i know this may not be about ppb but i need someone to talk to...

i cant tell my 老友记 cause they whent to places for summer vacation and i cant tell my family 或者 els they would bugg me about it and posibbly tell!awwwwwww... i hate when this happends when 你 fall in 爱情 with your guy friend i know maybe some of 你 have 或者 had this experiance?well okay here it is so he started "liking me" when i was 10 well i think cause he told his parents that i was pritty and his parents told my grandma this is why 你 never trust a person in your family and eversence he has "liked me" like last 年 he would sitt 下一个 to me alot,flirt,try to make me jelouse,and come hang out with me all the time i go to my grandmas house cause he lives accross the 街, 街道 from my grandma and now this 年 he would do the same thing when i was gone for two weeks he didnt even want to look at me,nore say hi,because me,grandma,and her friend whent walking and on our wake back from walking he dot dropped off at his house and he didnt even say hi,nore look at me so his little brother ran and 说 hello to me and the guy i like told his brother to get over here but like in a pist off voice and i didnt even do eneything to him i rarley see him and yesterday june 15,2010 i was out side in the front yard of my grandmas house and my dad told me to open the water holes so i whent and he came back walking with his friend and told my dad hi and my dad 说 to me really loud look evelyn (thats my name)its ... (not mentioning names but the guy i like)and so i 说 kinda loud so he is just a friend and idk if the guy i am in 爱情 with herd me 或者 not i(i was tryings to hide my feelings)and waved and looked at me for a few saconds and waved to me and he brought out his new 小狗 to play with and i geuss he was trying to 显示 it off idk and i think he was just trying to get my attention.PLEAS HELP me what should i do should i tell him i like him?does he like me?i am taller then him 由 5inches so does hight matter?awwwwwwwwwwww... REALLY SORRY THIS IS LONG