because of my school. I 爱情 my school and 老友记 alot.I've been studying there from first grade and I do not want to leave it... She has brought me to Canada to keep me away from the boy I 爱情 and my friends....... She hurt my feelings....... She doesn't understand me. I hate her