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I can see your tears
Even though your eyes don't even water
I can feel your pain
Even if 你 never 说 your 心 hurts like spears
Are pushing deeper and deeper making 你 cry
On the inside where nobody can judge 你
Where fields are green and skies are finally blue
And nobody ever will lie
If 你 were mine
That would be reality but 你 can't see that yet

I will help 你 if 你 let me

I know you've been hurt
And 你 can't see you're amazing in your mind
But I would if you'd let me
Because you're special to me in every way
I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
You'll see I'm the one and amazingly
I've been here the whole time

Every Seasons has it's time to ENDS
Every Ages has the time to lasted
but how does 爱情 will be????

If this pain Will passed then over me,will 你 be there and hugs me????

If this feelings too good to be true,Will 你 Lies to me that 你 just Playing??

说 it to my Heart,please
说 it aloud until I can Definitely understand what I've been trough
Because I'm LOST

After long journey I take to finds the Meanings
I finally found nothing inside it
because there's Nothing when it passed 由 then after all

Passions passed
Live leaves
and i still watched your back here and can't say noting but a smile

i'm not gonna make tears with you,because I Know sometimes 你 don't care WHY ,,,,
and I ca'n find HOW to make 你 understands


When the times come
time that makes me passed it over me
i will Smile
i ain't gonna make Tears
because I know

Even tears CAN'T make 你 come back

To My Love, I hate to 爱情 你 but i dont 爱情 to hate you, 你 touch my hand and tell me 你 need me but then in a moments notice 你 push me aside and tell me to go, 你 make me a hundred feet tall then one foot small, your soft smile i shall allways hold but your words of sharp glass i dare to take but to stumble at the hurdle i needed to pass the most will forever haunt me im sorry my dear anna for ever letting 你 go but i shall never be sorry for loving you, holding your hand feeling a spark looking in your eyes and seeing only magic i shall never be sorry for that never

Like that person with all your heart,
its not dark.

Over hatetred,
never be betraded.

Very loving,
really touching.

Everyone loves another,
we will be always together.

爱情 is importent to others,
even sister and brothers.
Their is no hatetred,
no body is hated.
玫瑰 bloom,
they grew.
Tears and blood,
there is a ton.
Nightmare dosent scare,
its always fair.
No one can 显示 fear,
not even near.
Memories can bring pain,
that problem is main.



THE END
THANK 你 FOR 阅读 THIS!

Dreamland
As night falls
All creatures of the Earth fall to a slumber
Visions of magic, laughter and sorrow fill the dreamland
The mind gives 你 freedom...
Places you've never been
Strange worlds that 你 create
What a joy to dream!

But dreams can bring sadness and sorrow...
Death can plague the mind
Torture and fear
Monsters will come to play
Games that are not for pleasure

But...what it is a dream within a dream?
You're asleep but awake
Can't escape!
The world is upside down but changes
To your command
你 will be here forever?
Would 你 want to stay in this world?
Never grow old but only 你 exist

To live in the dreamland 或者 wake up
And go on living in the awaken world
Both are filled with nightmares and happiness
Which one?

First that we've argue...
U seems to take it away
as it never happened..

and i Don'T Know Why
U told me that story
need time to be alone
I believe..that u'll be honest
But U DON'T

Hugs u the 秒 way we met
Fells like strange..
what's wrong...?
u tell 'nothing'
But I fell It...
U LIE...
And I keep Quite

Why Did U do This To me?
What For?

Everytime u Lie,
I just CAn't Say Nothing But smile
How 爱情 sealed My Mouth Then MAke Me Numb
How Honest Make me always give u another Chances

But Betrayed on My Back..

If 你 ever leave me remember these things: 你 give me hope to be strong when i am weak. 你 made me smile when no one else could. 你 gave me hope in general! I know this wont stop 你 but one thing is 你 were the most important person in my life. I smiled when i heard your name and I cried when we werent O. I was upset when I havent seen u in a long time. But remember the memories we shared, The times we cried and the times we felt lied to together. Without u i will feel unwanted and dead...I think without u id die and smile cause one 日 ill see 你 again and have u as a friend.Until then ill miss u...over and over again


Theeee Enddd!

In living with a fear of chance...
The chance of fears the only reason
you're awake.
We decrease in size
when burdened with your mind,
but 你 know escape is to run...

In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion
maybe you'll disappear...

Recall the past when
你 were strong.
Those distant days,
it seems,are now forever gone.
You'll increase desire
to wander and retire,
but 你 know escape is to run.

In a constant commotion -
When I speak it's revulsion
maybe you'll disappear


♥ Paradise lost- Disappear ♥
Beautiful song

迷失
ALONE
INSUCURE
BLOOD DRIPPING DOWN MY FACE
BRUISES STINGING MY TRANSLUCENT BODY
DEATH CALLING ME
爱情 DETACHING FROM ME
MY 心 BEING RIPPED FROM MY BODY
MY MUCSLES HURTING
A SICK FEELING IN MY STOMACH
IN THE FETAL POSISTION
TEARS ESCAPING MY EYES
MUSCLES TENSE
BARE FOOTED
SCABS BREAKING
ROOTS STABBING MY BODY
GLASS BROKEN
A PICTURE ON THE FLOOR
REMINDING ME OF MEMORYS
OF A FOREST
OF OUR OLD LIFE
WHEN 你 LOVED ME
GRABBING A 刀
DRAWING BLOOD
FROM MY FACE
MY LIFE FLASHING BEFORE ME
THE PAIN OF EVERY SAD MOMENT
MADE ME MAKE MY DISSISION
I DREW THE 刀 TO MY NECK
SLIT MY FLOAT
AND WATCHED THE BLOOD POOL AROUND ME
LIFE DRAWING OUT OF MY EYES
MY SOUL
RISING FROM MY BODY
GOD EMBRACING ME
THE LOOK IN YOUR EYES
WHEN 你 FOUND ME
I WAS 迷失

Ok i have no clue why i am 写作 this but I kinda 爱情 it so enjoy:)

















Hide from all
My sweet remembrance
To 你 I 熊 my soul

Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to 你 I sing this song

Hide low
hide high
hide far
hide low
the fear is rising
now go

Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
to 你 I can't be lost

Hide from all
my sweet remembrance
To 你 I can Love

Hide from fear
Hide from Sorrow
Hide from pain
Hide Shame
The climax is coming
Your Fame

Hide from all
my sweet remembrance

an old Poem I wrote its twilight though!










Her eyes just sparkled
展示 his reflection
展示 his angelic face
her eyes just sparkled
as he drew closer
as his mouth kissed her
her eyes just sparkled
knowing the truth
knowing that their 爱情 is eternal
knowing she chose the right one
her eyes sparkled
making time stand still
making blood lust stop
her eyes just saw him
She just wanted him
he kissed her again
forgetting his blood lust
his fight
Just 接吻 her
and playing with her long blond hair
her perfect beutiful curls
Her eyes just sparkled
longing for him
he picked her up
running far
running into the distance
running fast
trees going 由 as a blur
as she held him
she loved him
he was hers
and he knew she was his 天使
and forever she would be
she saved him
he forever loved her for that
she was perfect
she was his
so he ran on
sheltering her
from harm