please read and tell me what 你 think!!

there is a smile on her face
she doesnt know why its there on her face
she doesnt feel happy

she laughs with her friends
she doesnt want them to know how broken she is

her friend texts her mean things in class
she holds the tears at bay
a brick is on her heart
she acts if everything is ok

she gets home
her brother tells her what she has done wrong this time.
she hold up her act at being happy

she gets on her 安全 place
the computer
but even here she cant get away
she gets mean and anger messages
from people she doesnt know in real life

she takes off her mask
she cries as she sits in her bed
she looks at the texts her friend sent her.
she wonders why she is 老友记 with the girl named vickie
when Vickie only hurts her over and over.

she looks at the scars on her arm that she made
her mom forgot the promise
the promise for her to stop cutting if her mom stops drinking
she saw her mom drinking the other day.
it hurt her.

she sits in her room with the lights off
she is tired of living but scared of dying.

she is just a scared little girl
not the strong girl that can take anything that is throw at her